Friday, December 2, 2005

  So! Today I worked extra hard to make sure my mom had a nice day. She was working, so that gave me a bit of time. I made my yummy stew for dinner and I baked a Double Layer Pumpkin Cheesecake Pie for dessert. That made her quite full and happy. Plus I made her a card(and what I wrote in it made her cry) and Jeremy picked up some pretty flowers, which she loved. We also rented a movie she had wanted to see. All in all, i'd say it went well. She was really surprised, too. When I popped the card and flowers on her she's like "it's not my birthday..."(cause her bday is Jan 12) and then I pointed to what the top of the card said. but she was just joking anyway. lol She said she's going to brag to my grandfather about how well i can cook. XD And she's talking to my dad tomorrow afternoon.

At Christmas we all put stockings up(even though we all know Santa isn't real-even Kyle. it's just for fun) and she kinda hinted at wanting little tiny presents wrapped and put in there like she does for us. So I think I'll do that for her. ^^ We've done a "grab bag" like thing ever since the thing with my dad, and we write our names on paper and everyone draws one and they have to buy one present for that person. I drew my mom anyway, that's why I'll spend every penny I got on her if I can. I can complain about my family a LOT, but after all's said and done, I still love them, and I know that makes me luckier than a lot of people. Cause for all the bad luck and terrible things that have happened...I still have a family that loves me. Not everyone can say that. And that fact makes me sad...it really does. Parents are supposed to love their children-otherwise, why have any? And to know how many parents don't...it's heartbreaking.

I wonder if my step sister Pam(though she now changed her name to...was it Laura?) and her husband dave will see us at Christmas if they come to see my dad. I kind of hope so. For all the time i hated them for nothing...I feel kind of bad still. Yeah, the great relationship our two families used to have before she disappeared was broken, and I'm still uneasy about it...but it can be fixed, too. We sent the money to the lawyer, so hopefully he'll get on that and have something ready by Spring. I can only hope...for without hope, we are truely lost.

My mom's still kinda tryin' to get me to go to church, but eh...she's not pushing so much. I guess she hopes that I'll come to my sense as I get older or something. But eh, let's not get into religion. That and politics ALWAYS cause chaos. Always. No two people can have a civil conversation about it unless they're both of the same religion or the same side of the political fence. Politics: Poli meaning many and Tics meaning blood sucking creatures. Oyasumi!
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Only in America do people super size their fast food meals and then order a diet coke.
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