myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-11-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• A speck of fly shit on a map.
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Life
Real Name
• Akishi Miyamoto

Personal

Achievements
• I've done numerous concerts and solos...
Anime Fan Since
• I was 10, I think.
Favorite Anime
• noooo! I love too many!
Goals
• Become a singer, artist, or writer
Hobbies
• singing, piano, drawing, anime, computers, writing
Talents
• well...my talents are my hobbies, so...

myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

Sunday, December 11, 2005

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Well, thanks to a good friend, I've been doing some thinking...and this is what I've come up with:

...the more I think about it, the more I find that...everyone dislikes so much about their lives. Why? Why waste time worrying about how much it sucks when you could be making it that much better? That's why i got into that whole mood the other day-on how I could be doing so much more. Because I've realized...all these past four years I've felt so completely helpless. Like...I can't do anything to help my family. Because...I can't do anything big. I can't bring my dad back or get my mom a better job...but...I can do...little things. Cooking dinner, cleaning up the house a bit, doing the laundry...cracking stupid jokes to make everyone smile...I find that we actually need those things a lot. More than I ever thought. You can't fix your life...but you can improve it. And maybe...maybe if we keep making little improvments...one day we'll wake up to realize that everything is okay-that everything's finally fixed. And how it became fixed might not have been the same idea of fixed that you had in your head to start with...yet you'll still feel to the same level of completion. So maybe all those stupid people who said "it's the little things that count" weren't so far off after all...and it's always the good people that suffer more than they should ever have to. But perhaps it's that very suffering...that makes us better than those who have grown up in luxury(doesn't mean rich though)...and never known a day of real pain.

So, having nothing else to speak of, and not feeling the need to say it if I did, I'll leave these thoughts with you. Oyasumi.
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May the ungrateful lose everything they think they don't have, only able to gain any back through hard work and thankfullness. For no one truely understands how much they have until it is taken from them.
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Hmm-you all liked yesterdays yaoi when I didn't even post very great ones? Well, then! YAOI WARNING AGAIN!!! Plus, watch out, last one's extraaaaa yummy. XD aww, damn! it won't let me upload it...why noooot? *cries* she must have done something to the damn picture...oh, well, nevermind that then.

So, here, the URL so the sexay pic: http://www.deviantart.com/view/8663734/ so GO THERE.
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