Tuesday, May 22, 2007

   sleep must sleep
A very speical thanks to Sunrisesunset for helping me out with my problem so thank very much sun your an awsome friend.
hi people im not as mad at my family but i still havent talk to them. i exmerly tired so excuse my absentes from your sites i will be getting so well deserved sleep since i havent had much due to all these all nighters to finish my science and english projects and study for finals which are coming up next week ack i cant remember a thing! i got into yet another fight today and won i might add (i think i heard his back crack when i pounched him). oh and i was working on my fanfic some more and its looking good this next chapter is kinda funny but in a good way. the only thing that got me through the day was sugar
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Monday, May 21, 2007

Confusing life and anime theather
hi everyone my pissed as all hell thanks to my family i wont be talking to them for awhile and im gonna stay out of the house as much as possiable so yeah. anyway besides my family on friday i wasnt on because of a feild trip to doreny park (an amusement park) it last from 9:00 till 5:00 since we were allowed to be on our own it felt like me and friends had skiped school to which wasnt the case but still. I have a pinic feild trip today so im gonna miss another day of classes yeah! during the last 3 nights i been having the same dream its of me standing on a 200 ft. waterfall about to fall and there standing further away from the edge of the waterfall stands my ex-boyfriend and the guy i like when i fall i see both of them ran over to grab me but i woke before either one got there. this dream is really making me wonder because i never really wanted to break up with my ex-boyfriend but i knew if i just kept dating him that i would get nothing but tears so i broke up with him its weird and i cant figure it out what do you people think?oh i almost forgot thanks to everyone who help me with my little love problem to tell the truth i still dont know what im gonna do but whatever i do i hope its the right chocie. so thats my confusing life so onto the anime thether.


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Thursday, May 17, 2007

i hate love but yet i love love its all so confusing i wish i could just come out and confuse my love to him i just know any more alls i know is that i love him.

similar to yesterday's post which by my gusse no one read due to late updateing. but anyway im going carzy not telling him i just want to come out and say it but im afraid my heart was broken 3 times before im afraid of having it broken again. besides my depressing love life i going to be going to doreny tommorrow for feild trip so wont be updating tommorrow. Now today i almost cut off my finger doing woodwork for communtiy sevice. man i slept in so long that i only had 5 minutes to get ready and get to school. i just barely made it. well i must get to praticing Romeo and Juliet i hate the fact of getting myself into this but it also may be my only ticket out of failing and into at least a low C
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Love
stupid cupid always toying with my heart
only letting me fall for guys
never letting me have the one i love
stupid cupid you have broken my heart three times
how many more how many more times must break my heart before you are satafied

yeah it kinda of a peom. i have been qeustioning my heart lately and but i know now i want this guy to return my love. i know now that this isnt fools love like it was the first time this is no must be ture love and no matter what i have to get this guy. i dont how much longer i can wait for him to let him know. i dont care that he likes my friend she doesnt like him back she wants me to be with him so it has to happen.
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

   Chaoter 9
Well i will be posting the next chapter in the fanifc as promised but first the news. Today i had a scare really early for me the minute i walked out the door to go to school i saw that my dog, cookie was in the middle of the street just sitting there wagging her tail. School was carzy too we had a free day i choir and this girl there was selling manga for $5.00 so i bought chobits volume 1 there wasnt anything eles that i wanted/needed. i also got to see my friends lauch their rocket for science class cuz "convently" my class was doing a lab experment outside. plus im gonna fail english my teacher called me back when class ended and its turns out im failing and theres only like a week and a half left to bring it up man im fed up witht that class i mean i skip it half the time and when i do go im total bored due to the fact that i have no friends in there.

Chapter 9
Loko&Gaara are sitting outside of Tsunade's office to disscuse Gaara's "little" out break. It was early morning and Tsunade was running late.
Gaara:This is a waste of time.
Loko:Its your own faught you caused a lot of damage ya know.
Gaara:I should have killed when i had the chance.
Loko:O__O
Tsunade:Thats enough, now both of you come in and take a seat.
Gaara and Loko walked into the office and took a seat in the only two chairs there were in front of her desk (lost a lot of money gambling) Tsunade then close the door, walked over to her desk and sat down.
Tsunade:Now Gaara you almost killed everyone in the battle dome the other day. How can you explain your action?
Gaara: my reason is littarly written on my face
Loko: Dont play games gaara
Tsunade:Loko it is you who let this hapen and yet defend him whats going on!?
Loko:well um you see it like this a lot of your fans like his show plus we got a lot of gaara fangirls and trust me you dont want to get a bunch of fangirls anger they can get very volent. And i see now his reasons really are writen on face. *Loko pointed to gaara's forehead*
Tsunade:Love? Gaara love? O.o
Gaara:so what! i am human kinda human at least.
Tsunade&Loko:BUt Hinata ya know she likes someone eles, right.
Gaara:You mean Naruto i killed him.
Tsunade:really
Gaara:no but i might now
Loko:0__0
Tsunade:I beleive that we are done here go now. Loko you have a match to start and Gaara i'll let this one slide.
Loko and Gaara walked out and parted ways.
In arena
Loko:Alright everyone our you ready for anime battle royale! our battle today will be Kurama vs. Haku of spirited away.


