Saturday, August 13, 2005

   Oyasumi!
Well, I didn't do much today, just like everyday. But, like everyday, I'll try to make something out of nothing so I have something to talk about. XD

Umm...I went with Jeremy to cash his check and get soda from the grocery store. Thank goodness. BUT I DRANK ALL OF MY TWO LITER TODAY! Geez, I suck that shit up like water. And I do drink a lot of water. Much more refreshing than anything else. So um...then I picked tomatoes while he picked the grapes. Then he did dishes while I watched random favorite episodes of anime. And now I;m kinda..here.

Erik's an asswipe. He went and picked up his bitch and then came back and is at his friend's gay ass barbeque party full of alcohol. And Erik claims he doesn't drink(he's 22, so yeah). But he came home just a minute ago and he gets a blanket and pillow and claims Gina's cold. And funny he parked his car pretty far away from the house. More like he's probably screwing her senseless. As I told a friend, NOTHING makes my blood boil quite like him and his bitch. Mostly him. He has him on such a fucking leash. The other day he kicked me off the comp because he deleted some emails and so Gina thought he was cheating on her because she didn't see them before he deleted them. So he kicks me off and emails those people asking for the emails back. How fucking retarded is that?

So, I've decided I want to be able to kick his ass someday for being such a fucking tard. I'm developing a nice harsh schedual for myself to follow. Three meals a day with only good stuff-important stuff. No snacks and desserts(and that's a killer-I'm like Tsuzuki from Yami no Matsuei) and I just gotta whip myself back into the shape I was in...I got lazy! Then Jeremy will do more martial arts and things with me. Kendo-I looove kendo! Yesh...live by honor, kill by steath! Erm, wait...no. lol Anyways, yeah. I know I sound like a psycho right now but I need it anyways. It'll be good for me! Yesh. I will get up at 6 AM and try to go to bed at 12 AM. So...it'll all be good. Six AM is in four hours...did I mention I'm starting this tomorrow?

One day, Erik...I'll kick your ass fair and square-with my own strength...the sooner I do, the better. Sometimes...when you find yourself able to do one thing...you find you can do a lot of other things. The better I get at piano, the better I feel about it. The better I get at singing, the closer I am to a wonderful future. The only reason I care about the money of the job is to help out my family. I honestly want nothing for myself. The better in shape I get, the better I will feel. It's true for everyone. When you do something right, you feel wonderful. Anyways, I'll shut up now-I need sleep. It'll mean less computer time, maybe...but i'll see what I can do. Shit, I need to clean my room to get space. Maybe I'll stay up all night to reset my body clock...yeah. That sounds good...ja ne!
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We all live...
We all die...
That does not
Begin to justify you...
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