Sunday, September 25, 2005

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No, Lyss, Kakashi is NOT going to be the new Roy. XD All bishies are different and I like them for different reasons. XP

Well! I'm updating like I promised. I'm really tired and don't feel so well. Today my little brother was sick and everyone was working to I took care of him. I had to constantly make the cloth for his forehead cold again. I had to give him more medicine, food, soda, etc...His temp was 101. I also had to put in movie after movie for him. And I made dinner and such like usual. At least my mom didn't yell at me for not doing the dishes. I mean, she comes home to good food, hot coffee, a vacuumed house and a clean kitchen table...what more can you want? Well, a lot I suppose, but...what more can she want from ME? Yet she does want more. Oh well.

We also had an interesting discussion about how I'm the only one in the family who has in mind a career that will earn millions. XD That's funny. But ya know...to be a singer...you have to be different. So many out there are the same and they'll just fade over time. I wanna be one of those where the kids 30 years later still know your song. Like...I don't know. Everybody knows the song "I will Always Love You" and things like that. Whitney(sp) Huston and Tina Turner or whoever can get as old as they want, and they'll still be singing their old songs at concerts. I want that. It's not about the fame, really...but making a lasting impression. Being different. It's what every singer aims for but hardly any ever get. Well, we'll have to see.

Ummm....not much else to say, since nothing's going on. I think i'll go to sleep now...ja ne!
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Please, please forgive me...
But I won't be home again...
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago...
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now...
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me...
But I won't be home again...
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care...
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there...
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Evanescence - Missing <-- if any of you guys have this song(I have a crappy version), I'd love you forever if you gave it to me!
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...he looks hot in blood. >_>





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