Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   Gah.
Well, this morning my mood wasn't so great, but then it got better when my mom and I went to the bank at around 4:30ish. She had to take out yet ANOTHER loan, but it's $5000 that we didn't have, so...yeah. And I got the money from my M.O. from Luna so now I have my $150, and I'm going with my mom on Sunday. So, we were in a pretty good mood, which lead us to go to the grocery store and get chips and stuff. No soda though. *cries* So we're in this good mood, but then...(WARNING: RANT)we come home and see asswipe's bright yellow piece of shit he calls a cool car, and we go inside and find him and Gina sitting close together on the piano bench while he plays something lame like chopsticks or whatever and he wasn't even doing it right. So my mom got mad because she's told him lots of times not to have people in the house when she isn't home-especially girls. Erik tells us he's "just waiting for Jeremy." We find out he bought Jeremy cookies to take to some girl he likes. We tell Jeremy he has to be back by 6:45 cause he told us he'd watch Kyle while we're at class for two hours. Jeremy said he would, but apparenty Erik tells him on his way out "Don't worry about it. We'll watch Kyle." so Jeremy leaves and doesn't worry about it. We find this out and we're PISSED. My mom tells him there's no way in hell he's going to be in this house alone with a girl. He says "Well, Kyle would be here." Kyle is 10 FRICKIN YEARS OLD! All he'd have to do is: "Kyle, why don't you play video games in the kitchen!" "okay!" and he could screw her on the couch or whatever. Disgusting. So my mom told him that just doesn't work. And now, thanks to him, we don't have anyone to watch Kyle. So we end up having to dump him on my grandfather. He wasn't thrilled, but he said he would. So kyle took a movie with or whatever. My grandfather has old guns from WW2, which he was in, so Kyle loves to see those and stuff. Anyways, so while we were calling around to be able to put kyle somewhere, Erik sits out there on the front porch with Gina(aka Bitch) and so while they're there, I play something pretty and complicated on the piano, and just as I suspected, he took her down the stairs and out to his car and they sat out there. Now, Kyle...remember i said "It must be nice...not to understand." but, now that I think about it, it also ISN'T nice. Because he doesn't understand what Erik's doing. He says "i like Erik and Gina." but only because he doesn't understand. But yeah, so they finally left, him taking off like a bat out of hell as per usual. Then me and my mom go to class, and we told him he better not come back and be in the house with her while we're gone. But we come home and guess who's on the piano bench again? So, needless to say, we're really mad at him. I'm sick of him bringing that bitch here. And now Jeremy's heading down the path of becoming his little carbon copy. It's all about girls, girls, girls, and more god damned girls! The male population needs to get a frickin' LIFE-no offense. It's not true of everyone. But yeah. Okay, rant over.

I told my mom I'm sick of everything going worng. We can never have a NICE day-there's always something getting messed up. I bet we'll come home from Renaissance Faire and there will be something to kill our happy spirits. Oh well-best not to think about it, right? There's supposedly a rainbow after every storm...maybe the storm's still going after four years, but we have yet to see any rainbow.
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Here's the whole quote that I couldn't remember earlier:
"What if I told you God and the Devil made a wager-a kind of standing bet for the souls of all mankind?"
"I'd tell you to stay on your meds."
"Humor me. No direct contact, that would be the rule. Just infulence."
"Okay, I'm humoring you. Why?"
"I don't know-for fun maybe?"
"Oh, so it's fun. It's fun when a man beats his wife to death. It's fun when a woman drowns her own baby...and you think the 'devil' is responsible. People are evil, Mr. Constantine. People."
"You're right-we're born capable of terrible things. And then something else comes along that gives us just the right nudge."
"Well, it's been really educational, but I don't believe in the devil."
"You should-he believes in you."
~Constantine~
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Apparently photobucket isn't working right now, so no pics...gomen.
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