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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
my musings
09:55 PST
...maybe he just didn't notice me, or I'm just overreacting, but as I brushed by him I saw that look on his face - his jaw slack, hand gripping tightly; his usually gentle eyes hard and cold, void of feeling.
what bothered him........? I do not know, and perhaps will never know.
...did he even acknowledge my prescence? did he choose the cold upfront to ward me off?
I do not know, nor will I find out at this rate.
I should take action, do something...
10:05 PST
Even all this graphing in Algebra 2 can't distract me from this frigid dagger that threatens to sink into my heart. I don't want to think negatively, but the past few recent events - him turning away from me when I approach, his hand letting go of mine as we reach other people, his need to stay away while around others - have planted doubts within my mind.
What happened to that beautiful smile of his that I so admired and loved? I do not like this cold invader that has taken away my Prince...
11:10 PST
..........this is so frustrating; math, that is, among other things...
currently 17:18 PST
I still don't know what to think.
~ f r o z e n f l o w e r
a companion, witty yet charming, an enigma; wrapped in a mystery
entity of life unseen to the eye
energy, alluring, surge of emotions,
a mirror; what I want to be,
something fleeting and warm, so beautifully obscured,
bond - devastating if severed
blissfully painful; a thirst for more
an enveloping sensation, forbiddingly sweet
my prince... a part of me that cannot be relinquished
r e v e r e n c e –
do you see me? do you hear me? do you even feel me I wonder?
what do I mean to you? what am I to you?
may I get to know you?
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