Friday, July 21, 2006

rawr!

Hey everyone, yeah it's really official that Jasmine and I are dating despite the long distance. I say it's official because both our families now know. ahahah though her mother already assumed that we were dating when I was up there, funny. She and I are working out fine so far and I'm really glad of that. I'm hoping to save some money so that I'll be able to attend Oni-con during October. She's hoping to go as well, this way we can spend more time with each other. Lately she and I have had really good talks late at night. Though unfortunately her father makes her get off the phone at 11pm. lol What's funny is that my family keeps making remarks as to how she and I may get married someday. Jasmine and I would both like that to happen, though we're going to wait a long time for that. Though I must say, I believe that I love her even more so after spending the weekend with her last week. I'm really happy because I never thought that I could love someone so much. I'm just so glad that she accepts who I am and loves me. And she's glad that I accept her for who she is as well. She's always saying how "sweet and kind" I am to her. It's nice hearing those words. I really love her. Well, still having some job problems. I'm trying to pick up as many hours that I can since I'm not being scheduled so much. I'm going to need to save up quite a bit of money if I'm to go to Oni-con. Yeah, I guess I'll quit this post for now. I'll try to visit some sites if I can. Ja ne!

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Summer of Love ^,^

Hey everyone. Just got back from Dallas. Had a fun and great time with Jasmine. lol I have to say that our first date was greeeaat!! ^,^ Friday night we went to the movies and watched Superman. Though...we didn't pay much attention to the movie though lol And Saturday I went to Six Flags with her family. We had a lot of fun there. I've never been one to go for rides, but Jasmine made me lol I kept saying that she was trying to kill me the whole day. I had fun despite all that and she thought it was really cute when I was clinging on to her during one of the water log rides lol d^,~ And of course we found some alone time, and that was good. lol While we were in line for a funnel cake we were holding each other and kissing and this guy walked by and yelled out "GET A ROOM!" we just both laughed lol. And while we were walking I felt someone step on my shoe and I heard this guy's voice say "sorry 'bout that" and i was like "it's oker" and when I turned it was a guy in a Flash costume followed by the Green Lantern so I grabbed Jasmine and said "THE FLASH JUST STEPPED ON MY SHOE!! I'M NEVER WASHING THIS SHOE AGAIN!!" lol And before we went to six flags we had to go to the cable company to drop off her grandmother's cable boxes and while we were in line we were occasionaly kissing each other. So after I kissed her one time, this lady behind me made a small laugh and her husband asked why she laughed and she told was telling him in Spanish how romantic us two were being. lol I just smiled and kissed Jasmine again. Then after that we went back to the car and kissed some more >,> Yeah...I think I love her even more now. And she's told me that she feels the same way. As a parting gift she handed me this little orange bracelet that she was wearing. I like it becuase it smells of her ^,^ Well, I'm probably gonna eat out with the guys later on after my phone charges. I may update on more of my trip later. Ja ne! <3

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

packin' meh bags

Yeah, well first off Jasmine's bf dumped her. Yup...didn't see it coming, aheh. Well anyways, thought I'd do a quick update saying that I'll be leaving. Yup, I'm going to Dallas and visit Jasmine. I can't wait to spend time with her. In other news: my friend Noel was asked to be the best man for his gay friend Adam! I'm excited for him! He's gonna be the best man at a gay wedding in Canada! ^,^ lol I wish I was in the same situation. I mean really, I think it'd be pretty cool! Thing about Adam though is that his family (he lives in Michigan) kicked him out when they found out he was gay. I really think that's a stupid reason to disown a family member. Familys should support each other, not leave them just becuase of their sexual preference! Anyways, I'm really happy for Adam, I talked to him once and he's a cool funny guy. I hope Adam and his future husband have a good life together ^,^ Well, Ja ne!

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Monday, July 10, 2006

Yet another update

Hey everyone. Thought I'd update yet again. Well, life has it's ups and downs as always. Things between Jasmine and I are decent. We both care a lot about each other and I'm glad that I get to see her this weekend. I'll be able to hold her in my arms again just like at Ushicon. As for the bad, well my job is cutting back my hours. Mainly becuase they hired too many people and one of the managers is an a**hole. I'm only scheduled one day this week. ...also...I found out that my father has leukimia (sp?)...So he is slowly dying as his white blood cell count is detiorating. If he gets even a cold...he'll die from it. Unfortunately I don't share the same relationship that I used to have with him ever since his schizophrenic episode during the summer of my Junior year...I feel like a bad son becuase I don't feel that bad about his death...just that...if he dies...he dies...I tried calling him one day, but no answer. I may talk to him tomorrow since my mother said she was going to call him. Anyways...I guess I'll be going now. I have a couple shout outs though: Ziopheth: I enjoy talking to ya dude. It's true what I said, at times I think of you like a brother and I feel like I can talk to ya about whatever problems I have. I hope you feel the same way bro. If ya need help, I'm there dude. Seth: I'm sorry to hear about what happened to your friend...all I can do unfortunately is to apologize... And for everyone else that I didn't mention by name: Thank you for being here and reading what goes on in my life and commenting. Your opinions are always important to me. Thank you. Ja ne

