Sunday, August 26, 2007

and so the madness begins...

school is tomorrow. day off. BORED AS FUCK!! HOT AS HELL!! I swear...this is just pissing me off...

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Monday, August 20, 2007

work sometimes sucks...

Been working since Monday. Won't have a day off till Wednesday and I CAN'T WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY TO COME!! I'm getting tired of working almost non-stop. Last night (since it's 2:36am right now) I got really stressed out from work. I was supposed to work on floor, but Christina, one of the supervisors, wanted me to work concessions with her. So I did. Unfortunately everyone else working concessions that night were lazy as hell! At times I was the only one in the damn concession stand! Pissed me off. Christina later on felt bad that I wasn't able to get a break that night..I told her it was no big deal and forfeited my break because someone else couldn't eat their food until I had a break. I told her the main reason I wanted a break was to get some food, but it was like 8-something and I was off in less than two hours and told her there was no point in me taking a break anymore. No matter how many times she and that other guy tried to convince me to just chill out for a while I refused it. I was just too pissed off to have a damn break. My relationship with Christina is weird though. She always seems to want me to work the same areas as her. At one point I kinda liked her and it seemed that she had some interest in me, but she's kinda..hmm...flaky I guess at times. Like one night she said she wanted to watch Transformers with me, she didn't. One night she wanted me to stay with her for the closing shift to spend time with her, talk and what not..yeah stayed and did no talking. I didn't even know where she was so I ended up playing DDR =/ Just kinda makes me wanna say "wtf?" y'know? She even randomly found me on myspace o_O bleh...gettin' kinda tired..I guess I'll get some sleep. I may get a bit of a hair cut in the morning. Not sure yet. My hair's really thick right now =/ laters.

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

hmm...

Well things got a little bit better. Even though Noel, the one person here who I hang out the most with, forgot my bday he tried making it up by sending me 200k (200,000) gil on FFXI. Kinda weird though that people who've I've known for a less amount of time seemed to remember it more than those I've known for over a year. For example, Sara (that girl from work with the bf) and Orka (who've I've never even met irl) =/ oh well. Nothing's perfect. Unfortunately after work my mother told me that my Grandmother from my father's side and my great aunt Arlene (yet again from my father's side of the family) both passed away during the summer a month apart from each other. I'm not sure if I should feel like a douchebag since I'm not very sad about it...I've only met my grandmother once in my entire life and I hardly remember my great aunt Arlene.. Not completely sure how my father took it. I hardly ever talk to him ever since what happened 4 years ago...wow...that's a long time ago. Anyways..gonna go now. laters for now everyone.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

....

So yeah...another year older. Been pretty shitty so far. Boring day at work. Step-dad kinda being an ass about dinner. I know it shouldn't be a big deal to me since I'm way too old to be really excited about something as stupid as a day like this, but it does kinda suck when your friends forget or don't even know. Really tired right now...I may take a nap..I don't know yet.

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

sad :(

Tonight was Sara's last day of work. She's going on a leave of absence for school....I'm really gonna miss her... Unfortunately I got trapped on till when she left so I didn't get to hug her good-bye...and she came up to me afterwards..but I was busy with stupid customers and I just waved...then she left...I feel like such a jerk. I'm so terrible at good-byes. I wish I could've given her a nice hug good-bye..but I couldn't... I'm all sad now... I seriously need to not get so close to her...while she and I were watching Hot Rod after work..there were times where I just couldn't stop looking at her and into her eyes... Even one of the supervisors knew that I liked her. Said he could tell by the way that I would look at her. Hopefully she and I can hang out at the mall tomorrow or something...but I doubt it.. bleh..I think this month's emo-ness for me is starting =/ and I don't want to celebrate my bday either... well..laters

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

haven't been here in a while..again!

Ok, so yeah haven't updated much recently. hmmm Well obviously I'm back from Dallas. I've been back since Sunday afternoon, BUT I've been working non-stop since then. My first day off is on Monday and I plan to spend time with my friends and then try to unlock Corsair in Final Fantasy XI. Speaking of FFXI, I'm trying to get back into that. My Dragoon is now level 40 and I'm 10 levels away from getting Penta Thrust lol so sexy ;) lol I have a pic of my Dragoon character. If you're interested (for some strange reason) you can ask and I'll give you the link to it. Dallas was...ok. I really didn't do much. Unfortunately I think I offended my tia Mireya because we were talking about politics (I really hate that she brought up that subject) and I was kinda saying negative things about Democrats... >_> BUT! In my defense I HATE it when everyone just blames everything on Republicans. It's 2 sides of the same damn coin. Our government isn't perfect. Also, I don't follow politics very much. All I know is that I hope the government doesn't put restrictions on video games and I'm ALL FOR gay rights. Almost all my tias are against it, especially gay marriage because they believe it goes against God and the Bible...well y'see..in the constitution it states "Separation of church and state" so yeah. Who cares if it's against the bible, let them live that way and let the government allow them too. Also! Imagine how many gay couples wish to marry. The government could get lots of money if they allowed it (y'know ya gotta pay for ur marriage licenses) rather than have them go to Canada or something. hmm...what else has been going on. Still single of course. Still talking to that one girl at work as well (the one with the bf). She and I hug as we say good-bye to each other. heh..I reeaaally like her hugs =/ they're just so warm and comfy ;_; her bf is one lucky bastard haha. Unfortunately during one of our really long hugs..I kinda felt like wanting to kiss her cheek. But yeah, that's a big No No. Finally out of debt as well. Now it's time for me to start saving up for a car. Well, laters for now.

