Monday, August 9, 2004

   Raging war, an early celebration, and junk

First off to my other buddies: Yeah, if you're wondering why I've been depressed every now and then these past few days, feel free to visit DaXAznBoi - he's to blame. Flame him a bit, neh? I'm j/k... But... Jeez!!! >_< OK, to help you out, mindless buddy of mine, I'll adopt a passage or three from two of my Resident Evil novels: Face it, stop bulllshitting yourself. What you're really afraid of is that you're only here because she is, and you don't like what that says about you. Leon nodded inwardly, realizing that it was the truth, the real reason behind his uncertainty. He'd always believed that want was okay, but need? He didn't like the idea of being led around by some neurotic compulsion to be close to Claire Redfield. And what if it isn't need? Maybe it's want, and you don't know yet... He scowled t his own pathetic attempts at self-analysis, decided that it would be best just to stop worrying about it so much. ----That doesn't help? Let's try another--- "You up for this?" he asked softly, and Claire smiled inwardly, thinking of how sweet he was; she'd been thinking of asking him the same thing. In the days since Raccoon, they'd gotten pretty clse-and although she wasn't positive, she'd picked up on a few signals that suggested he wouldn't mind getting closer. She still wasn't sure if that was a good idea- ---Last one... If you still don't get it... Maybe you'll stumble across a comment where one of my friends solved the little puzzle...--- Jill looked up at Chris, saw the same concern on his youthful face that she'd noticed earlier. They'd gotten pretty close in the last few weeks, although she suspected that Chris might like to get a bit closer. Oh, and you dont? ---------------------------------- I'm raging a war within myself. That or as my brother, Seanbaby says, "My chemicals are f***ed up." Don't feel the same? 'least you tell me so I won't be forever tormented in the inside. +_+ Ok, I got that out of my system. Now...for everyone to read: Yesterday, my Mother thought that since we'd have little time on Wednesday for my actual birthday, that Sunday would be the perfect oppurtunity to celebrate my aging to a 14-year old. Now, for me, I've never wanted a party; it's been so for the past two or three years. Nor did I want any sort of present-showering and special attention. Still, I was dragged out...and taken...shopping!!! Whee! Fun o_o;; But I'm not the type who looooves doing that, unless it's for video games or anime or some sort of fictional/graphic novel ;) I have to admit though, it was rather enjoyable to be inside a cool mall than an unbearably hot house. We went to have some coffee at Starbucks. I browsed around Hot Topics. I swear, that place is overpriced x_x I'm broke. Not like I really bought anything, though. Went to Borders and I stuck my nose into a few books that my Mother said would end up collecting dust - so scratch getting new books to read. Then I dropped by EB Games... Probably the most fun of the ordeal. I mean, who likes looking at boring old clothes that aren't worth as much as they cost? Parents wanted to buy a few items as early gifts, too. As of right now, the only present I'm really looking forward to from my family is that trip to the Wildlife Park down South. Then there's my new Nintendo Gamecube (alas!). I'm also going to be getting Star Ocean: Till the End of Time for the PS2; already pre-ordered! w00t!!!! Yeah, well, uhm, we wandered around some more. To be frank, it was really nice spending some actual quality time as a family. My Mother is so behind in technology; it was fun teasing her around with some stuff. For once, we weren't bickering at one another (my whole family, that is), unlike other days we go out together. Not the perfect family, though. But we're working on it! Hm, for the hell of it, I'm gonna list the other video game titles that are already as good as mine for the Cube: Resident Evil 4 (irritated greatly at the fact that it's been delayed until January)- Fire Emblem (Hummina-hummina-hummina!!) - "Zelda: 2005" (Link...badazz!) - Soul Calibur III (rumor, mayhaps...?). I'm gonna be very happy, very soon. :) Yes, I know this has been a rather uber, long post, but that's life, neh? Live with it, people... Be lucky that I didn't post up another song relating to how I'm feeling... XD! Cheers, y'all!! [leaves a bundle of 'em Wonka Nerds Rope thingies]

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