Monday, January 23, 2006

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6:56 PM so sleepy...friends at Arby's though v,v ...food...sleep...bleh

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

If you're gonna be gay about this...>,>

11:02 PM Ok, today I went shopping for some shtoofa for Ushicon. I got mehself a black shirt, a black over-shirt, and black pants. And yeah...I bought make-up. >,> I was hoping that Seth could be there with me to help me out, but unfortunately she was unable to. Though she did help tell me what I needed. So...Matt and I went...yeah...it was a weird experience. Being in the cosmetics section of Wal-Mart during a busy hour is like being in a foreign country. We had no idea what we were doing or looking for and everyone kept staring at us weird...>,> *sigh* v,v..yup...weird. Ja ne.

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

NUMA NUMA!!

11:14 AM Ok, due to boredom I've decided to post these 2 Final Fantasy videos to the Numa Numa song. The first one is the Romanian version and the second is the English one. Later on I'll probably post some Dir en grey videos if I get the chance to. Ja ne.

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Friday, January 20, 2006

ONE MORE WEEK!!

1:21 PM Ushicon is in a week from today! I'm so frickin' excited and hyper! @_@ Nothing much really going on. Last night I went riding with Noel and Matt. We almost got hit 'cuase of some retarded bi-otch that decided to exit a parking lot while we were still driving in the lane. Luckily Noel quickly swerved out of the way. Still need to get meh make-up for Ushicon. Hopefully Seth will be free this sunday so she can help meh buy it >,> *kneels and begs* Pwease help meh Sethy! I'll love ya forevea! *ahem* v,v well...Ja ne.

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Zombies ate my muffins!!!

7:02 PM ok, so I'm tired, hungry, and losing some mentality due to a lot of sugar in my system... Today at work I was in a bad mood...so bad of a mood that if the a-hole from corporate told me to do anymore stuff I would've lost my job due to yelling about stuff like giving me my damn pay raise and what-not...I hate my job... I watched my Dir en grey DVD of music videos. "Child Prey" is so weird and funny. And "Drain Away" is a really good song. ^_^ ah Dir en grey, how awesome they are. Well, I'm trying to make it a tradition for Kazuo and I to try to visit the school once a month for at least the remainder of this year. So far he seems to like the idea. Too...much...sugar...O_O Ok...well...can't really think of much more to say...>,> I still need to get meh makeup for Ushicon. About a week away! b^^ Ja ne.

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

shtoofa

10:32 PM Ok, I got all my finances for Ushicon situated. I have the money I need for the hotel, payed off my phone, and got my savings intact. All I have to worry about now is a freakin' ride >,< hopefully I'll still be able to get one from Chris and his brother. Well, today I got Final Fantasy Advent Children from Krazy Days at the mall. It's not official, but the quality is decent. Also I got a DVD of Dir en grey with a bunch of music videos on it. *sigh* Well, right now a friend of mine is being really depressed and she's telling me about how she wants to die. I find it difficult to try to cheer her up...becuase if I did, I'd be contradicting myself becuase I feel the same way at times. It makes me think of how I've made people feel as I say those kind of things. I really wish she wouldn't speak downward of herself. *sigh* I really don't know what to do... ...I think I may be starting to get sick again...I hope not 'cause I don't wanna be sick for Ushicon... ...Ja ne

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Preparations for Ushicon.

2:22 PM Currently listening to "Noesis" by Gackt. Well, finished running some errands today. Went to cash my check, put money in my card to pay my phone bill, and got my money for Ushicon together. So far things are good and I'm feelig better. Also I ate from Kwik Wok today, so I'm stuffed from General Tsos chicken w/steam rice and eggroll. mmm b^^ Until I have to go to work tonight I'm going to arrange my money and play some Animal Crossing DS. Well, catch ya whenever. Ja ne.

