Tuesday, November 29, 2005

they flee from me sometimes did me seek

might be one of my last entries for a little while (at least until next week). life is getting rather hectic and tedious on my end so I need some time off from stuff. sorry for not being able to make it to your sites during my absence, too. I'll try to make up for it somehow but...no promises. haven't been feeling well, either. on the brighter side, I spent over an hour on that picture above. I might've overkilled it with text but it kinda expresses my feelings so I enjoy it. now is a time for me to reminisce and memories of all kinds are re-surfacing. some of them make me wonder how I could have been so stupid while others bring my heart to a complete stop along with memories that make me feel warm all over... I think it's the change of sudden weather that has made me feel this way. I know it may be nothing, but I woke up to around 60 degrees. I know some of you live in the 10s and 20s temperature climates and I commend you greatly for being able to live :P But you get snow. I don't. Lucky you. Wanna mail me some one day? P.S. does anyone recognize my subject header? it's a poem by a certain poet from back then.

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

Serenes

Hm...he's beautiful... Prince Reyson of the Serenes Noble Family in Fire Emblem Path of Radiance. [drool] It's the end of Thanksgiving break. [sigh] Nothing productive done on my end ;-; I wanna be able to sleep-in more. ........well, I should go. I'll update later if anything happens but it looks like one of those slow Sundays. Update: Looks like I'm having browsing problems now. I can't view any comments but I can offer my own. I just can't see what I typed or anyone else at that matter. Oh, well. I'm feeling somewhat better from my cold. The last time I was sick I was sick for a little over a month. Kept coughing. However, with my recovery comes the illness of my family o.o; What a world.

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

  

...was the welcome I got when I joined a Fire Emblem forum. Quite a warm greeting, don't you agree? [laughs] Hm...y'know, I really ought to be doing homework. Instead, here I am, lazing my afternoon away. What was I doing during the morning? I finally beat Fire Emblem Path of Radiance, but there are loose ends I wish to tie up. Time to kiss good-bye another 50 hours of my life! ...but homework ----screw it. Update 15:07 PST Special thanks to: John, for informing me that he (meaning others as well) may have a difficult time reading my entries so tables are now in use as per requested ;) Someone you should befriend, too. Highly intelligent and witty. MiasmaMoon, for assisting me with my Java impairment. Also very intelligent and someone you should be friends with as well.

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Friday, November 25, 2005

Errors, errors, errors!

...I hate javascript. It's...so difficult! Can't get things to work properly [points at lingering flowers atop] Help me? But I've got a new layout! It's Aerith! Yay! I have her piano version theme playing in the background but since it's mp3, it's a little less than 10 MB. I know, I'm a nut, but it sounds nice! Whoo...I'm very sleep deprived right now. [yawns loudly] Illegal town (see entry below) was iffy. I saw so many pirated DVDs it was depressing. And I wanted to buy a dove and bunny! Parents didn't let. Some dude bought five turtles O_O Since it was Thanksgiving, the restaraunts used it as an excuse to hike up meal prices. We spent nearly $65 on our lunch.. Ah...headache.................unbearable. I'm off. Night!

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Happy Thanksgiving!

It's Thanksgiving! YAY! Well, to those who live in the States at least; Canada had their Thanksgiving last month methinks. Not sure about other countries, sorry. Celebrating or not, I hope all of you have a wonderful day. I finally have a few days off from school. 'cept I got work to do. A lot of it. I have two or three essays/papers/reports due right after break. T_T; It's no fun. But I'm going to spend most of my day today in Chinatown XD Or what my buddies call "illegal town" - if you live in the Los Angeles area, you know what I mean. Let's see here... Things I am thankful for everyday and not just this one day (as Shizuka-chan kindly informed me ;D) My life - the simple things make it all worthwhile, don't you think? My family - without them, I'd be lost and I wouldn't exist My friends - each, and every single one of them including all of you who visit and helped me become who I am now People in-between My computer (this is a given) My enemies - because each life is precious, even if they hate you and they help you become stronger Anime - it's something done right. Most of the time Food - need I say anything for that? My house 'cos it roxorz and protects me from stuff And all the other things... Wondering why I didn't say "money"? Well, simply put, money corrupts but then again, material items require money to get. It's one giant circle if you ask me. Hm, let's see, am I rambling? Possibly. But...yeah. I think relations with my Prince are looking brighter now. I'm not feeling as bummed! :) I'm sick, though. [tear] Rachel-chan! House M.D. is on Fox, Tuesday evenings at 9:00 PST. I'm not sure about other time zones. Gomen. I'm off now. I'll visit you guys later when I'm home ^_^ ...oh, I just had to add this. It may be offensive to Sesame Street fans so discretion is advised.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

It's Wednesday...

It's Wednesday. Tomorrow I've got break. And it'll be Thanksgiving. So expect a huge list (or tiny?) of things that I wish to express thanks for this year ^^; Not creative I guess but...it's something that I think should be done. I just finished watching House (at the time I'm writing, it's 10:03 Tuesday night, actually). Let me say that I was fairly, but not totally, surprised that Cameron went a little wild and went after Chase. Took my breath away though, 'cos I didn't think it'd get that extreme. [laughs] I cried at the end, though, 'cos House and Stacy... Wait, does anyone else here watch House M.D.? Hm, well, that's about it, I guess. I should head off to bed soon. I'm feeling tired and I haven't had much sleep lately. I wonder if I've got reports due, though? Neh. I'm learning (trying to) CSS, HTML, and JavaScripts, too! I'm also a member of G.A.P. No, not the clothing line - the Gamer Advisory Panel. So, bombard me with your gaming needs in an orderly fashion and I'll be sure your voice is heard. Seriously, I report directly to the heads of Sony. Look that up sometime on the official Playstation website. Oh, oh, and the Xbox 360 was "launched" yesterday. Did anyone buy one or know of someone who has one?

