Friday, June 2, 2006

Today was short and sad
Thats really the thing is that I hate early release and yet I love it cuz last school day and year....the sad part is that I will miss the one I grew fond of during the year of my mizerable life in school....also my friends are going to have a good time at a Convention....while my thumb in my ass staying at home being bored all summer plus looking for a job....skipping my graduation ceremony cuz its really a waste of time and trying to save money....for my parents bills and financial aids and crap....I will surely miss my friends Kawaii Seth, Yugi, Muun, and Lemony and the fun things we were doing in Lunch time....*sigh*

Dark:......

Whats wrong Dark?

Dark:I didnt even say good-bye to them...and I still want to go out with Kawaii or Yugi.

I know Im sorry about that, but it life.

Dark: *sigh*......

Go Back to Sleep Dark.

So as I was saying, Ill miss you all and I will visit whenever I can and also call you guys the one's that gave me there cell.

~Shin
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

early release....today and tomorrow and the after day
Anyways I got home early and buses are I hate cuz they are really early, and I didnt get to say bye or See-ya to Kawaii Seth, Yugi, Muun, Ashley and Beck...I will surely miss them when school is over for me and the next year I wont be able to see them *sigh* for quite a while, but I will try to visit them and contact them that way I will be able to know if they are alright.
~Shin

video:Dir en Grey (Obscure)

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

nothing at the moment
just updated myotaku....
um yeah....right now my mind is on somewhere far away....and darkness with no light or anything.

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

so today was the greatest event of all time
today or yesterday was my onee-chan's birthday (KAWAII SETH)it was fun that i cannot wait til her 17th's birthday i would so again i hope its another rave i will dance the next cuz i will let her hear some music that should be her next favorite..
agian HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWAII SETH I LOVE YOU ^ ^

STILL i will get that concert ticket and plain ticket to japan and GACKT ^ ^ i will not take NO for an answer ^ ^.

IT WAS SO FUN, THAT I WANTED TO STAY... ^ ^ OR THE PARTY WENT ON.

Dark:yeah, it was my fault that he didnt dance, I did not want him to make a fool of himself...and he cannot dance....could you teach him and me....


Kawaii, Ill see you in school on Tuesday ^.^, um.....oh yeah Dark wants to go out with you, and wants to protect you.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

asian kraze site
this site is like myspace mostly better lots of asian's though
um...this is the website asiankraze.com

if you want to join please support this site
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

Life?
What is life?
I have been pondering around asking myself this question over six long months and yet no answer so I try asking on research to see what it is and no answer...
Why is life so important and makes this world so interest and uninteresting...Is there a reason why we live in life that we didnt have a long time ago...I know its confussing but there is no better explaination to this question at all...yet it is true that life is not that quite that simple to live in as days passes and nothing really new to our lives that we live in...why cant we just be done...there's no reason to continue on living...yeah I know that life is really hard to accept and yet I still dont accept mine...I have cause to much pain towards the one I love and feel close too...especially my friend and I am afraid that we go seperate ways to our lives I guess I am scared to see my friends gone and me being alone in the world...I know I have a family that loves me but still not enough to satisfy me to be happy...I want to be with my friends and stay with them to make sure they are safe and happy...also I want to make this oppurtunity to tell the ones that I most dearly love is that I want to make a devotion of trust...like I want to be their Sheath and a Sword that way I can protect them no matter what obstacle that I go through...no matter what I will prevail on my goal to the one's I most dearly love...its my own fault to be not a real guy who does this kind of situation...heh...right now im thinking im crazy but im not I will do the things that I wish to do...I hope my dearest friend will accept this devotion. IF they do or not I will still do it no matter how silly this is but I will die towards them to protect them all...as I can, If I dont then I am a FOOL. A FOOL of hopeless dreams that may come true or come false...I am a useless coward, with no self dignity....Please dont give me anything in exchange of this OATH...I shall give it to my fullness.


Dark:......Wow, You've been thinking alot havent you?

Yes, I have...because I want to be with my friends and be with them until death takes me...I made up my mind and sticking to it.


Dark:I shall Help you endure this goal.

No, I must do this...ALONE.


Dark:Are you sure?


Yes, I am.


Dark:You really love them especially to Kawaii Seth and Yugi.


Yes, I do but hey...heh...Im a fool with honorable words.


Dark:Dont call your self a FOOL.

Ive been calling myself a FOOL a long time before you knew me....

Go to sleep now Dark...Ill see you tomorrow...

Dark:OK (goes to bed)

*Sigh*

Kawaii Seth and Yugi I hope you read this...its...really how I trully feel...ill understand if you dont...but I will still do it anyway.


~Shin
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Friday, May 12, 2006

during the day
well today i had an arguement with Miroku..and he tried to kill me so someone saved me from him it was....DARK ^.^
i love you Dark

Dark:I love you too.

yeah Miroku was to horny i needed someone that is not and cute...
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Gackt Redemption w/english translation

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Monday, May 8, 2006

here is an AMV of Kannazuki no Miko (i love it so much)
it is very cute anime and very romantic *a little of girl and girl kiss**

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Sunday, May 7, 2006

   yesterday nite its was the silent of a life time of dark deception
meaning that i have seen the best video game movie of them all which i was very very impress on how they put every single plot and scene's power in the movie especially the damn weird skreecher's....anyway i love it so much that i want to go see it again...and again....soo on...even for a date that love's those kinds of whatever...wait im just fooling myself...no one say yes....oh well...
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