Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Emotions...suck

11:18 PM So yeah...all in all today was an ok day, except for one person that was being a bitchy drama queen. Anyways, today Mike and I came to the conclusion that emotions suck and are what makes humans hipocritical and weak. Though the one emotion I hate the most is love, becuase I believe it doesn't exist. Plus I hate living with the people that is supposedly my family. When I came home I saw a sign on the doorknob to my room. When I looked at it was an advertisement for House of Pizza, which is the same crappy place that got me f**kin' sick for days. I got really pissed and ripped it off and said in the living room "I don't care who the f**k it was, but someone has a crappy sense of humor." At first I immediately assumed that it was one of my step-brothers because they like to be assholes and keep bringing up that damn crappy place to spite me. When I told my mother that "someone in the apartment is being a prick" she tells me that it was her who did it. I got even more pissed and told her that it was "very mature" of her to do that. She thought it would be funny, but guess not! Yeah, so mainly this was a ranting post. But I don't care. Not like anyone cares. Ja ne.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

The Halloween weekend so far

10:52 PM lol, Matt took this pic of Mike and insisted I posted it. Alright, I just came back from watching Saw II with Matt, Amy, Mike, Zach, Noel, his sister Irene, and two other guys I still don't know the names to. IT WAS CRAZY GOOD!! Freaky too. XD Lots and lots of blood...I like blood XP Well, Halloween is probably my favorite holiday. That's saying a lot becuase I usually don't like them. Thanksgiving is always the same. Christmas is nice, but it's also kind of a romantic holidy...and yeah...>,> Valentines day I loathe with a passion 'cause it's such an annoying holidy! Halloween is just fun =) Yesterday was pretty fun because an old friend of mine from school was having a Halloween costume party for her 16th B-Day. When I got off from work I headed over there with my black robe and one Kakashi glove. Matt, Amy, and Mike were there. Also I met some of my older friends like Matt P, Alex, and Monica (they all graduated with me) and also some other people. There was one girl there that I thought was really cute. She had blonde hair and glasses. I also thought her costume was pretty hot. It was like a Chinese dress with the skirt with the slit on the sides. *drools* Unfortunately I didn't really talk to her much 'cause she seems to be pretty shy. The only good conversation that we had while in a van (I sat next to her XD ) was about computers, Flash films, and some computer programs. Though I did catch her name, I believe it was Sarah. Later we went to a corn maze in Hondo which is a small town 26-30 miles from San Antonio. Our team in the maze consisted of myself, Mike, Matt, Amy, some really annoying guy (why he joined us I have no idea), and that cute girl. Matt and Amy quickly ran off when we got further in (hmm, wonder what they did? XD ) so it was just Mike, annoying guy, Sarah, and myself. After about an hour Mike decided to head out on his own (he got really tired of the annoying guy) and I stayed mainly becuase of the cute girl (though that guy was really annoying the crap out of me). After about another hour we finally found our way out and I spent my last $2 to buy the cute girl a bottle of water becuase she was really thirsty. Afterwards I met up with some of my other friends. Matt P, Ashley (the one whos B-Day it was and also Matt P's g/f), Alex, Monica (Alex's g/f), Domineque (not sure if spelled right, but I didn't know her very well), and Crystal were there hanging out in Matt P's car. For some reason Crystal was being pretty clingy to me that entire night. She wasn't being annoying like she was a lot last year (let me just say that it takes a lot to annoy me), so I didn't mind too much. Her clingyness made Matt P and Alex wonder if we were together, I responded "No" after she said "I'm not sure". I asked Matt P and Alex if they wanted to hang out sometime during the week. They said they were free on Tuesday, so hopefully we can all do something. It's been a long time since the three of us hung out. Heh, funny times in Journalism though. Such as the time when the three of us had a crazy sugar high during the newspaper Christmas Party. Can't really remember Friday too well. Matt, Amy, Mike and I mostly just walked places. And we saw Vincent at Blockbuster. It's been a while since I've seen him last. Well, all in all it was a pretty fun weekend. Though it's too bad I didn't talk a lot with that one cute girl. *shrugs* oh well. I'm not in a rush. I've still got some stuff to work out both emotionally and mentally. Not sure what Matt, Mike and I will do tomorrow night for Halloween. We'll probably do some random stuff and maybe get some random candy from random people. Well, ja ne. P.S. There was this co-worker that Matt suggest I ask out since the summer. Well, I recently found out that she occasinaly does weed...so yeah...I lost a bit of respect for her. Doing drugs = uber big turn off for me. I even told Matt about it tonight and he responded "oh...nevermind then." I agree.

