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Sunday, July 11, 2004


   Busuzima

Eh, me Bro has just joined. He's new. Please go chat with him - he's awfully lonely. His user name is Busuzima. Link yourself over via my buddy list. >D Yeah...

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   x_x

Okaaaaaay. Due to Kisho screaming at me, I WON'T DESTROY THE KUJA FIC!!! I'll keep it and add to it when I get the chance, neh?

I had fun yesterday...but, yeah, I need to go to bed since today is yesterday. Yeah. I'll be updating if I get to use my new, faster computer...otherwise, there will be nothing here. NYAR!

[sniffles] Kisho burnt my flowers. She mean. WAAAAAH!!! [hates Kisho] ... [loves Artukei] ^_^

P.S.

I was groped by several little boys today... They can't tell my butt from fish.... (o_O) Yeah.

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Friday, July 9, 2004


   Apologies & stuff

I am terribly sorry for not updating sooner. See, I haven't been able to really connect to the internet properly. My instant messengers would work fine, but should I try to browse the web, my internet provider will kick me off.

One other reason...school. I've been kept busy for a while. I am so sorry. This'll be my last post until the 29th of July...when I finally start my summer break. Until then, farewell, my l33t companions!!! <3

Thank you for your support and everything. Feel free to e-mail/IM me anytime you want to chat. Just don't expect to see much here...

Oh, and before I forget: the Kuja fic? ...feh, I'm destroying it. <_<>_>

[leaves flowers] Adieu.

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Wednesday, June 30, 2004


   The Final Fantasy VIII Part

I'll post the Kuja one in a moment or so. I want to revise it. And I'm not even done with this one, lol >D
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"I'm...all alone again...," he said aloud, to the swirling darkness that had swallowed him so suddenly after his encounter with Matron and the younger him.

He had called out for his friends and none had answered. He ran around, not knowing where he was. Not knowing where he was going. And not knowing why he couldn't find his friends. Was he lost? Was he going to be trapped forever in time?

-x-

"I want to go to where Squall and I promised!" she chirped, running happily in the bright realm she was in. She ran past the others, a smile on her face. She laughed gleefully and waved at them.

But...slowly...her happiness died away. Her smile faded. Panic and fear began to settle in. Her features etched into worry.

He wasn't around. She couldn't hear his voice. She couldn't feel his presence next to her.

She reached up and held the rings hooked by her necklace. One of them was his favorite ring. She looked down sadly. In a small voice, she whispered, "Where are you...?"

-x-

He spun around wildly, eyes darting from place to place as her voice echoed softly away. He mimed her words: "Where are you...?!"

There was no answer. The silence hung like a heavy mist. And it hurt badly.

But he had hope now. He had heard her. He wasn't by himself because she was somewhere nearby. She had to be.

He started to move forward, not really following a path, just walking. His ice-blue eyes stared directly up ahead. He didn't dare look around at the emptiness.

There appeared to be no life. And there was an eerie silence. He could only hear the fierce whisper of the wind blowing, his own footsteps echoing hollowly, and the rattle of his belts every now and then as he gained speed in his pace.

He continued to trudge onwards, for what felt like ages.

And then his hope started to diminish, slowly and painfully...

Finally, he came to a stop, tired and in despair. And he could go no further - he had halted on a cliff.

Exhausted, he fell to all fours, sighing. Regaining his composure, he quietly got into a sitting position. He rested his right hand on his knee, looking broodingly at the abyss that stretched before him.

He began to tremble slightly. His breathing started to come in short, sharp gasps. He knew he was slipping into a state of shock. And he couldn't afford for such a thing to happen. His hand crawled up his chest and gripped his Griever Pendant steady, closing his eyes and trying to keep calm.

-x-

She was at the flower field where they had made the promise. The scene around her was breathtakingly beautiful. A gentle wind had picked up and toyed with her raven hair. And as she looked around, she didn't care about the enviroment she was in. She felt no joy. All she wanted was to be by his side. But he wasn't there...

Again, she held his ring. Again, she whispered. "...Squall...I want to be with you..."

-x-

He became desperate again when he heard that lovely voice tinged with sorrow.

"I want to be with you, too, Rinoa... I want to hold you in my arms..."

A single tear trickled down his ivory face. It was the first time in years since he felt like crying. He looked down, completely devastated. His chestnut bangs fell over his forehead, obscuring his face.

(...why me...?) The words went through his mind bitterly.

Looking up again, he saw a distant shape. Puzzled, he tilted his head to one side.

It was drifting lazily towards him, swaying to and fro. And it was white.

He stared. (...a feather?)

When the feather was a mere foot from his grasp, he extended his left hand out and watched it flutter to a stop on his palm.

And at that exact moment, a pillar of light shined down from the black heavens above.

He looked at it, eyes widening for a moment. Without thinking, he got up, rather groggily, and then ran. He held the feather tightly as he pressed forward, his pendant banging softly against his chest. He sprinted quickly, at a speed he never thought he'd run at.

