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Monday, August 2, 2004


Holy Crap!!!! i feel like crap.
Man i just went to this site of a person i kno called sindall. i went to her friends page. lot of probs there. made alot of comments. o well. pstin postin. today i felt like a real bastard. i mean i am in reality. i have no dad. but today i felt like one. im really sad and pissed at the same time. cause my friend kuramalover4ever invited me to a chat, right. and well it was so crappy cause everyone there was so gloomy. and well then this girl called para was saying that she was gonna die if she doesn't take a pill every so often like evry day she will die. i mean that is bad and i had so much pity on her in the beginning thne she left. i guess she felt like a flaming shitball. but then i was thinkin she wanted attention. but then she comes bak. and im talkin. and she is being so mean and bitchy. and im like why are u mad. i guess scince i was jokin around earlier she thought i was frickin around wit her when i really wasn't. man then they kept talkin bad about me. i don't even know her. i am the most distant person from all of them. they all seem to know what was goin on but i didn't. and then that was when i felt as low as shinji did in the end of evangelion when he was in Asuka's ward in the hospital. man. this really sucks. so much kids are pissed off at this stuff. i mean i have a friend as old as that girl who can die anytime. he has a pacemaker. and if that for some reason fails if he is sleeping he will die. you know. then i was exlplainin to kurama lover about her friends. then she said she is a girl. well i live with woman. i only have my brother who is seven years old. and he was premature. that makes it worse. wait he is 6. and I live with my mom. 3, 16 year old cramping pmsing teenage girls. And i demented 8 year old sister. Its really hard on my family. Oh well. I proly will feel better tommorow. Guess if you fall down no matter how hard get up and walk away. And for those girls.

The gulf between male and female is deeper and wider than any ocean.
-Ryouji Kaji

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