Tuesday, May 3, 2005

B'T X full eps in 1 DVD. Wow
My friend told me that her friends has B't x DVD. Only 1 cd. Since B't x eps 1-25 and B'T x Neo eps 1-14. Gya..... Its great. japanese lang. because my B't x vcd is in Indonesian.

Rosa is her name. She said that he already watch it. And guest... She loves it! Hahahaha I was tell her that she will fall in love with Fou if already seen it. And I'm right

Btw this is last picture in B'T x neo last eps


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For Many People Who already Passed Away
Al Quran Surah Huud : 23
"Verily, those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah -- Islamic Monotheism) and do righteous gooddeeds, and humble themseves (in repentance and obedience) before their Lord, they will be the dwellers of Paradise, to dwell therein forever."

Yesterday, I heard that one of MO member, ilmissyprissy33 has passed away. When I call my sis this morning, and tell her this sad news. And I never thought she also loose her friend. Yes… her elementary school friends has passed away because heart attack. Her boy friend’s Uncle also passed away in the same day. Two day before, her Junior High School friends also pass away because traffic accident. OMG

It’s sad… really sad. I remember my high school friend, Daniel. Daniel is looks like Hokuto (B’T X). He always smiles whatever happens to him. Even though his already know, he will die soon. Daniel is my great friend. Smart, kind, and has so many friend. Only one year he studies in Indonesia University (UI) at Medical Major. Only smart student are able to study at UI. But he must surrender with his Leukemia stadium four. When I was visited him in Hospital, he still smiled when asked me by phone. Yes… he already in isolated room. I only can see him from out side room. “Bayu, how are U and others friends in High school? Do U still meet them? Say hi for them ok!” I really remember his word. He still smiles, even though his skin looks blue in some part, and his face looks very pale. He’s very strong! He’s very stiff to face his death. My Friend Dini called me to tell me about Daniel’s latest condition (Dini also die few month latter because drowning in Anyer Beach). She said, “When I send him a msg, and asks him with who he talked to latest day, he said that he talked to God.” Ah…

Every time I remembering this, I cry again. In Samurai Deeper Kyo Manga’s volume 15, Botenmaru and Yuya said (about Muramasa): “Behind his smile which always showed in his happy face, is hiding bitterness and deep pain feeling. It doesn’t mean he is not sad….. Doesn’t mean he not suffers. But he always thinks about another people feeling…. Every time…. Even though his death already in front of his eyes. He does that because he doesn’t want we confused to keep walk forward and not step back. So… he passed away with smile…..

I can’t say anything else. They are greatest people. People who still able to smile facing the most human fear ness. Because, if I got the same problem with them…. I’m not sure I can smile like them.

To Alm. Daniel, Alm Dini Wulandari, my grandpa, grandma, and also all people who still able to smile even though death is already in front of their eye, my salute for you. I really want to have big courage like U do. Able to face what ever disaster which is happen to me with more courage. Not only run away. But face them with big courage. I’m promises it to U. Because my pain feeling is only small feeling than your suffer before U die. Your smile will be my sweet memory and never forgotten with people who never know you. Including me!

This picture I created when I depressed few year ago. Text Indonesian in this picture said , “The biggest courage in the world, is when U able to smile when Ur death already in front of Ur eyes.”



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Monday, May 2, 2005

gya.. i'm gong crazy again
I'm B'T X freak fanaic? yes.. I am. yesterday I saw B't X anime again. And.. I'm fall in love again! wecs... I know I always love him (Hokuto). But I fell it more afer I see it. My stress after failed uploading my web disapear. hehehe

Btw, I found new host. I hope It works

Btw he is Quatro. One of Seven Demon God (Shichimashou). Cute isn't he?


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Sunday, May 1, 2005

   My FTP is sucs
I can't upload my site properly. its always down. Do U have any sugestion webhosting who avaliable 100mb or more, FTP, PHP and My SQL. thx a lot.

I add Tag Board for my friend who not as a member in MO. hehehe Thx
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Saturday, April 30, 2005

   Uploading my New Personal Site
Now, in my friend home stay, I upload 50 megabyte for my latest personal site. I combine for my three site. Bloger, B'T X Site and my Art Site.
Wish me luck. I hope its need less than a week. I will tell U the address if already finish.

thx
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Friday, April 29, 2005

   To all Fou's fans
my friend ask me to post thsi picture. He looks handsome eventhough got bad injured


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   Assembly Language is SUCS!
I was doing my Assmebly language midle exam. ARGHHHH.... why all people in my class have different answer for same question?

I can't open photobucket.com. Thats why i can;t post B't X picture right now. Argh.. its SUCS!
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   For My Friend Fire
thiis Urrequest.taken from howtodrawmanga.com
I hopeit will help u



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   I post 3 new wallpy
Lol… this is my first time creating wallpaper more than 1 hour! WOW! B’T X wallpaper which has all Reishou on it (the blue-green one), need 76 minuets. OMG…. Usualy, I already got idea, so, when I use Photoshop, I only need to cut, replace, give effect, etc. But this time, I change my basic idea. Hokuto’s pic resolution is bad. I can’t make him biger. So I canceled use that pic. I search new picture again and re coloring it. I’m very seldom re coloring some pic. But this pic needs to be re colored. If not, its looks bad. /pif. I must delete all text on this picture. Its take my time again. At least… 76 minuets. Hehehe The other wallpy only need 10 minuets and 13 minuets. I use my stopwatch. Hahaha…. I know it’s only my ego to created B’T X wallpaper. I know not many people will download B’T X wallpaper. But I still want to make it. Because I love B’T X very much. To B’T X fans, and to all people in Kurumadasensei mailing list, I dedicate these three wallpaper special for you!

Love Always,

Hokuto no Koibito
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   Happy Earth and Kartini's day!
Sorry tolate. but late better than never. hehehe

What did I do for earth? (think). Sad if I remembering so many disaster happen (esp in my beloved country). At least, I can do my best to stay my place clean. Trow garbage on it place etc.

kartini's day is Woman's day in Indonesia. I hope missunderstanding about woman's emansipation will solve soon. /pif

btw this is my fav Ayat about Earth from Al Quran. I remember well the original version-arabic language (not translate)

Surah Al baqarah 164

Varily! In the creation of the heavens and the earth, and the alteration of night and day, and the shipswhich sail through the sea with that wich is of use to mankind, and the water (rain) which Allah send down from the sky and makes the earth alive there with after its death, and the moving(living) creatures of all kinds that He has scattered threrein, and in the veering of winds, and clouds which are held between the sky and the earth, are indeed Ayat(proofs,evidence,sign etc) for people of understanding
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