Wednesday, February 1, 2006

   OMAE O KOROSU!
That's right, I can type Japanese now! Some of you may not be able to see it correctly if your computer doesn't have the option on. And I actually know what I'm writing, too. I learned that their keyboard symbols are based on the sounds and so you put the sounds together and you get the word. I'd give an example but MyO doesn't support the characters properly, it seems. I know that it is accurate though, since I do know how to write SOME words-like names-and they come out correctly. So I'm happy about that.

And, I'm happy that you guys are so on my side about the FFN thing. It makes me feel a ton better. So thanks so much, you guys!

Umm...I got really mad at Erik again today. He's getting me to the point that I hate him as much as Gina. So I told him Gina's trash and so is he and he says "I'm about five seconds from throwing this bowl at you." so I said go ahead and do it then! See what happens, you son of a bitch. Of course, that pissed him off. I find I'm swearing a lot more these days. Once he left I was just so frustrated...my mom and I were talking about it and i just yelled. It made me so mad. "This is so fucking ridiculous!" luckily, my mom didn't say anything about it-she knows how it isn't cause she's said it a few times, herself because things are just so stressful around here. I'm gonan end up with grey hair before I'm 20 and dead before i'm 30. -_- that's life, eh?

I guess I can't think of much else to say. I'm still mad, So I'm off to write more. Seifer's sarcasm is good for me. Oyasumi.
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It didn't take long for half the wusses to drop out. Rinoa could hold her own surprisingly well, but I wasn't going to lose to her. "12." Shit! Another half bottle! I can handle it. I continued to act like I'd only had two beers, but my vision was getting blurry.
I can't see what number that is... "What number is that?"

She grinned, looking completely wasted. "It looks like a six to me."

"No it isn't...it's a seven. Ya just want me to kiss yer stupid face."

"Yooou could kissa different part of me." She purred.

"That's nasty. Yer so shit faced, ya should just give up." Then I won't have to worry about anything.

"Noooo way! Caussse if I win..." She went to a whisper. "I think I'll bring yoooou to my house."

"Like ya'ill win." I pulled the dice close and had a better look at them. "It's an 8!"

She smiled. "We're the only onesss left, soooo you have to kiss me!"

"What the hell are you doing, Seifer?" I turned around, looking for the face to match the pissy voice. There was a blur of black, white and brown behind me.

"Squaaall?" It came out slurred.

"You're wasted. You idiot, I told you not to come here." Where you watching the whole time...?

"Hey, I get to kiss the guy of my choice!" I jumped up a bit too fast, and fell into Squall, who, for being so small, held me up pretty well. I pressed my lips to his and he pushed me away, leaving me to land on my ass. "Ow...that hurt ya bastard."

"You taste disgusting!"

"You're ruining my party, Ssssquall!" She didn't get up from her chair, though.

"Do you think I care? I have to help this asshole study tomorrow and I'm sick of your bullshit anyway." He had a hard time, but helped me up. "Don't try to kiss me again or I'll knock you out and leave you here."

"Yeah, yeah. I got it."

"You'll be sssorry for this Sssquall!"

"Whatever."

~!~!~!~

He dumped me in my dorm and started to leave. No goodbye?

"Wait!"

He looked back at me, but, surprisingly, he didn't look too annoyed. "What?"

I wanted to ask...does this mean you care?

But it came out as: "You want to stay here tonight?"

"No!" He stomped off.

"Ok, ok, ok." I sighed and flopped onto my bed. I guess by morning you'll think I only wanted you because I was drunk...I wish it was that simple.

from my fic again! lol
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