Monday, January 8, 2007

trip to Dallas and FFXI

Hey everyone. On New Year's Day I left to Dallas to spend time with my girlfriend Jasmine. We had fun. She made me play Karaoke Revolution when I got there. I got a perfect on "Dust in the Wind" and "Take on Me" the first time I played it.......*cough* I also met some of her friends, we hung out at the mall and watched some movies. Jasmine and I saw Pursuit of Happyness which is a really good movie. We also played some video games. She was able to beat me in Tekken 5 sometimes and I would mostly beat her in Soul Calibur 2. She didn't wanna play Guilty Gear with me though lol. I really miss her though... Ever since I've come back home I've mainly been playing FFXI. I finally got my Dragoon job before New Years and I'm currently leveling it up. It's really fun. I've been able to fight a bunch of monsters at the same time and kill them all lol. Also I have a little Wyvern flying around me and following wherever I go. It also helps in battle. It's pretty cool lol. Sometimes I get too obsessed with that game lol. Well, talk to you laters. Ja ne

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Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Xmas

Hello there everyone. I'd like to take this time to wish everyone out there Happy Holidays, Season's Greetings and what have you. I just got finished from visiting my step-father's family. It was fun. Played Dead Rising on my little step-cousin's 360 and then messed around with Viva Piñata joking around about how "EXTREMELY HARDCORE" it is lolol ^^ lesse...xmas gifts so far....a box..with $10 inside...no joke! hahah. Xmas really does lose it's meaning once you're older. But whatever. hmmmm....I got news today saying how my Aunt up in Iowa from my father's side of the family wants me to move up there and attend the University of Iowa. I'm really not sure if I should. She's a good person and I enjoyed meeting her for the first time two summers ago. I did enjoy Iowa (mainly due to the cool summers lol so much cooler than Texas is) but i'm not sure if I'd want to attend a few years of college up there....It might be good to experience a new state for a while, but leaving Texas?... ...I guess I'll think about it. May depend on how things with Jasmine and I are going. Currently she and I want to attend the University of Texas in Austin together. so yeh. Anyways...Ja ne!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!! **EDIT!!** yay! I got a wittle Xmas card! :3

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Winter Break is finally here

Hey everyone. Yesterday was the day of my last final and the start of my winter break. I'm so frickin' excited that it's here. NO SCHOOL!! hahah!! ^_^ wow...I almost feel a bit younger again. Last night was mostly spent playing FFXI though. Since I havn't played in so long becuase of school, I'm really planning on playing more during the break. My goal is to get my Dragoon and Blue Mage. Hopefully I'll also play some more Guilty Gear and get better =) Well, I hope that everyone out there is doing well. TALK TO MEH!! lol If you want. Anyways, Ja ne!

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Wednesday, December 6, 2006

winter break...so...close!! O_O

Yeah, next week is finals...I'm a bit nervous but after that is WINTER BREAK!! omfg I need it sooo bad!! T_T School and work have both been stressful and tiring. I would love to have a break right now. Well, last weekend was the Smash and Guilty Gear X2 Slash tournament. I got eliminated really quickly in Smash lol as expected, but I got 3rd place in Slash. Unfortunately only 8 people entered. I'm a bit dissapointed in my performance becuase I made many mistakes and I'm not that great of a player. After the tourny though, I went to Austin with John (aka PozerWolf), he's probably the best Ky player in Texas. Well he and I went to Austin and we played against some really good players there, like Jeff and Tim. I got beaten REALLY badly by everybody, but they were teaching me things and I learned a lot! So i'm glad. Hopefully my Ky and Sol will become much better and I'll perform better next time I go to a tournament. Hopefully I can rank best in San Antonio lol :3 But yeh..I really can't wait for winter break. I don't really care that much for christmas >,> but the added time off will be nice. I think i'll just sit back..relax, chill...watch some movies, play video games, read more mangas lol. Hopefully I'll also be able to go up to Dallas to visit my girlfriend for a while. btw I have funny pics! XD http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a272/Shiro887/My%20life/616994_563210b07d36542zohm319.jpg http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a272/Shiro887/My%20life/617093_525298e88d3654tajsxe19.jpg Well, ja ne! (btw...I really don't get on MyO that much anymore..so if ya wanna chat or anything message me on either aim or yahoo: Shiro887 on both) :D

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Thanksgiving weekend!

