Monday, June 14, 2004

I'm going to sleep

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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends that most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute then raging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

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I quite like the results of these quizes...though I don't think I can become raging or any of that sort...well...goodnight MyO users, Imma go sleep now
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I'm going to sleep

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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends that most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute then raging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

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I quite like the results of these quizes...though I don't think I can become raging or any of that sort...well...goodnight MyO users, Imma go sleep now


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Friday, June 4, 2004

   HYPER!
Ohayou! How is everyone today? Good I hope. I myself am really hyper and happy. Lol. I have been updating my anime club site a little bit, www.freewebs.com/yankeeanime so yea, check it out and join the forums, it's always fun to have new people, whether or not you can actually come to the club. Anyhow, yea. I didn't sleep much last night, I kinda was working out before bed and took one of my energy drinks and damn am I hyper lol, I didn't sleep...prolly why you shouldn't excersize before going to bed, lol. Well...hope ya'll have fun! Ciao!
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   HYPER!
Ohayou! How is everyone today? Good I hope. I myself am really hyper and happy. Lol. I have been updating my anime club site a little bit, www.freewebs.com/yankeeanime so yea, check it out and join the forums, it's always fun to have new people, whether or not you can actually come to the club. Anyhow, yea. I didn't sleep much last night, I kinda was working out before bed and took one of my energy drinks and damn am I hyper lol, I didn't sleep...prolly why you shouldn't excersize before going to bed, lol. Well...hope ya'll have fun! Ciao!
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Wednesday, June 2, 2004

   Well, I know it's been awhile since I've last posted. things are better now I suppose. I am living back at home after things were...well...I can't say fixed, just ignored. I have been living life to the best of my ability and been pretty happy with it. There are problems here and there but...c'est la vie, oui? (such is life, yes?) I've been kinda busy with my livejournal and that's why I haven't been posting here. I miss all my seniors too V_V they all left me. Ah well. Lots of love to all of you, and Carpe Diem, live your life to the fullest.
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Thursday, April 22, 2004

   Well, I no longer live in my house, I got kicked out to live with my grandmother. Pretty much my choice. Sooo...I don't have a computer there >.< it sucks, lots. So I'll only be able to update while I am at school.

I will say one thing though, I am MUCH happier, despite the fact that my g-ma and mother both believe this was because I am spoiled and want my way and so fourth and so on. Their opinion. I'm just wonder what me being yelled at, about smoking (when I wasn't) and being slapped, thrown into my shelf (not hard,just pushed) and so on has anything to do about getting what I want? What, in that situation would I want? Save for the fact that I want her to realize I wasn't smoking, and especially not with the people I was with (one of which hates cigarettes, her mother died from emphezena(sp?) so yea)...

I'm still much happier where I am, and this will be proven soon enough. What I really wish to do is get away from the entire family, I only have 5 months until I am able to do so, Legally.

Well this is all for right now, take care all.
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Abuse...?
What would you all consider child abuse? I am in a rather hard situation right now and I don't know whether or not what has been going on can be considered as such, though I've already asked 3-4 people and they said that it was...

So yea...tell me what you think?
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Saturday, April 17, 2004

Well, the day started off pretty bad, I was mad at Jesse for a good while anyhow. You see, he and I had been planning to go to this carnival today, and I told him yesterday to be sure to be up and ready around one. Weeeellll...I call his house at 11, no answer, 11:30, no answer, 12, no answer....all the way until 2:30 no one picked up, I went to his house at 1:20, knocking on his door since it was locked, and his dog was barking (and great danes bark LOUD) and there was no answer then either. So...when I called at 2:30, and he finally picked up, needless to say, I was pissed.
If maybe his parents had made him go somewhere or something, that would have been easily forgiven, but no...he had been SLEEPING the entire time, so we didn't get there until 3:20ish, and the wristbands only lasted until six...which neither of us knew until it was to late, so we wasted $15 on three hours worth of crap. That got me pissed off too. At him and at the carnival, because that is just stupid. $15 for noon-6, then another $15 for 6-10, thats Bullshit. So yes, I was definately having a bad day, not to mention I had a headache from trying to call him and getting so greatly aggravated that I got sick, damn Jesse...ah well, I still love him.
Well, I had $30 bucks after 6, so we roamed the shopping center, checked out swords and such, and the pet stores, well...I bought Jesse a new tank for megyn (his tarantula) and some bedding, I had $16 left after that...hmmm....what could I buy. Well, found that the tarantula 's (without the setup) were only $15, got one, the largest I could, and was happy, even though I knew my mom wouldn't let me keep it at my house, he'd stay at Jesse's. Pretty Rose Hair Tarantula. Well...since he was larger then Megyn, we decided to give him the larger tank for now, and leave megyn where she was, walked around....played with h im and held him a bit. We let one girl hold him...eh...he shit on her. Never in my life have I seen a spider shit, and I couldn't help but laugh a little, I'm glad she didn't squirm or jump, he probably would have bit her for that...
Well, around 9 my mom pulls up, see's what I got and gets a little annoyed...then said I could keep him! I almost had a heart attack , my mother, deathly afraid of spiders, saying I could keep one when I just finnished telling her it'd stay at Jesse's, I was happy. But, Jesse wanted to trade (earlier he had asked if we could) and personally, so did I. Nothing against goliath, he was just big, and I was more use to little megyn, who is more use to being held. So, we traded, I cleaned megyns tank and had her out for a bit, then put her away. My stepdad likes her, lol, more then my mice and rats and other critters I adopt, so thats good. Megyn is so sweet.

People are going to think I am an egotist or something when they ask my spiders name and I say megyn, heh, she's named after me.

So...it was a bad day up until the end, I am not so pissed with Jesse anymore (though....maybe I still am just a wee bit, but it's ok) and I got a new pet. So I am happy.

I feel bad for my friend Jeph though, he got kicked out, and so is homeless, and needs a place to stay...eh...I wish I could help him. Poor Jeph.

Well, that is all for now, so take care. Love ya'll *hugs*
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Thursday, April 15, 2004

Bleh, today I am sick so I am stuck inside now. Spring break has been really fun, with LARPing and learning swordsplay, I've been really REALLY active hehe, usually I just sit around at home and be online.
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, hehe, stuffs been going on and yea, it's been pretty good. I wish Roger would get back from Florida...sos me can bug him and talk to him about what all he did. Mes miss him, lots. What sucks is spring break is almost over, bleh. I don't want to go back to school, no no no no no. Well...to see roger I do maybe ^-^ He needs his hair braided, it probably hasn't been braided since last wednesday! OMG! lol, thats a long time. ^-^ Well, I'm out, take care all, lovvies *hugs*
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Sunday, April 4, 2004

*sighs* I felt horrid yesterday, though I am sure there was only but one person whom noticed such as I did keep a smile on my face throughout the whole night and I am generally good at hiding emotions...I only just started dating Roger and already I left him...I realized how much I still cared for Jesse and he me and so forth...but I still feel so bad about it...I won't blame him if he hates me...or dislikes me or anything...I wouldn't blame anyone for such feelings when something like this happens. And should he wish it...I'll leave him be. I don't know what else to do...damn...someone shoot me -.-...Well...my ear is acting up so I'mma grab some belladonna and sink into the nice little halucinations the stuff gives me while it makes my ear all better...ciao...
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