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Thank you all

1:00 AM I'm feeling a little bit better today. I hung out with some friends of mine and played DS. When I came home and logged on, I saw the comments on my last post. I really didn't expect that much...as a matter of fact...I really didn't expect any...but I thank all of you for your support. I do regret what I did to myself. Well, not much going on...Matt and I had to convince our friend Chris to try not to run away from his house tomorrow. I think he should wait it out and try to work things out with his family, but if worse comes to worse, Matt and I will help him get back to San Antonio. Hopefully my mother and step-father will allow him to stay here for a while so long as he earns his keep. Really looking forward to Ushicon. A weekend to just get away from everything. Ja ne. Thank you all very much, you're all important to me.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

long time no post

3:35 AM Hey guys! *insert cricket chirps*...>,>...T_T *ahem!* Well, sorry for not posting in a while. I do have reasonable excuses though. First off, my comp got a nasty virus and had to be reformatted. Second, I've been feeling a bit depressed lately. My mother's health is still bad and it doesn't help when my aunt lectures me on how to live my life and how my mother should live hers. She acts as if my mother will die any second. I know she's doing bad, but not that bad. Even during work a co-worker (Lauren) asked me what was wrong. I told her it was nothing, but she started saying that she could see in my eyes that something was troubling me and when her friends are sad, she gets sad (her words, not mine). I just looked at her and said "since when was I your friend?" I know it sounds a bit harsh...but I felt I had reason to ask it. So she replies with something similar to "of course i consider you a friend. why else would I give you rides home from work and pick you up randomly in the street." (that really happened too) Lauren also told me that I shouldn't waste my life being sad...even though it's only for a little while, that I should be happy. Well, later on I talked some to her and when she left we hugged each other for a while and I said to her "Thanks for trying to cheer me up", it really did mean a lot to me... She then made me promise that I would smile for the rest of the day. I told her that I'd try and she demanded that I would...I don't even remember if I did or not *shrugs* Even earlier during work I still felt a bit down...and I ended up doing some stuff that I shouldn't have done...>,> but one of my fellow supervisors said that she wouldn't tell anyone what I did. The last thing I need is for people to think that I'm going psycho. Though unfortunately it created a bit of a scene and I really wanted everyone to leave but they stayed and started saying stuff. I just joked around and said it was nothing and that I was just being retarded...>,> *sigh* ...well...hopefully I'll start to feel better soon...preferably by the time Ushicon arrives... ...Do you ever wish that you could just fade away from everything and everyone?...Would life be better that way?... ...Ja ne...

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Monday, January 9, 2006

Happy times

7:52 PM Sunday night was fun. Matt got me Pokemon Colloseum w00t! Finally! Now I can get some of the Johto Pokemon that I can't get in Leaf Green! Plus you start off with the sexy Espeon and an Umbreon! Ok, enough of meh geekiness. Last night Matt and I hung out with Jasmine and Lily. We went to H-E-B, Gamerush and the BK Lounge (Burger King). We had too much fun at the BK Lounge. We all ate our food and then acted like retarded stoners. We were trying to make ourselves not seem like stoners...but that failed...Matt, Lily and I were wearing all black (Jasmine was wearing red), we were sitting in the corner munching away, acting like retards, and laughing at the most stupidest things. LOL Ok well, today I hung out with Kazuo. We went to the mall and we looked around and got some shtoofa. I finally got vol. 11 of Rurouni Kenshin and vol. 2 of Death Note. We also went to Heroes & Fantasies, Gamestop (I finally renewed my Game Informer subscription), and went on a quest for Pokemon Emerald (we couldn't find it at a cheap price) which ended in me buying the Advance Wars DS strategy guide (now I won't suck as much b^^ ). We also went to the U.S.A.F. recruitment center. heh, as we were leaving some guy from the Marines recruitment center was going crazy asking us if we were going to register for the Marines...we made a getaway as fast as we could...>,> lol We then ate Chinese food and I got uberly stuffed...Then we played some Mario Kart DS and some rounds of Smash. I've gotten a lot better and I put up a good fight against him. Well, I'll probably play some RE4, Pokemon Colloseum and some Advance Wars DS tonight. Ja ne.

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