Monday, January 23, 2006

   Hmm..
So...my past couple posts have told you guys just about jack shit. I know it, and i'm sorry. My life is just...well, it's a wreck. I just don't really want to tell you all how much. So...like the penguin from Madagascar says...*just smiles and waves*

My mom's always been into me singing classical music...like charlotte church. But I feel like I can't make my voice that operatic. I always thought I'd be doing pop in some form or another...but I find I can't much mimic people like Kelly Clarkson at all. At then...there's music like Evanescence. I'm not ure if it's a good thing or not, but I'm starting to think my voice is best suited for that kind of music. I know my mom would hate it. So, of course I'm not telling her that. But...I've listened to Kelly Clarkson's Because of You a million times and I still can't really sing it to myself. But then today I'm doing laundry and singing Evanescence's Everybody's Fool to myself...that's when the realization hit me. My vibrato isn't very well developed if ya ask me(it can be sometimes, if I'm really into the song I'm singing), which is why classical wouldn't work for me. Amy Lee doesn't actually use hers very much. Most of the notes she holds are actually very straight. She's actually only a couple years older than me...I'd probably feel like I'm copying her. So I'd have to put my own twist into it somehow. Plus, she plays piano-I play piano. Dark hair, dark hair. when you think about it a bit, sometimes it looks like we have similar face shapes. o_O My eyes somehow look a little more on the asian side sometimes...and are dark. man...she got dark hair and blue eyes...so lucky! but yeah...so I've been thinking about that an awful lot lately. Cause singing/music/art is my life, and when I find I can't do something like I want to...it really depresses me.

Um...I dunno. There isn't much else to say. The world could always use another Amy Lee, right? x_x Cause she rocks. Oyasumi, min'na.
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1000 words couldn't bring you back
I know, because I tried.
Neither could 1000 tears
I know, because I cried.
You left behind a broken heart
And happy memories, too.
But I never wanted memories...
I only wanted you.

The first pic is actually me(yes, *GASP*) and it kind of reflects my current mood anyway...the light was weird, the shadows were weird, and my asian-like eyes only show up in the other two which I may post tomorrow. Deal with it. x_x And I was actually wearing my Punisher shirt...but you can't see it. -_-
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