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Tyrell
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To become complete...... youll know when my goal has been reached.
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Video games. ( Trust me...the way i play has to be some sort of talent. ) Saxaphone, Clarinet, Computer skills.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
I dont know whats coming over me. I know my outlook on life isnt the happiest but I seem to not care about anything anymore except graduating.
You know, females make sick to my stomach. They are so damn selfish....selfish can enter into alot of divisions. But id better not get into that, I've talked about that before.
I feel sick...like...a mental sick. My mind just..cant process all of the stupidity I live in.. Maybe im not as strong as I thought? -_-; I want to hurt something...or someone...
Maybe its the life I live. If I were to just act like everyone else and where the same shit that everyone else then I wouldnt feel this pain....that option is so appealing right now. Sadly, I cant succumb to such a level...of degration.
I just dont.....care....anymore...and the sad part is, I think I will never be able to care again...Im probably gonna take a break from MYO...I...just dont feel the inspiration to write anymore...If you want to let me know anything then just PM me....peace....
I hope all of your lives dont end up like mine, I hope your insides dont become as dead as mine, and I pray...you never give up hope..hope of change...as I almost have..
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