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Sunday, April 17, 2005


i know i haven't been posting much but heres an update...
well yesterday i became depressed and now i can't tell if i have many feelings any more......but i keep feeling like i'm gonna cry but i don't wanna its hard to make discitions now so if i don't answer Qs then srry...my niece came over on friday cuz her sister was in the hospital again so i had to babysit again.....she just went home a few hours ago, her sister is doing ok now.....i couldn't do anything this weekend cuz my friends were either buissy, grounded, or the parents hate me....(they don't hate me anymore)talking to ppl doesn't make me feel better.....and niether does much else that i do.....i'm just sad and pissed....the only good thing that happened to me this week was gettine some food from Wendy's but it still didn't cheer me up...i've been acting happy but i'm not.....i want to make these problems go away but i can't!!!!! we keep getting into trouble at school cuz no one will just leave us alone at school so we can stop getting into fights!!!my group of friends was called the most violent group of friends in our school and we are being accused of beatting up the new kid!we were also told that we don't know how to be friends!! DO YOU KNOW HOW RETARDED THIS WHOLE THING IS?!?!?!?! NOW AT TIMES I FEEL SO BAD ANG GET SO FRUSTRATED I JUST WANT HIS WHOLE THING TO GO AWAY AND AT TIMES I THINK OF GOING INTO SOLITUDE JUST TO EXCAPE!!!!!! TO ME LIFE SUCKS AND SO DO SOME PPL IN IT!!!!!!!! i'm srry if i worry ppl i don't mean to...but i just don't like life right now...its stupid...and it got so much harder within the past few months! its not fun!!!!!! if anyone has tips i'm up for it....
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