Sunday, May 14, 2006

Life?
What is life?
I have been pondering around asking myself this question over six long months and yet no answer so I try asking on research to see what it is and no answer...
Why is life so important and makes this world so interest and uninteresting...Is there a reason why we live in life that we didnt have a long time ago...I know its confussing but there is no better explaination to this question at all...yet it is true that life is not that quite that simple to live in as days passes and nothing really new to our lives that we live in...why cant we just be done...there's no reason to continue on living...yeah I know that life is really hard to accept and yet I still dont accept mine...I have cause to much pain towards the one I love and feel close too...especially my friend and I am afraid that we go seperate ways to our lives I guess I am scared to see my friends gone and me being alone in the world...I know I have a family that loves me but still not enough to satisfy me to be happy...I want to be with my friends and stay with them to make sure they are safe and happy...also I want to make this oppurtunity to tell the ones that I most dearly love is that I want to make a devotion of trust...like I want to be their Sheath and a Sword that way I can protect them no matter what obstacle that I go through...no matter what I will prevail on my goal to the one's I most dearly love...its my own fault to be not a real guy who does this kind of situation...heh...right now im thinking im crazy but im not I will do the things that I wish to do...I hope my dearest friend will accept this devotion. IF they do or not I will still do it no matter how silly this is but I will die towards them to protect them all...as I can, If I dont then I am a FOOL. A FOOL of hopeless dreams that may come true or come false...I am a useless coward, with no self dignity....Please dont give me anything in exchange of this OATH...I shall give it to my fullness.


Dark:......Wow, You've been thinking alot havent you?

Yes, I have...because I want to be with my friends and be with them until death takes me...I made up my mind and sticking to it.


Dark:I shall Help you endure this goal.

No, I must do this...ALONE.


Dark:Are you sure?


Yes, I am.


Dark:You really love them especially to Kawaii Seth and Yugi.


Yes, I do but hey...heh...Im a fool with honorable words.


Dark:Dont call your self a FOOL.

Ive been calling myself a FOOL a long time before you knew me....

Go to sleep now Dark...Ill see you tomorrow...

Dark:OK (goes to bed)

*Sigh*

Kawaii Seth and Yugi I hope you read this...its...really how I trully feel...ill understand if you dont...but I will still do it anyway.


~Shin
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