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Birthday
• 1991-03-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• the dephts of hell
Member Since
• 2007-02-03
Occupation
• shinigami
Real Name
• if i tell u i have to kill you

Personal

Achievements
• writing 2 books
Anime Fan Since
• as long as i can remeber
Favorite Anime
• FMA, Inuyasha, Naruto, Ereaka 7, Yu Yu Hakoshu, Ruruoni Kenshin, Bleach, Trinty blood, Tokyo Mew Mew, Zoids, Fruits Basket, Hakaru no go, Prince of tennis, D N angel, One Piece, Mizasiki's movies, Sailor moon, Negima and the list goes on and on
Goals
• to rule the world with my shinigami powers and my shinobi abilities
Hobbies
• reading manga, hanging with friends, playing video games, watching anime, writing, singing, dancing, going to anime club
Talents
• dancing, writing, reading, singing, watching anime, mutitasking, and babysitting

myOtaku.com: Shinigami shinobi

Monday, September 21, 2009

hey its nice to finally get back on the internet again. my computer died on me took awhile to buy a new one and a lot of money too (poor wallet). Anyways school started back up and im in my senior year of high school. I know this should be a happy year for me but its not. I lose a lot over the summer and no one at school can very understand how I feel. My best friend was suicidal last year and she left over the summer for "help" but when she called me to tell me this she told me that she couldn't face me. she said she was sorry but I just can't believe that leaving was her chocie. Not when we had so many plans set in place for senior year. My other best friend moved across country. So in my senior year without my best friends and Im unable to even talked to the first one. And that is killing me inside because we used to talk All the time. You couldn't tear us apart I used to think our friendship was strong enough to face down anything that came at us apparently i wrong. I learned that emotions could cause problems so I put on an act at school to hide how i really feel but my friends can see through it they know that im trying but i think they wish i would just surrcum to my emotions already. But I can't if the teachers saw they would question me and I cant talk about this to someone i don't trust i just cant! Keeping it all in hurts but its better then having some teacher pretend to care and understand. They would never understand and thus they will never know me. But enough the sad suft how are all pals doing its been so long!

This is how I feel when I walk the halls of my High school without my best friend at my side where she belongs!

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