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Tiring Day

1:13 AM Ok, basically this post is about yesterday, but I'll refer it as "today" 'cause I don't feel like being technical. BRIEF RANT: Due to the past weekend I've been kinda sleep deprived and I've been wanting to sleep in on my days off. BUT I CAN'T SLEEP IN!! FOR SOME STRANGE REASON I KEEP WAKING UP AROUND 9 OR 10!! I'm usually a heavy sleeper, but in the mornings the slightest thing could wake me up (i.e. my step-fater or step-brother playing REALLY LOUD MUSIC) even opening the door to my room will wake me up! GRR!! Just had to get that out of my system. This morning I woke up around 8:30-sumthin' AM and played some Guilty Gear, unlocking Gold Eddie for Matt. Then around 10 I decided to call Daniel and see what he was doing. He told me that he was planning on going to the mall, so he picked me up and we went to Ingram. It was crazy as we were going from store to store splurging money. First we headed off to EB Games and annoyed them about copies of Resident Evil 4 and Soul Calibur 3 (BAD ASS GAME!!). They didn't have any ready yet, so we went to Hot Topic and got some Naruto figures and I got myself a Roy Mustang FMA keychain, and Daniel got me a Sasuke keychain =D. While there I found a cool Sasuke shirt, trouble was it was a female shirt...so I started cursing about being born with a penis and without boobs...>,> *cough* ahem, anyways. Then we went to Sam Goody and Daniel got me Final Fantasy VII as a late B-Day gift XD and I also got FFVII as a late B-Day gift for Noel. We then headed to Walden Books and I got vols. 4 and 7 of Naruto, I also got Daniel a vol. 7 as well. Then we went back to EB Games and the guys there were like "Don't worry, we're gettin' there." One guy even told us that becuase of us we couldn't sleep in 'cause they called him in MWAHAHAH too bad for him >=D So then Daniel and I got our games and cheerfully headed off. Before we decided to leave though I headed back to Walden Books and bought myself the first volume of the Devil May Cry manga XD Then the funny part came: DANIEL AND I GOT LOST IN THE MALL WHILE TRYING TO FIND OUR WAY OUT!! We were kinda freakin' out due to the huge Dillards store and I was being random by commenting on random items in the women's section lol. Well, we retraced our steps by locating the Cyber Zone and found our way out. During the car ride we were listening to Gackt. We listened to MARS and the new album DIABOLOS (bad ass cd). I was annoying him by singing some of the lyrics in a really loud annoying robot like voice. It was funny. When we got to his house he played Resident Evil 4 to see the difference between the GameCube version (he bought the game for a friend of his). Both the graphics and the sound are not as good as the GC version. Later we played Soul Calibur III AND IT WAS AWESOME! Daniel created a char that looked like Kazuo from Battle Royale and he fought with nunchuks. lol Afterwards Daniel left to one of his friend's house and I headed out to Matt's. While there we messed a bit on Gaia online. Then he read my Naruto 7 manga and I read some of the Devil May Cry. Later we played Soul Calibur III and ordered Chinese food. I only ate 2 eggrolls becuase Daniel and I ate Chinese food earlier XD hahah. Well, today was a tiring day for me. Tomorrow, or today, I have to work 10-6 and then I'm gonna head back to Matt's house and we're gonna play some more SCIII. Well, Ja ne.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Yesterday...All my troubles seemed so far away!...wait...that's a Beatles song, nevermind.

