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Thursday, August 25, 2005


i'm crying
2day,as i was going home,my mind began 2 wonder as usual.and it wondered in the past,where i was alone.the only things i can remember from whem i was little,is when i was alone.i was always alone.every1 around was atleast 2 years older or younger than me.at school,i was known as the girl who sat in the back of the classroom in the dark corner.every friend i made always ended up moving.i hated everything that had 2 make me leave home.at home,i was w/ the ppl who i new would never leave me.nobody ou side of my family shared my interest,or even accpeted me 4 who i am.then,last year,in the 7th grade,i not only found 1 person,but alot of ppl who were into anime and things like that.4 once,i was really happy.i felt like i belonged.and that i how i found out bout myotaku.but now,this year,i don't have any classes w/ any of my friends.and this just means that it's happening again.all of my friends r leaveing me,again.change happens,i no that,but y does every1 leave me.i have begun 2 beleive that this is my fate,2 b alone.my friends have no idea how important they r 2 me,and how much i hate 2 b seperated from them.my life is on hold w/out them.
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