Monday, February 23, 2009

   omg
For the 1st time in my life.. while dating Tony... I got mad at him... Normally I would get mad at the situation.. but no.. last night.. I was mad at him....

I tried soooooooooooooooooooooooo hard not to cry but I did anyway. Here is the text he sent me:

Tonight we can truly say together we're invincible

1st I was like aaaaaaaaaaaaawwwww. Then I thought wait.. ... what? Why tonight? Why not yesterday? What did I do today that makes you say tonight? Are we going to do something tonight?!?!? (this was at 10:50sh)

So I started flipping out and slooooooooooooooowly getting mad at 1st at the situation.

He kept on constantly texting me these sweet things like I want and *kisses* and stuff. And everytime he sent me a text I sent one back ending it with me slamming the cell phone down.

And I was thinking.. Why can't he just tell me exactly what he means!?!?!? Why did he have to tell me that in a way I can't understand it!!!!

Then he started to do some cyber sex with the phone and that was cool.

But.. I just was not in the mood.. I wanted to give him a bj so I just typed bj while he was typing a load of stuff...

then his texts stopped... and I was starting to get mad at him..

then I was thinking. Omg, he hardly ever chats with me online or stuff and when he does facebook notes it's well thought out. Wtf.

And shit like that...

Then I desided to say good night to him. I wasn't just gonna shut him down and be mean..

But holy crap.. ... I'm not that ready for marrage as he is..

Like if he proposed to me I would say yes but I want to feel 100% ready 2.

Like in his love note to me for v-day it sayed basicly he was 100% ready to marry me... I am... 90ish.. there are a few things that concern me.. and I'm not gonna give out my ring size untill I am 100 percent or 99..

or wtv.. just ready jees..

haha, I already I agreed I am almost ready to see his halahala. LOL XD

... enought rambling..

cool/wierd text

mixed emotions

this is the 411

peace

ps. KawaiiMelody, Yea, I spose I'll tell you the ring size. Just don't tell Jillian Erin, nobody. I didn't want to tell you this morning cus I just kinda got up.. I was still in that mood... :S


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