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Birthday
• 1991-03-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• the dephts of hell
Member Since
• 2007-02-03
Occupation
• shinigami
Real Name
• if i tell u i have to kill you

Personal

Achievements
• writing 2 books
Anime Fan Since
• as long as i can remeber
Favorite Anime
• FMA, Inuyasha, Naruto, Ereaka 7, Yu Yu Hakoshu, Ruruoni Kenshin, Bleach, Trinty blood, Tokyo Mew Mew, Zoids, Fruits Basket, Hakaru no go, Prince of tennis, D N angel, One Piece, Mizasiki's movies, Sailor moon, Negima and the list goes on and on
Goals
• to rule the world with my shinigami powers and my shinobi abilities
Hobbies
• reading manga, hanging with friends, playing video games, watching anime, writing, singing, dancing, going to anime club
Talents
• dancing, writing, reading, singing, watching anime, mutitasking, and babysitting

myOtaku.com: Shinigami shinobi

Saturday, December 5, 2009

once again i am sorry. i know i havent been much company here but i am grateful to those of you who have stay by side in this troubling time.
I got into another fight with my chir instuctior today. She simply was yelling me for not smiling during the rehershal, she is completely in the right to do so because the concert is less then a week away. But it pissed me off and i just went off on her. saying that i like to see her smile after hearing that your best friend tried to once again kill herself! That it doesnt feel right to even consider peroforming without her! I mean really she is the reason I started singing at school in the first place. she conviced me to join with her, and we had so much fun singing side by side. But now that she has left i feel bonded or chained to stay, but at the same time the closer and closer the concert comes the more i know i can't perform without her. its just not right for me to do this alone when it was something we shared so dearly together. what do these people want from me im trying trying so hard not to just break down and cry. shes my best friend damn it! they have no idea how much it hurts not to able to do anything to save her from herself! My best friend could die at any time without me knowing and she excepts me to smile for some concert... yeah i say that i believe the concert is meanless compare to the the battle that I'm fighting inside myself. an interal battle fighting my own emotions to please the people around me

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