myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-11-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• A speck of fly shit on a map.
Member Since
• 2005-05-15
Occupation
• Life
Real Name
• Akishi Miyamoto

Personal

Achievements
• I've done numerous concerts and solos...
Anime Fan Since
• I was 10, I think.
Favorite Anime
• noooo! I love too many!
Goals
• Become a singer, artist, or writer
Hobbies
• singing, piano, drawing, anime, computers, writing
Talents
• well...my talents are my hobbies, so...

myOtaku.com: Shinigami Akumu

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Eh...
Okay, yeah, I know. Haven't updated. I'm just going to put what I put on LJ and MySpace(because I hardly visit those, either)...sorry for not being around, people. If you guys want, feel free to email or whatever..I just don't feel like keeping up with all these journal/blog things anymore...

SO. Haven't written here in a while. Don't care, either. The point of a journal is supposed to be...something you can put your thoughts/feelings/etc into...but who would want to remember half this depressing shit? So you can pull it out later and show your kids "Look, I wanted to kill myself, too! I know how you feel." If I even have any...I don't know. Life is just pissing me off. Everything that can go wrong has gone wrong, and it's very irritating. A person can only take so much, and then what? If you're going to give up, you may as well die. Suicide is selfish-so where does that leave you? When you think about it, you have no choice but to take everything life throws at you. What are people supposed to do when they reach their limits? Scream? Break something? Running away is impossible, because while you may leave your life behind, the feelings from it will haunt you forever. Is life too short, or too long?

If God exists, I'm sure he's enjoying fucking us all over.

I'm so tired. Physically...emotionally..."why must I feel this way? Just make this go away..."

Might go see my dad in June...it's been about a year since I've seen him. I'm not sure whether to be happy about it or not...it just hurts more.

I feel like I'm getting old. Like before you knwo it, I'll be this old, wrinkly granny...it's so stressful. I feel like I'm admitting that I'm still depressed. And I guess soemtimes I am. Maybe it's just how hot it is today. 92 degrees. I'm just...so tired.
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