Wednesday, November 16, 2005

   Eh...
Just out of curiosity, why do I have a bazillion people on my friends list when only about 8 people comment on my site most of the time? I mean, damn. I think I'll start deleting some. Why should I comment on someone's site everyday if they never comment on mine? Talk about a one-sided friendship. And there's those who only post like..once every couple months. *sigh* So, to those who never ever comment, consider this a warning that I'll delete you off my friends list.

Sorry, I'm not in the best mood. Kyle(my little brother) really pissed me off. I was ready to slap him. At least I have my strawberry soda.

It bothers me how some people only remember the bad things...because the bad things are what effected them most. But I try to forget the bad things, and let the good things live on...
"Good memories can save your life."
-Joan, The Punisher

I get tired of my mom or Jeremy(second oldest brother) complaining about a song i'll have on. I mean, geez. We all like different shit, so get over it! If my mom had it her way all I'd be listening to is classical music, Charlotte Church, Josh Groban, and the like. If Jeremy had it his way, it'd be all video game music, and the soundtracks from certain movies like the punisher and the matrix. I mean, I like all that, too, but give me a break. There's nothing wrong with my music. You don't hear me complaining about theirs. I never say "God, Jeremy, that song sucks, change it already!" I let them listen to whatever they want. But no, I don't get the same courtesy. Thanks. I feel so loved.

Or how about when I watch anime? I can't even watch what I like. Jeremy now knows what Gravitation is, and he makes fun of it every chance he gets and spilled to mom that i watch it. So, great. She doesn't know about yaoi, though. She just knows about "a show with two gay guys". So, at least she won't not let me continue buying the Gravi manga. There's a lot of cussing, but I really love it. And mom complains about all the shows being in Japanese and how she's tired of hearing it. Well, excuse me, do I ever tell you to turn off your musicals because I'm sick of hearing all this old stuff? No. Does NOTHING work two ways around here? Kyle's the only one who doesn't care what I listen to or watch. He'll listen and watch, too, if it catches his attention. But that's because he's 10.

Man...maybe you all wouldn't believe it, but i used to be one of those uptight people. I used to care about my religion and used to be against gay/lesbian stuff, against cussing, etc. I was soooo uptight. Someone closed minded with a closed heart. Now I'm as laidback as they come. I don't give a shit about religion, I love yaoi to death, and I cuss whenever the hell i please. I'm free spirited now...but I guess that has its price, too. I'M happier...and I end up liking things I never would have liked before...but then everyone else who is uptight doesn't understand it and therefore makes fun of it. It's sad, but the ignorant often make fun of what they don't understand. I like to think I'm a better person now...

Well, I'll shut up now and go to bed. I have to get up early cause reenie is making me come over and help her learn how to burn DVDs. *scratches the back of her head* Yeah. It's not like she can't do it without me...she just likes having me around. Maybe Mo will be there. (Mosiah. He's the cutest little 6 year old boy I've ever met. He calls me Auntie. *SQUEE!*)She home schools him along with her own son, this annoying 12 year old. God, i hate his guts, but I try to be nice. XD I think he has a crush on me...*dies* okay, yes. I was going to bed. Yes. that's right. Oyasumi.
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Seifer gave Rinoa a bored look. "You do know that the little guy between my legs is smarter than you, right?"
-Written by me. >_>
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