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Tuesday, May 18, 2004


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Speak-Up Contest tomorrow. Damn. I HATE speaking to large crowds. I have a fear of that, y'know. My mouth goes all dry and quote by a friend, "I thought an earthquake hit." I tremble! GAH! And my teacher didn't let me drop out of the listing like he didi with several others. "Your speech is one of the best" - my arse!

We started softball today in PE. I'm not the...best at that. I can throw and have a pretty good aim (at people's heads) but I SUCK at catching...and batting. Lucky for me, my arm is hurting so maybe I can skip out tomorrow's lesson...and that whole bloody contest.

But I suppose I should be slightly happy. The end of my torture in school is slowly coming to an end. However, barely after 3 days of the initiation of my summer break, I will...have to go to...SUMMER SCHOOL!! GODSDAMNED FRIGGIN' PLACE!! If I don't go, I lose credit points and "fall behind" during the school year. How the bloody hell can critical thinking and computer concepts help me? Oh well. I guess...I should just...live on with this, eh?

Uhm... Don't expect me to update much after this entry; I'm gonna be awfully busy...playing video games ^^;; Legend of Legaia can be dangerously addictive. But I'm having...slight difficulty going against the Sim-Seru form of Songi. Damn that bastard. He looks mighty ugly, too. I guess being on levels 37 and 36 don't help out much. Not to mention I'm lacking in items since I...stupidly forgot to stock up on supplies. My loss, I suppose. I just need to do trial and error, 'tis all...

Hm... I wonder... Last week, my Bodyguar, Matthew, went to Florida on a school trip (LUCKY). It's supposed to be a week only. He...hasn't been online. I wonder if he came back or if he's just too busy to sign on MSN. Hope he's OK, though. =/

Err... Oh! I'm gonna go to a university on Thursday! And it's a pretty one, too! AND IT IS NEAR THE BEACH! Wow. I dislike swimming in the ocean water but I love plucking out seashells and collecting them. But I can't seem to find the ones I collected from...several years ago. [Probably in the trash...XD]

OK, that's all for the night. I'm getting a tad tired...and I can't find many people online today.

But before I leave:

Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep. I am not there, I do not Sleep.
I am a Thousand Winds that Blow. I am the Diamond Glint on Snow.
I am the Sun on Ripened Grain. I am the Soothing, Gentle Rain.
When You Awake in Morning Hush, I am the swift Uplifting Rush.
Of Quiet Birds in Circled Flight, I am the Stars that Shine at Night.
Do Not Stand at my Grave and Cry. I am not there. I did not Die.

In Secret we met
In Silence I Grieve
That thy heart could Forget
Thy Spirit Deceive
If I should meet Thee after these Long Years
How shall I Greet Thee
With Silence and Tears?

More Deeply than Anyone Else, I even give My Heart to You
Even now right here, I’m only Gazing at You
If it’s a Dream that I cannot return to Once more, I will Destroy it
You’re Unforgettable, I want to See You Once more
The Mirages pile up
Your Shadows, I collect them
I keep Waiting for You though the Hands on My Watch have Stopped.

On Sleepless nights, and on Mornings when You Have to Sigh
There’s Your Beloved Song of the Moon
Some time far away, when even Our Bodies are Left Behind
Right now, Right here, only I Remain
I Believed We’d Always Be Together, Unchanging
Once more, like I did at that Time…
I want to Love You.

I like those poems... I didn't write them though, OK? Got 'em off of wallpapers at http://www.ffx-2.net. Great Final Fantasy X-2 website, trust me. And I think the webmasters and mistresses are...fairly young teenagers! Damn. Awesome job they do.

Well, time for me to bid you guys adieu.

-Shinimegami

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