12:09 PM Ok, I wouldv'e posted last night, but I didn't really have enough time due to sleep depravation and what-not. Well, anyways. Yesterday Noel, Amy, Ryan, some guy I've never met before, and I all hung out at Matt's house (I'm starting to think it's a runaway shelter...mostly 'cause I'm there a lot). Surprisingly we didn't play Smash a lot. Instead we played Guilty Gear. At first I brought it becuase Noel was telling me Saturday that he wanted to play it. Now he and Ryan are into it. Out of the four of us, Matt and I were the better players. Matt uses Eddie, a character who uses his shadow to fight, and I now use Ky, a char who uses lightning attacks along with swordsmanship. I used to use Chipp, a ninja-esqe char, but I decided to use Ky instead. Chipp is fun to use and all, but as Matt said "Everyone likes to be Chipp" (i.e. Noel and mike) Also when I use Chipp I tend to go overboard and rape my opponent...except for Chris...I wasn't able to touch his Sol with my Chipp. Well it was fun playing Guilty Gear, but we decided to head outside for a while. We went to the playground at Fernandez Elemantary, where Matt and Mike used to go to, and we also went to the playground near Matt's house. We also ordered pizza from Domino's (we abuse Noel's employee discounts XD ) and we also played a game that Ryan brought called Ikaruga. It's a really cool yet difficult game. The concept is so simple, yet it's challenging and really gun. A better arcade shooter than Galaga, and that's my favorite arcade shooter game. Well after everyone left it went pretty downhill. Matt and I continued playing Guilty Gear, Ikaruga (Ryan forgot it), and Smash. Matt also told me that he hardly played today becuase I know why, "You'd do it too y'know." he told me. The reason was that he was spending time with Amy, his girlfriend. I just responded "All I can say is that I wouldn't know and can't say for sure." Though he's probably right. For some strange reason I was quiet the rest of the night. Ashely was telling me while I was talking to her on the phone, she said I was being quiter than usual. I'm thinking it could be the sleep depravation. Well, today I gotta get the money order made out for my cell phone payment. Also I'm thinking of buying Guilty Gear X and XX for PS2. Ja ne. Till we meet again.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

What's been going on

9:09 PM Alright, for starters I took the ACT test this morning at my old high school. I only had about 3 hours of sleep and it was freezing this morning. Daniel had to drop me off at the school, otherwise I would've had to walk to the school. I still have to give Daniel the gas money that I promised him as gratitude for the ride. I think I did ok save for the math portion. I'm terrible at math and when they started throwing this crazy shit at me I was like "Da Fuck?!" The test ended around noon and I had to walk back home. It was about a 4 mile walk. Yesterday we had a family gathering at my aunt's house back down in the south side. My cousin Rick is going to be working on a cruise ship as a chef and will be stationed at Hawaii. He went all out and prepared a really good meal for us all. Many of my family commented on my crazy hair and ear piercing. Rick says that I should keep growing it out despite what people say. Surprisingly my grandparents didn't make a big fit about my pierced ear. Though they didn't notice that I had it on Tuesday XP Today I hung out with Matt, Mike, and Noel for a while. We were all watching s-CRY-ed and playing some Pokemon. It was funny when Noel and I showed them "Kazuma-mon" which is the final form of Kazuma's Alter in s-CRY-ed. He looks like a Digimon, it's hilarious. Later Matt left to go to Nightmare on Grayson, so Noel, Mike and I are trying to decide what to do for the rest of the day. We tried going to Robert's and pwn him in Smash but he was at Purple Cactus. Then we tried calling Zach; no answer. So we then decided on going to Ryan's house. Though we stopped off at Pizza Hut and got some personnal pan pizzas for ourselves. As we headed out for Ryan's house again Noel and I realized that we were going the wrong direction and then had to go back the other way. So after a long while we finally reached Ryan's house and we all played Smash. My Marth was doing pretty good, but then my eyes started hurting and I couldn't play to my full potential anymore. I think it may be the 'cause of my little sleep depravation. After 8 PM we all decided to head back home so now I'm here typing this stuff up. I'll probably put up some more poems, but I need some more inspiration. So far it seems that my twisted "I Love You to Death" poem is a favorite. Well, ja ne.

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Yay! Another poem!

5:50 PM "I Love You to Death" Your pretty face, your pretty eyes, your pretty self You see me as I am, yet you don't see my true self Release me, release me from the pain... release me from the sorrow... release me from this miserable world... Release me The tool, the blade, the key, the ecstasy of my bloodshrilled laughter, my satisfying dark bloodlust, ...we both let out bloodshed tears "Why do you weep? ...don't cry..." Kill me angel, kill me, O my angel! with my blood we'll paint this town red, kill me with your undying passion! Don't regret a thing, continue the stabbing game, wipe away your tears, you have nothing to fear Am I a fool? Deal me the final blow, complete my foolish suicide "I love you..." my dying breath So what do you think? Personally I think it's a bit twisted for something coming from me. If the grammer seems weird I purposely wrote it that way...I think I listen to too much Dir en grey lol. Well, ja ne!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Today's day