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

my musings

09:55 PST ...maybe he just didn't notice me, or I'm just overreacting, but as I brushed by him I saw that look on his face - his jaw slack, hand gripping tightly; his usually gentle eyes hard and cold, void of feeling. what bothered him........? I do not know, and perhaps will never know. ...did he even acknowledge my prescence? did he choose the cold upfront to ward me off? I do not know, nor will I find out at this rate. I should take action, do something... 10:05 PST Even all this graphing in Algebra 2 can't distract me from this frigid dagger that threatens to sink into my heart. I don't want to think negatively, but the past few recent events - him turning away from me when I approach, his hand letting go of mine as we reach other people, his need to stay away while around others - have planted doubts within my mind. What happened to that beautiful smile of his that I so admired and loved? I do not like this cold invader that has taken away my Prince... 11:10 PST ..........this is so frustrating; math, that is, among other things... currently 17:18 PST I still don't know what to think. ~ f r o z e n f l o w e r a companion, witty yet charming, an enigma; wrapped in a mystery entity of life unseen to the eye energy, alluring, surge of emotions, a mirror; what I want to be, something fleeting and warm, so beautifully obscured, bond - devastating if severed blissfully painful; a thirst for more an enveloping sensation, forbiddingly sweet my prince... a part of me that cannot be relinquished r e v e r e n c e – do you see me? do you hear me? do you even feel me I wonder? what do I mean to you? what am I to you? may I get to know you?

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Friday, November 18, 2005

RuRu!~

...[twitches] I think I might switch this layout soon for Rufus Shinra. He's hot and awesome. So is Sephiroth (excuse the pun). Ah, what a dilemma. What should I do? Perhaps I should leave things as they are now for a little while longer. At any rate...quite frustrated at myself right now. I can't seem to beat the Black Knight in Chapter 27 in Fire Emblem Path of Radiance. For some odd reason, my Ike didn't max out HP as I had hoped he would............ So that's a big problem. And I'm in no mood to starting all over for him to reach his full HP gauge. Albeit, technically, I don't have to beat him (just avoid and run like a chicken) but then my favorite character SPOILER will get himself killed Nasir. Let's see... Tomorrow's the big day. [sigh] I'm scared thinking about it..

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

   'tis been a few days...

Since my last update...not much has happened. Methinks. Well, I guess I should mention that I got a weekend extension for my presentation. Yay! Now I'll just procrastinate some more... [cough] Life has been hectic once again due to all the school work. I've also got a competition this Saturday. I'm a nervous wreck. However, it looks like the weekend'll be enjoyable. I get to be with my Prince 'til late evening out ;) Only thing is, the returning member Georgie is has re-joined again. He had chose to quit earlier...but Edwin convinced him otherwise. I wonder, though, if Georgie'd approve of my relationship with Edwin? They're good buddies, after all. I really hate triangles. A friend of mine is in a hexagon. Don't ask. EDIT - update Alright, since someone had to ask about the hexagon... Not pointing fingers, mind you... Like a love triangle, my buddy is in a love hexagon. Great, huh? And another update: in December (just in time for holidays!), a D.N. Angel collection will be released here in the US! WAHOO! DNAngel Complete Collection Adapted from the international best-selling manga series by Yukiru Sugisaki, DNAngel is a romantic adventure with a fantastic premise. High school hottie Risa has two suitors: shy Daisuke and the magical thief Dark. But the twist is that Daisuke and Dark share the same body, and it's Daisuke's love for Risa that allows Dark to take over! The only way to resolve this romantic disaster is for Daisuke to win the heart of his true love -- but since she's only got eyes for Dark, that's not happening anytime soon! Synopsis: Being a young teen is hard enough for most boys, but Daisuke's is a particularly hard destiny and he doesn't even know it yet. Every male of the Niwa family possessess a peculiar gene that matures on their fourteenth birthday and is activated when he's in love. Now any time Daisuke becomes enflamed with Risa, the object of his desires, he transforms into the legendary thief Phantom Dark. The only way to return to normal is to win the affection of his true love, but she only has eyes for Dark. And she's not the only one: Daisuke's eccentric mom, the entire police force and the boy genius Satoshi, who harbors an even darker secret than Daisuke, all have their reasons to capture Dark. Now Daisuke has to keep his secret in the dark as he steals magical items for his family and attempts to steal the heart of his true love. A DVD-only release including all 26 episodes of the series, presented in both English 5.1 and Japanese 2.0 with English subtitles. RUNNING TIME: APPROX. 650 MINS RATING: TV PG VIDEO FORMAT: DVD Region 1 AUDIO FORMAT: English 5.1, Japanese 2.0 SUBTITLES: English RELEASE DATE: 12/6/2005

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

   Thank you!~

[huggles everyone] Wow, thank you all so very much for your kind encouragement and support. I feel a lot better now. Reading your comments gave me a nice, comforting feeling within. I'm extremely thankful to have met you guys. (Funny how it's nearing that time of the month to give thanks for things, too... ;)) If there's anything I can do to return the favor, don't hesitate to ask (so long as it is within my morals XD so don't ask me to blow someone's head off or something). Speaking of which... 's long as you disregard the actual person, then you're good. I had one heckuva time at the resort. Oh, wait, I didn't tell you guys that I went to the middle of the desert to spend my Veteran's Day weekend, huh? Well, yeah...that's what I did... It was fun, considering how it was a breathtaking ranch near the Sierra Nevada Mountains (US). http://www.silversaddleranch.com ^^; Mind you, it was all free for me.

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