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

I'll be leaving

Yup, I'm gonna be gone from this cursed damn city this weekend. Leaving tomorrow morning. I should get packing, but right now PozerWolf is asleep in my room >_> I was expecting him to just fall asleep in the living room so that I could get more sleep (went to bed at like...6am) but nope...he just crashed on my bed after we played some Guilty Gear v,v Anyways...catch you all later then.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

I miss my flat iron T_\\

Yeah, my hair is starting to get longer and it's really curly y'know? I would start straightening it with my flat iron but...IT'S IN ALICE!!! D: Alice is a small town near Corpus Christi in Texas. It was because of A-Kon, an anime convention. I was rooming with some friends of mine from Alice and one of them accidently packed my flat iron in their bag...there were like 7 of them in the damn room LOL So yeah, I'm a sad little emo boy now 'cause I don't have my flat iron...but NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND MY PAIN!!! lol jk :P Anyways Last night my friend Vincent was holding a party for his birthday and we were all playing video games. We played Guitar Hero II for a long time but then we all started getting bored of it...SO I HOOKED UP HOKUTO NO KEN (Fist of the North Star)!! It's a fighting game made by the developers who made Guilty Gear and I've been hooked on it for some time. I got to get out of the addiction though because I still need to improve in Guilty =/ Had to hold back while I was playing, but we had fun. It was hilarious when I did Rei's fatal KO to Mamiya (the only girl in the game) because when he does it, her clothes rip off LOL!!! :D Then after playing some Tekken, I hooked up Guilty Gear >=D needless to say...I beat everyone there lol @_@ I was watching this one guy and his gf play....my eyes wanted to bleed....they were that bad D: Afterwards my friends Mario, his brother Phil, Daniel, Patrick, and I went to IHOP and ate. Patrick got a "Happy Time Pancake" and made the "face" on it himself lol He made a swatizta (sp?) out of chocolate chips on the pancakes. The waiter was watching and said "Dear Lord what have I done?" and walked off LOL It was hilarious. Later he came back and asked how everything was "Is everything white and pure for you?" lol and Patrick just sat there eating his pancake and said "yup, just like it should be" and that was HILARIOUS because he's Asian!! Then he started attacking the chocolatechip Jew that he made o_O and then poured strawberry syrup on it. The waiter then asked if any of us were German and he raised up his hand. I said "uhh..i'm half Irish/German does that count? o_O" and he said something about how he should be offended and I replied "I'm a Jew! And I'm not offended by this! I find it hilarious!!" and he's just giving me this weird look lmao! We had a fun night lol btw I'm not Jewish, but many people think that I am o_O So sometimes I just go with it. It's really funny when people ask me what race I am and when I say Jewish they're like "I knew it! I knew you were Jewish" and then I'm like "no...no I'm not I was just fuckin' with ya" LOL I'm pretty sure only someone who is actually Jewish would know that I'm not lol Anyways laters!

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

short post

It's kinda pathetic when the first thought on your mind when you come home or when you wake up in the morning is hoping that there's an email from that one girl.... yeah, that's been goin' on lately. That one girl at work (yes, the one with the bf) and I have been emailing each other almost every day.....and I'm always looking for a new email from her :( She and I actually hugged today for the first time. oh, and one of my supervisors grabbed my ass lol but it was because I took her radio and she was trying to get it back....but her hand was there for a long time o_O like a good 10 seconds lol I need to not get myself too attached to this girl. Otherwise drama shit may go down and I don't want that. And even if she and her bf break up, she'll be going to college and having a new bf would just get in the way. Sooo yeah. But it's weird though...she and I seem to have quite a bit in common. Not really like hobbies or anything, but more like ideals I guess. oh well

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Friday, July 13, 2007

tired...

So yeah...it's 3:54am right now and I CAN'T SLEEP!! It sucks hardcore =/ Well, got a bit bummed out because I found out that the girl from work has a bf and they've been dating for about 2 years. yeah... But whatever. I can move on. No biggie y'know? Just a minor road bump I guess. I can at least be her friend. Listening to "Basement Ghost Singing" by Armor for Sleep right now. Not too bad of a band actually. I know one of my dreams is to become a musician, but I suck at guitar =/ I keep getting discouraged so I don't really practice a lot... *sigh* v,v Anyways....gonna try to get some sleep... laters

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