Both Kurama and Haku walked up to the arena and bowed to each other. Kurama jumped back a few steps and tossed rose petals in the air creating a force feild of flowers. While Haku tranformed into his Dragon form.
Kurama:I see your a water spirit
Haku:and your human either so why not show your ture form.
Kurama just trew 3 roses at Haku. Haku flew up but 2 of the roses hit him. Haku lashed his tail at Kurama but got eletrified by the rose buraler
Haku:Powerful but your not at your most powerful yet and you wont until you show your true form
Kurama:I will only show that form when i wish to
Loko thinking:Oh Kurama
Haku now angered by Kurama not faceing him at full streanght, flew towards but when he touch the rose petals again he was once again eletrified by them.
Kurama:HAHAHA
Haku:Ack, i see those petals arent just pretty decorations but their there to protect you
Kurama:Yes what you think they were there for? But in any case you shall get your wish.
Kurama ran his fingers trough his hair. His hair then became silver and gained a cute pair of ears ontop of his head.
Gaara:HEY! i got rid of your excistence Inuyasha!
Yoko Kurama: I am not that nut Inuyasha. I am Yoko Kurama.
Haku went in to bit kurama now that the petals were gone. but Kurama saw and grabed his rose whip and lashed at Haku. the blow knock him out of the arena in his human form.
Loko:We have a winner Kurama! Kurama you now advance and Haku is elimanated. So our next battlers will be Neji Hyuuga vs. Ichigo Koraski!
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Monday, May 14, 2007

   hi people
Argh! it took ALL weekend to clean my room and it is done at last. *trows confatti* ack now i gotta clean that up. Man i got so pissed on saturday my power went out right when samurai champloo was suppose to come on i want to see it sooo badly. but that nothing compared to the scare i had that night(no im not afraid of the dark)when the power went out our new frige started talking it said "the power has gone out do not open frige" it creep me out and when i told my mom n dad they said i was carzy! i swear that i am not carzy it really did talk. anyways yesterday was mothers day i didnt get my mom anything on the acount that im flat out broke. but it was a very very memorable mothers day cuz we went to my grandmother's house and there was this convesation that i will never forget.
Matt(cousin): grammy you should lie down its your day
Grammy:yeah in the kichien
Uncle freddy: but thats where you like to be
Grammy:Yeah Bullshit

now my grammy never cusses so that is a first that mmade everyone crack up. speaking of mothers day i hope that everyone did at least one thing for their mom/grandmother. Well my school is getting famouse for the wrong reason we just had our 33 fight of the year today during lunch between this girl in my gym who was being such bitch to me today so i think she desevered the punches she got *very evil smile* so thats bout it so here the anime theather.


There you have it my been working on my fanfic more since i notice it has been up for awhile i promise it will be up soon
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Friday, May 11, 2007

TGIF
Thank god its friday i need a break didnt get any sleep last night this week went by so slow and some bad things happened i wont go to much into that but im so happy its friday have a good weekend every one

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

well you remember when i told you bout my dog well i just got word from my friend,otaku user Mizasofresh's dog passed away she said it was attacked by a wild animal now i most go comfort her so i wont be around today if you want to send comforting messages to her or if you want to check out her site go right ahead her site is mizasofresh

well besides that im tired
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

   nothing much
hello just want to say thank you for your kind words yesterday i am feeling better i must have cryed 10 times during that day but im ok

hi there nothing happened today besides the fact that i went to my english class (i've been skipping english for the last 2 days now) here are some inuyasha puzzle cuz i felt like making puzzels

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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

letting tears fall down my face not even trying to stop them always wish and hoping to see his face again. no smiles no laughs nothing but tears today. been engulf by pain and sorrow. TT.TT

as you can tell from that im very very upset today. i havent smile/laughed at all today which if you know me you know thats not me. today marks one year since my best friend Houdini (my dog) died. i went on a little walk early and i found myself at the stop that used to take him to i havent gone there for a year so maybe he guilded me there i dont alls i know is im upset i spent a hour just crying at his grave in front of my house. my family has long ago given up hope for comfronting me because after months and months of tears they just gave up. im sorry for dumping this on you all instead of being so depressed i should tell you the good news today here it is i missed my bus but instead of getting all pissed i just starting walking and the guy i like walked home with me but i such idoit that i barely talk to him he proably though that i was suh a dork -_- great now i getting myself more depressed. dont worry though im sire i'll get through *gives weak smile*



this how i fealt all day
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