myOtaku.com: Shinketsu

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Birthday
• 1987-01-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• San Antonio
Member Since
• 2005-08-25
Occupation
• Currently Attending ITT Tech
Real Name
• Edison Ang (I hate my real name so call me Shin)

Personal

Achievements
• become a GAME DESIGNER
Anime Fan Since
• 1990's
Favorite Anime
• Many favorites but my number one is Kannaduki no Miko
Goals
• Watch more Anime and go to Japan
Hobbies
• Manga, Anime, listen to Gackt and Malice Mizer
Talents
• My Talent is being Random.

myOtaku.com: Shinketsu

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Angst to whatever.................pain and suffering.

There is no reason or for the people understand why they feel like this....IF you care....YOU READ THIS POST....if you dont....YOU DONT HAVE A SIMPLE MENTAL HEART TO CARE FOR THEM.

Everyday People suffer's and pain's to see there past of pity, some are still seeking atonement and some are just sitting there no where to go on what lies ahead, these people are the most important to be with becuz if you dont be with them they will create a world of more pain and suffering to other's to realize why the only one person is in pain, in pain of his/her past life.
Where I am getting at is really a burden of myself everyday, and yet I dont remember what I am suppose to attone...heh...its really weird for me to type this subject but it is important for everyone who understands them, I definitly understand to where they are going through, as other's they look at them like there not even there and betray their trust or abandon from each other, for me I look at myself at mirror to see who I am or what I am or why I am here.
Everyday during the past school Im always hiding my pain and suffering away with a simple smile or mostly just being quiet all the time, like during Kawaii Seth's SWEET SIXTEEN party I hid my feeling from other's and no one notice at least I dont think, anyway what I was thinking about was why am I here in this mizerable world that I live. I wonder of through the abyss of my inner mind everyday, and searching for a cause and answer to know alone.....heh....all my life Ive been alone, alone from everyone, cuz I know they are talking behind my back, as for that I dont know if I can go on, If being alone is the best way to do, then so be it, I will suffer more in the shadow, until I can go to Japan and go to a Place where no can find me and live inside a cave with pure darkness.

Dark: Shin, dont be like this....Shin....I know someone who does care that you didnt know that she does....just wait til she comes......

Heh...no ones waiting for me no one....no one

Dark: Shin.....

this conclude my post ill....seee you later
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