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Tuesday, May 3, 2005
For Many People Who already Passed Away
Al Quran Surah Huud : 23
"Verily, those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah -- Islamic Monotheism) and do righteous gooddeeds, and humble themseves (in repentance and obedience) before their Lord, they will be the dwellers of Paradise, to dwell therein forever."
Yesterday, I heard that one of MO member, ilmissyprissy33 has passed away. When I call my sis this morning, and tell her this sad news. And I never thought she also loose her friend. Yes… her elementary school friends has passed away because heart attack. Her boy friend’s Uncle also passed away in the same day. Two day before, her Junior High School friends also pass away because traffic accident. OMG
It’s sad… really sad. I remember my high school friend, Daniel. Daniel is looks like Hokuto (B’T X). He always smiles whatever happens to him. Even though his already know, he will die soon. Daniel is my great friend. Smart, kind, and has so many friend. Only one year he studies in Indonesia University (UI) at Medical Major. Only smart student are able to study at UI. But he must surrender with his Leukemia stadium four. When I was visited him in Hospital, he still smiled when asked me by phone. Yes… he already in isolated room. I only can see him from out side room. “Bayu, how are U and others friends in High school? Do U still meet them? Say hi for them ok!” I really remember his word. He still smiles, even though his skin looks blue in some part, and his face looks very pale. He’s very strong! He’s very stiff to face his death. My Friend Dini called me to tell me about Daniel’s latest condition (Dini also die few month latter because drowning in Anyer Beach). She said, “When I send him a msg, and asks him with who he talked to latest day, he said that he talked to God.” Ah…
Every time I remembering this, I cry again. In Samurai Deeper Kyo Manga’s volume 15, Botenmaru and Yuya said (about Muramasa): “Behind his smile which always showed in his happy face, is hiding bitterness and deep pain feeling. It doesn’t mean he is not sad….. Doesn’t mean he not suffers. But he always thinks about another people feeling…. Every time…. Even though his death already in front of his eyes. He does that because he doesn’t want we confused to keep walk forward and not step back. So… he passed away with smile…..
I can’t say anything else. They are greatest people. People who still able to smile facing the most human fear ness. Because, if I got the same problem with them…. I’m not sure I can smile like them.
To Alm. Daniel, Alm Dini Wulandari, my grandpa, grandma, and also all people who still able to smile even though death is already in front of their eye, my salute for you. I really want to have big courage like U do. Able to face what ever disaster which is happen to me with more courage. Not only run away. But face them with big courage. I’m promises it to U. Because my pain feeling is only small feeling than your suffer before U die. Your smile will be my sweet memory and never forgotten with people who never know you. Including me!
This picture I created when I depressed few year ago. Text Indonesian in this picture said , “The biggest courage in the world, is when U able to smile when Ur death already in front of Ur eyes.”
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