I must say it's nice to have this time off. Wednesday was my last day of school for the week, so my friend Noel and I decided to go to our friend Kite's house to play some Smash. That was pretty fun, except for the fact that Ben (Majin) was being a control hog...but whatever lol I beat him in a few games. My favorite line of that night was "Can I play someone else? I'm tired of beating Ben!" what's funny is that he's better than me too lol. As we all know, Thursday was Turkey Day! I mostly just slept throughout the entire day because it was the first weekday i've had off in a LONG time...another reason was that I don't like being around my family very much. I can't be who I am and they always question me what's wrong because I'm quiet all the time. Well it's not my fault that everytime I try to talk about my life they just interrupt me or just don't care, so whatever. And when I wasn't sleeping I was either playing Final Fantasy III or text messaging my gf who was in New York for the holidays. Afterwards I hung out with Noel and Johnny. We just chillled at Johnny's house and watched movies. We saw The Boondock Saints (really good movie) and Fight Club. Yesterday I mainly just chilled at home, did some homework, talk to some friends on the comp...stuff like that. Then I went to work from 6-9 (they told me to come an hour later than 5 and we also closed early due to the parade at the River Walk) So afterwards I talked to Jasmine and then hung out with Ryan and Noel. We played some Guilty Gear X2 Slash..that was fun. I need to practice though because my game really wasn't up to par that night and I need to be in good condition for a tournament next week. I'm aiming to get Top 5 in Slash. I'm sure that not many even bother reading my posts anymore, so I'm not really sure why I bothered to type this up...but whatever I'm bored. ...I'll probably do some homework..maybe read some more Fruits Basket...play Final Fantasy...or chill with my friends...whatever happens. Ja ne

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Sunday, November 5, 2006

I'm alive and oker

Hey everyone. I'm sorry for leaving depressing posts all the time lol If i'm not gonna post in a while, may as well let you know that things are good. Which they are. Been playing Guilty Gear Slash (of course), Dirge of Cerberus, Mega Man X, FFXI, FFXII (good game!!) and so on. There's gonna be a GG Slash tourny in Austin during January. I'm gonna try to go. Hopefully I won't get dead last lol. Also I have some vids up on youtube. If you want to, check them out. Just search for ShiroKageryu (that's meh lol) and you should find them. Unfortunately there's this weird shaking thing which gets on my nerves and I have NO IDEA how to get rid of it =( But yeh...Hope everybody is taking care. And since I don't use MyO as much....talk to meh using AIM or YIM =) name is Shiro887 ^_^ Ja ne!!

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

things aren't going well...nothing ever does... my phone service is suspended because my step-father won't pay his share of the bill and he lost his job... ...my friend Daniel left to Basic Training for the Air Force and I didn't get to see him before he left... ...I can't even keep the most important person in my life happy...she's upset with me...I was looking forward to this weekend because we were going to see each other at Oni-Con... ...I'm so weak that i'm crying myself to sleep... ...I'm tired... ..and i'm starting to feel that I should just quit about caring for anything or anyone... I hate this...

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

first post in a long while

hey everyone...sorry for not posting. by now i've probably been dropped from many lists. Unfortunately I just havn't had much time to stop by..and unfortunately I can't say this post is a good one. Stress...sucks...hopefully next time I post it'll be happier...right now I could really use a friend to talk to though ...ja ne

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Thursday, September 7, 2006

I always seem to ruin things...

Hey everyone...can't say I'm in a good mood. I just tend to be stressed out lately. School, work, all that. Plus being in a relationship with a girl that I hardly have a chance to talk to anymore and hardly ever see...it's difficult. I love her a lot and have been looking forward to this weekend because she's coming into town. Well...she told me that Ian (her ex-boyfriend that happens to live in the same city as me and hates me btw) wants to spend time with her...well me hating the guy, I say some remarks..and she gets upset saying that I should act my age. So much happened after that...I don't feel like explaining right now... I felt as though we were about to break up...and I don't want that...Of course I apologize...but...I'm upset with myself...I always feel that I'm dissapointing her and just pushing her away. I don't want that...I always seem to push everybody that gets near me away and I hate it...I'm tired of it!! ..I just don't know what to do...

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

hey again

hey everyone. Again I apologize for not updating as much. Sunday I went to the mall with my friends to get some new clothes. I actually got some color this time. yay. if i get the chance i'll try to get pics. Been busy a lot lately with school and work. Very tiring as well. As a matter of fact, I have a roughdraft of my first paper due on Wednesday and I havn't even started on it v,v I finally got my phone working again. Had to pay a chunk of the bill though, but I guess it's better than no phone. As for Jasmine and I. We don't get to talk that much anymore since her father won't let her talk past 10 on school nights and that's the time that I get off work. Also, it's been upsetting me that she won't tell me things that are troubling her. Everytime she's upset about something she never wants to talk about it and will just change the subject. It makes me mad because I feel that she doesn't trust me or anything. I know that if i'm in a relationship (whether friend or further) with someone I need communication. I can't be with someone that won't tell me anything, there's no point. Also I have problems with forgiving myself. I can quite easily forgive someone else, but not myself. It always haunts me about how much pain I've done to Jasmine before...she keeps telling me that it's in the past and to not dwell on it...but it's difficult. I'm just really afraid of pushing her away. I always seem to do that to everyone that gets near me...and I hate it...I'm tired of it. But it happens. /sigh yet another part that makes me "emo" i guess...oh wells... Ja ne. Hope things are going better for everybody else.

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