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Thursday, February 15, 2007


   In Memory of Houdini Rodriguez
Well i been in bad shape all the month of Feburay because i knew this day would come. This is Houdini Rodriguez Birthday know that shows like good news but heres the down side to it Houdini dead he was my dog,best friend, and brother (i saw him as a brother). He past a way last May and i still cry every night and i never forgiven the vets for not helping him even though they saw him fall out of the car window (the car wasnt moving) they just came outside and turned their backs to him. i hated them for that but i hated myself more for not even being there. Houdini was always there for me when i needed him but i wasnt there when he needed me the most. Today i in the worst shape that i have been all month even the fact that i have another snow day is cheering me up. So in memory Houdini i will show you all the song that i wrote for him (NOTE: NO ONE HAS EVER SEEN OR HEARD THIS BESIDES ME)

Specail Friend decated to Houdini Rodriguez

You saw me through the good times and the bad

you kept me going on. OH how i love, OH how miss you

You will never be forgotten in the hearts of those touch for you are there for them and for me

Our sorrow may be great but we know you never left us for we feel you wacthing over us

Its hard to smile without you, its hard to move on but Im not afraid for im not alone and i know in my heart you shall always lived on forever

What do think. i sing this not careing what people think it is a sing that i still cling him yes, but i dont care. I wrote this stop to help stop the tears though it has yet to help with that it still comfronts me because in life Houdini would listen to the music i wrote and i feel as if even i death he still does. I think out of all the songs i wrote this one by far is the best *sob sob* by the way i gave the inner me a name her name is Hikyko (Hikyko: she is trying to be so strong like she was when she found out then she was being strong for her little sister now she being strong for Houdini and herself. She beleives that her crys worry him in the after life but deep down she and i both know all she wants to do right now is break down a cry not careing whos watching or listening. She miss him from bottom heart) Of course i do i love him, i loved him then and i still love him now. He was there when my ex-boyfriend broke my heart (he was boyfriend at the time but thats another story that promise to tell one day) OH Houdini i miss you rest in peace my darling TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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