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Saturday, March 29, 2008


   brithday!
its my birthday now yes yes yes im 17! at last 17 i was in the best mood at school yesterday but now its my birthday so im even happier cant wait to see whats in store for me today!
heres a birthday vid please watch


heres some pics



well since i am now 17 im not AS greedy as i used to be *hands everyone piece of cake and ballon* there you go enjoy the cake!

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Friday, March 28, 2008


   b-day
well tomorrow is my 17th birthday its hard to beleive that only a year ago i was going carzy planning my sweet sixteen and celbrating my 16th b-day with all of you i will post tomorrow.

poem
i have write a poem for english useing the words laugher and pain together i love the ideas i have flowing through my head right now!

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008


well tomorrow is my LAST of saving my biology grade before the marking periode ends so my bf coming over so that i can study study study. even though hes gonna help me knowing me im proably going to pull another all nighter on it

story:
the poll for my story came up with a tie 6 for untold crimson and 6 for a wolfs tail. so i re-read the stories and decided untold crimson still needs a lot of work and there are a lot of parts where i would like to change so the story i will post shortly will be A wolfs tail. mostly because as a wirting its the superior story of the 2 and its almost done anyway.

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Friday, March 21, 2008


well im on spring break nothing really has happened i spent the entire yesterday with friends and my bf. very fun day until i got home and my mom blind sided me my teacher had called tell her im faling biology. wow the study of when am i very gonna use that in my life, wait dont answer that. anyways i had a amazing day and she had to ruin it. i hate her i never want to her again.
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Monday, March 17, 2008


alright its been a week since i posted im very surprised to see that so many people havent been posting lately. they must have gone on to wolrds at theotaku to tell the truth i dont like the new theotaku that much. anyways my gym teacher is an idoit and because of her stupidty i got hurt on firday, you see for our "warm-ups" the gym teachers have us do laps around the gym and then have us strench it such be the other way around! when they said jog i started to jog and surprise surprise bang bam boom a great joint of pain sruged through my ankle. i couldnt put weight on it i had to limp around the school the rest of the day, use my friends as crunchs, and my one friend piggy-back me up the stairs cuz i couldnt get up. it hurt into saturday "healed" on sunday or so i thought. i went through gym with my leg bothering me.

Mondo important:
my friend needs me but i dont know how to help her. i dont want to let her down i cant go out a say whats wrong but if you pm me i will gladly explain and maybe you can help.

darkness update:
i feeling less depressed thigns are looking up for me and with my friend needing me and all there no way i feel depressed

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Monday, March 10, 2008


darkness grows
as you can tell this new theme is very depressing its because of my mood lately. i dont know why i feel like my soul is entering the darkness so dont ask. my bf is picking up on these feeling (i've been hidding them from my friends and him) its starting to worry him. but i dont know how i can ease his worries because no matter what try i cant get rid of this feeling whenever i try it only gets worst. why cant i feel like me. i feel as if some stronger force is controling me and anything i do. anyways in votes are in for the story but i will give one more week to vote.
it must have been hurt shinigami day:
i was hit by dogeballs
i was hit by lockers
i was hit by falling lunches trays
a door closed on my hand.
got hit by random people
my friend did the v-8 face pop thing to me.
*sigh* thats it see ya next time

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will i ever be saved from this pain the darkness brings?


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Thursday, March 6, 2008


Drakness vs Shinigami winner Darkness engulfs Shinigami
hey peoples last time i stated that i tried to kill myself i do want people to know i was being serouse about that. But it was only for that moment. anyways sorry if i scared anyone. Shinigami shinobi is here to stay. hmm whats to talk about oh yeah i wanted to thank you all for baring with all my ranting it hasnt been a good week. my mom had a meeting with one of my teachers yesterday that was hell. she found out that my grades are slipping past my control. i feel like im spinning in ciriles and cant stop. my world is falling to chaos. I always had control over my life and now it seems i dont even have control over myself. whats going on? i dont feel like myself! I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE ME AGAIN! is that to much to ask. i feel like im slipping farther and farther into the darkness of my own heart, a place so cold and alone it would make hell freeze over.
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008


ok just want everyone to know that im alive this is no a gosh posting. nothing happened on 2-29 like had gussed. oh and another thing i want the damn school to blow up im sick of them toying with me! and to make matters worst my mom has a meeting with the school tomorrow getting my mom involed is only gonna make things worst what are those bakas thinking argh i serousely tried to drown myself in the school's pool yesterday because i couldnt deal with it i wanted to die then it would all end. but some guy saved my damned life so im alive and pissed
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Friday, February 29, 2008


well today is the faithful day. today the two high schools in my town (mine and the rivailing high school) are supposely going to be attacked or something. they called it a rise against the government me to me it sounds like just a joke. most kids are staying home today but not me its stupid and theres no point in staying home. if anything does happen then its mpst likly gonna be at the other school cuz that one on the bad side of town. my school its problems but i dubt anything will happen. they are calling this whole thing "2 2 9" refering to the date and the leap year. If anything does happen to me i just want you all to know your awsome friends and im gald to have meet each and every one of you. well that sounded a little corny but what ever its true and hopely im right and nothing happens

grade issue
my grades are still the same if not worse. i just want to make one point to a commentee i have a learning disably and am unable to comperhend some things so have them give me all this info at once is hard im some computer they just input data in. got to go to school hopely i talk to later

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Friday, February 22, 2008


well yesterday i stated that i need to focuse more on school. because all of my teachers comfronted me yeasterday about gusse what my GRADES! its only been a month since the second semester has started and already im on the edge of failing everything. why cant these teachers understand that i just one peerson that cant handel having math, biology, english, and heath/gym all at once. cant they get that it is the school's fault that im being over worked that if they had let me keep my electives and study hall instead of pushing them out for yet another math class i wouldnt be in this sititualion. the school just cant understand that im stupid that i cant handel working with no end! Dont they get their just stressing me out and scaring me and that will only make things worst. How canthey except me to pass when all 4 of them are giving bout a million things to do assinging test on the exact same days and wiating till theres only 4 days left int the marking period to tell me that my grades are in turoil! grr i hate school i should have just dropped out like i had planed but i no i stay and now the school is fucking up my life twince as hard as they ever did before. if im still stain by the end of the year it will be a mircail.

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