9:55PM Well, today started off badly. I woke up, played Smash while listening to Dir en grey which wasn't so bad. Then I got hungry and found out that we hardly had any food. I wanted to make a cheese omelet, but there was no cheese. So I thought I'd put in some ham...the ham was expired. So basically I ate a plain egg omelet. Also the dishes were stacked in the sink and no one would clean them. So I did the dishes in scalding hot water (the cold water doesn't work >=( ). While I was doing that and cursing existence at the same time, my lazy, fat, good-for-nothing step-brothers are in the room watching TV and playing with little toys (and it was my older step-brother playing with the toys)! I hate living with them becuase all they do is sit on their fat-asses watching TV, playing vid games, and consuming all the food we have! ok...enough of my ranting. Later I walked over to Matt's house while talking to Ashley. I felt like annoying her, but according to her I did a crappy job of doing that =( . While at Matt's he showed me a Smash vid of Ken vs. DSF. Ken is now my idol Marth player. We then played some Smash and then Noel came over later. Then the three of us were all playing Smash until we decided to head out with as many people we could get. We got Mike and tried to get Jesse and Jasmine, but they were both at work. We then tried Zach, but he had stuff to do. So then we headed to Seth's house. It was nice seeing Seth again. I haven't seen her in a long time. Not since that one time at Blockbuster I think. Yugi was also there and we all talked about stuff. Then Mike, Matt, Noel and I showed them "Butt Tag". Seth and Yugi were laughing while we were all running around giggling like little gay boys and slapping each other's asses. After some more talking we had to leave and I gave Seth a long hug and a little grope. I told her that I wanted to hug for a long while since I probably won't see her for a really long time again. I think she understood, though I hope she did. We then went to Amy's house (Matt's girlfriend) to take her away. While there we were treated by her mother's hospitality with delicious tea and some chips with cheese and bean dip. After a while we went back to Matt's house 'cause he had to shower. Noel, Mike, and I played some Smash. Matt jumped in a few times but mostly spent time with Amy, understandable. Mike started getting on my nerves saying that I'm always ruining his combos. I argued back and tension increased, Matt then suggested that we do something else. So we watched season 1 of Red Vs. Blue. Later we all went to Fortune Cookie with Jesse and hung around at Barnes & Noble afterward. Then the night pretty much ended. Well, I'm hoping that I can get some more poems in here. Also I have to work on a site for my Smash Crew. Ja ne.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

The Smash Crew!

10:36 PM Alright, I finally got the name and members of the Smash Crew together thanks to the help of my friend Matt. Here it is: The Void Myself-Shiro (in katakana) Matt-SEXY Mike-Maikaru (in katakana) Noel-DV8 Ryan-FELX Daniel-HOLY Chris S.-Kai (not sure if in Eng or katakana) Chris N. (Ryan's brother)- *not current* Chris (Chops)-L (I still don't know the story to that one) Daniel's brother Zachery- HIRO And there you have the San Antonio Smash Crew, The Void. Hopefully we'll make some smash vids. That'll be a lot of fun. P.S. listing not made in ranking terms.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Mission: Complete!

3:08 PM I finished cleaning my room today. Now I have more space than before and I like it. I also burnt some pictures about a minute ago. I burnt two of myself when i was younger. I also burnt a picture of a girl that I used to have a crush on a few years ago. I had a big grin on my face (similar to a happy child) as I watched it turn to ash. Well, anyways, here's some pics of my reorganized room! Well, ja ne!

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

cleaning my room

10:54 PM I cleaned my room today while blasting J-Rock. Pretty fun, yet tiring. Had to move my bed and dresser drawer. Found a lot of trash and stuff. I also found some pics that I plan to burn hopefully tomorrow. Also went to Noel's house today since it was his B-day today. I played Smash with 3 members of my Smash Crew (Mike, Matt, and Noel). I did a 1v1 match against Mike's Ganondorf, which is his best (but he's in denial), and almost beat him. We each had one life, but he got me in the end. Lot's of fun today, until Mike decided to be a sore loser. Well, tomorrow I gotta continue part 3 of cleaning my room. Ja ne. P.S. As soon as a name is final I'll give a listing of our Smash Crew.

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