myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

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Birthday
• 1988-11-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• A speck of fly shit on a map.
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Life
Real Name
• Akishi Miyamoto

Personal

Achievements
• I've done numerous concerts and solos...
Anime Fan Since
• I was 10, I think.
Favorite Anime
• noooo! I love too many!
Goals
• Become a singer, artist, or writer
Hobbies
• singing, piano, drawing, anime, computers, writing
Talents
• well...my talents are my hobbies, so...

myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Bad night...
I don't mean to dump my bad mood on you guys...and hope none of you take offense to any bad language I might happen to use...

I don't really want to get way into it, but I had a big fight with Erik that was semi-physical where I ended up yelling "I just want to punch you, you stupid son of a bitch! I hate you! I hope you fucking die!" Yeah, I really said that. Amazingly, my mom isn't mad at me at all. She says she doesn't like how I go about it, but she doesn't blame me for how I feel. Neways, so I said that and slammed my door-and broke it. That's about how bad I wanted to hit him. And then I just...cried. Apparently my mom shoved Erik's money back in his face and told him never to use the computer again. (The fight started over the small issue of him using the computer for hours and not letting me on and being an asshole about it). So he took off, probably for Gina's house. Who cares...don't get me wrong, I feel bad. Really bad. I wouldn't have cried if I didn't. But...just...*sigh* I guess...the sooner he's gone, the better. Me and Jeremy never have problems or fights like this. Hell, most of the time, we're peaceful. The only reason our family has problems right now is cause of Erik. I just want that to end. So...yeah. That was my night. *sigh* How about you guys?
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"I can't stand it when you cry on my shoulder...but I let you do it all the same. And if I pick on you, you cry even more. Even when I visited my dad for you, or you asked me to make love to you, or to kiss you...no matter what I do, you're never happy. So, finally, I make love to you...I tell you I'll make you my lover. What else can I possibly do? How can I make you happy?"

Eiri Yuki, Gravitation manga vol 2
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