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Friday, August 10, 2007


   guilt and dogs
Dogs
Ok in the last post a lot people asked me why my puppy was leaving and since im too lazy to send out a lot of pms explaining it i'll just say it here: my dogs had puppies and my parents wanted to sell them but i fell in love with the one. im happy he found a home but at the same time mad/sad cuz i was kinda hopeing no one would buy him and then i dont know i get to keep him (selfish i know you dont have to say it) Twilight (name given by me proably different by now) was sold to this lady that my mom works with and he was pick for the very reason i fell in love with him his "fattest" (he was the cubbyiest of the bunch) so he's at his new home with his new family without me.
My mom said that she was proud of me cuz i didnt cry when i gave twilight to her i wonder what mom would have said if she had heard me that night i was crying up a strom. we do have one puppy left but she always crying now cuz she misses her brothers and sister so much.

Guilt trip?
i been feeling really guilty lately for something that i wont mention and it bugs me cuz whenever i think about it i get this real sad look in my eyes and when people notice i lie to them saying things like "im fine" "dont worry" or "its nothing". and the worst part of it all is that someone i love deeply notice and i wound up lieing to him too and i just know that he knew i was lieing, he always knows but he let it go he pretended to believe the lie. i think i should tell him but i just dont know if i should...

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