Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   Naaaa....so I have to post something, right?
I'm posting this a second time because I posted it like...15 minutes before everything starts over again, so yeah. lol Well, the past two days my head has been feeling really warm on and off. I was coughing today, too. I hope i'm not catching anything. Jeremy bought Constantine. That's a good movie. Erik's been an asswipe like usual, so I don't even need to go into that. I think I'm too witty for him. I always ahve combacks for what he says. And then he always runs out and just gives me the finger. ha ha...my mom yells at him for it, too. Of course, she yells at me for my mean combacks. Like, Gina calls here, let's it ring twice and then hangs up, and that's the asshole's signal to call her. He says it's because I'd be mean to her if I answered. Yeah, I told him, I'd hang up on her. Or tell her to go to hell and then hang up. He said something and I said "Screw that. Screw Gina, for that matter. Oh, wait, you already have that covered." so he gave me the finger and left ha ha.

Oh well. Take the bad with the good. Where ever there's happiness, depression is soon to follow. Behind every pain, there is reason or good...we just have to see it. Of course, there's another side to that, too. It's hard to explain, so I'll give an example. From my dad being gone, I have been very hurt, but learned many things. However, the other side is that I believe I could have learned all these things in a different way, without something so disgustingly painful like this. Ah, well. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Funny thing is, whenever the worst happens, we're never quite prepared.

Ugh...I just ate, but my stomach isn't too happy that I did. ick...oh well. ROLL WITH IT I TELL YOU! Just do your best and that's all you can do. But if you're not doing your best, then that shows you have no determination to be happy. You can still find happiness in any situation...isn't that called looking on the bright side?
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I walk a lonely road-
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes-
But it's home to me
And I walk alone...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one
And I walk alone...

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me...
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating...
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me...
'Til then I walk alone...

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone...

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me...
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating...
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me...
'Til then I walk alone...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one
And I walk alone...
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