Once he was a yard away from the mysterious and radiating light, he lunged...

And then he was falling. Falling through a blue sky. As he dared to glance downwards, he saw a field of flowers below him.

He didn't care that he may be falling to his death. Because he saw something. And his mind was set on that one thing: Rinoa.

He watched his angel as he continued his rapid descent. Any moment now, his whole body would come in contact with soft petals then the hard impact with the solid ground.

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Ah...that'll be all. I need to revise this part. I don't like it much. Stay tuned for my Kuja update!

[Phew] Uber long post!!! My best yet, methinks.

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   At school...

Feh, it's 9:56 AM PST and I'm stuck in school. I'm supposed to be researching the World War I but I'm done. So now I'm sneaking around the 'net. I can't go wherever I please due to the fact that the head hancho can check what every person is doing in the computer. Stupid network connections... [mutters]

At any rate, I'm going to be posting the Kuja snippet in, like 5 hours maybe. I need to get home, lol.

Oh, I may also be posting this piece I just HAD to write. See, I'm still a bit traumatized about FFVIII's ending. SO, I wrote it with my own twists and stuff. Note that it is just something I did to get my mind off of that depressing incident. I will not continue unless stated otherwise...with a LOT of persuasion. LOL.

I'm out now. Laterz!

[leaves a pack of Pepsi] It's THE COLA!

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   It's official..

I'm totally obsessed with Squall Leonhart. LOL! I cried at the end of Final Fantasy VIII. Well, after I threw up from looking at Ultimecia "True" for too long. God, she is UGLY.

At any rate, I just submitted a wallpaper. What's it based on? Squall, obviously. It seems like I can make more wallpapers with Final Fantasy VIII than anything else. Hm. Wonder why. Oh, y'know, go look at FridayzGirl's wallpapers, too. They're AWESOME. I like 'em a lot ^_^

Uh, lesse... Oh, yeah! I have some of my fanfic handprinted. See, I get bored easily in school so yeah. I'll probably type it up and post it tomorrow. ^_^ So stay tuned. I know I promised withthin 72 hours, but things got sorta tied up for me. >_<;;

HOLY COW! I almost forgot my assignment. I gotta run :'(

Bye now!~

[leaves a lollipop for ONE person] Happy fighting >D

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Monday, June 28, 2004


   Sorry, no Kuja fic today, but...

Ah! 19 days of summer school left. I'd type more of my fanfic, but I'm lazy and...ah, still not feeling very well. Good thing about today though is that I just got a catalogue(sp?) with some REALLY cool things...swords, in particular.

I'M GETTING THE DAGGERS OF LEGOLAS GREENLEAF!!!

That is my major announcement today. Second...

I got killed my Ultimecia in FFVIII. I sorta didn't want to heal my party (they had 1 HP after Hell's Judgement, lol..). I figured I could get Lion Heart faster, but the be-yotch did Meteor. Still, I'm happy I made it that far. I dun wanna see Squall in the end though... So sad. [tear]

Third: I'm surviving summer school somehow. It's still as boring as ever, though. Sad. I really need to just leave those classes, lol.

Uh, right now, I'm actually using a different computer. It's a tad faster. But it's still dial-up -_-; Which reminds me: what type of ISP do y'all have?

I'm off now. I'm getting hungry >D

Laterz!

[leaves a pile of homework for everyone]

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Saturday, June 26, 2004


   Uh...some help, please.

Will someone please find a website where I can purchase a Desert Eagle .50 AE Magnum (10-inch barrel preferrably).













....don't ask me why I want one. I just have a fetish for weapons. I like collecting 'em. You should see my sword collection...

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   Revamped...

Ah... I'm a bit late on posting this but---

As you can see, I have sorta re-colored my entire site. I like bright colors but I don't want to get sued by one of my visitors when they go blind... XD

I've also changed the song to "Maybe I'm a Lion" from Final Fantasy VIII. I figured I should go with my motto as the Griever right now anyways :-P

And right after I finish this entry, I'm going to upload my new picture. Then...I will be writing more of my fanfic! Hoorah!!! I finally have time to work on it. No wait, maybe not... I need to finish some homework. Stupid summer school. But really, expect a new snippet or chapter sometime in the next 72 hours!

I'm out now. Gotta start on the homework...

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Friday, June 25, 2004


   Griever, weather, etc.

I finally managed to complete my Griever Avatar. Unfortunately, I won't be able to upload it anytime soon. I wish I could animate it, too. However, I suck with animation. I do a crappy job.

Anyways, weather is getting VERY warm these past days. And I can't stand the heat if it's too hot. I get sick easily. Right now, I can feel a headache coming so I best make this entry short.

Like...right now, I'll be ending it, lol... ^^;

Sorry. But I feel sick. [gets goosebumps]

So...bye-bye.

[leaves a bunch of...germs for everyone] XP

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