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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

Hey again

Hey everyone. Thought I'd put up an update for now. So far things are ok. Jasmine and I still talk quite a bit, and she told me earlier that she's thinking of dumping her boyfriend sometime soon since they both hardly talk anyways. I plan on visiting her sometime during the weekend of the 14th, though a few people are telling me I shouldn't. But I really want to see her again since I was unable to during June. Though overall things are ok between us. In order to try to take my mind off things I've been trying to hang out with the guys as much as I can. I'm glad that we're finally playing different games other then just Smash and Naruto4. Ryan, Matt and I have been playing Guilty Gear and Tekken 5 (along with Noel). I love Guilty Gear so much. It's just fun playing a match with my friends and at the end just be in awe of what happened lol. I still remember the Venom/Eddie match that I had with Ryan. My Venom (he's a character that attacks with pool balls and a cue) is probably my third best character and he's just so fun to play as. Well Ryan's Eddie is pretty good as well, and our match was so intense. I loved it. And I loved all the crazy stuff that I did to him lol. When our match was over I asked "So Ryan...what do you think of my Venom" and he kinda got quiet and said "...I hate it..." lol that's his way of saying "It's good!" ^,^ For an idea of how Venom plays, here's this awesome combo vid I found on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gp4uCJPwa50 Unfortunately my Venom is nothing like that =( Tekken 5 is also fun too. I've played Tekken ever since the days of 3 and Tag. That's all my friend and I would play down in the south side before I moved up here. I used Jin and he used King. Though when I did move, no one I knew played Tekken. And many people that knew of the game didn't like it...so yeah...needless to say, I got out of practice...hardcore. And my character got changed when Tekken4 came out. But I loved what they did with 5. Well, I recently got my friends into it and I'm glad. What I like about Tekken, is that it's one game that really makes me think while i'm playing. I find it very strategic. Though I don't use Jin anymore, I'm now studying more of Hwoarang (I've used him since 3) who is a Tae Kwon Do fighter. And I also use Steve Fox, a boxer, though I only use him when i'm in a pinch since he's a really good character. And I also started playing Street Fighter Alpha 3, though I'm not really good at it yet. So far I use Vega and some Cammy and Sakura. yeah...I really like fighting games...I don't know why, I just do. I wouldn't mind being a fighter, as a matter of fact I've been looking up some info about Tae Kwon Do classes (one of the reasons I decided to study more into Hwoarang). Yeah well, all in all things are ok...I'm gonna get a Dr. Pepper now and watch some more vids on YouTube. Ja ne

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

slight update

Hey everyone. I'm quite bored right now so I figured I may as well put up an update. I've been feeling a bit sick lately. Yesterday I had a sick feeling in my stomach and now I think it's back. Also I woke up with a headache this morning and no amount of aspirin will take it away. I wish I could talk to Jasmine right now, but I really shouldn't becuase my phone bill has gotten pretty high and my hours have been cut back a bit so I have to keep a close eye on my money. Also, I thought it'd be best if I don't talk to her as much for a little while becuase perhaps that'll give her some time to think things through. I'm quite tired right now and would like to try to sleep, but I have work later tonight...perhaps I could try to get a quick nap in... Ja ne

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Taking a break

Hey everyone. Lately a lot of stuff has been happening (for those who've been reading I'm sure you know what I mean) and I just can't really focus lately. So to spare everyone from my depression I'm going to be taking a break from posting. If anything "happy" does happen I may post it. So don't worry, I'm not dead...yet *cough* anyways... Ja ne **EDIT!!** 6/25/06 Yeah...I kinda got a bit drunk last night/this morning...oh well, I think I needed it

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

yet another depressing post

**WARNING!!** this post contains much self-bashing and hatred. And it's another "bleh" post...just giving you the heads up. You don't have to read if you don't want. I'll understand. So yeah...last I posted I mentioned relationship probs with Jasmine and how much of a jerk I am. Yeah well...I wanted to talk to her last night after I got off work, but she was really tired and asked if we could talk later. Well, her well-being is important to me so I understood and said yes...yeh well..."That Guy" decided to call her and she talked to him (btw, "That Guy" hates the fact that she and I have been talking everyday lately) And so I asked her to call me when she woke up and she did...that's when she told me all that and something else...yeah...they're now together as a couple *pukes at mention of word*...the whole fuckin' shit confuses me!! She says she "loves" me more than she'll ever love him...and yet...ugh... ...apparantly all her friends and family (at least her mother to my knowledge) is basically telling her (please note this is not word for word, but my rendition of it): "Screw that "Shiro" bastard!! Go with 'That Guy'!" AND WHY NOT?! "That Guy" is obviously better than me! He's the pretty boy, athletic super dude! WHAT'S NOT TO LIKE, RIGHT?! And then there's me...yeah...that should explain everything...I do know that I don't want to meet the guy...'cause most likely fists will fly. Though of course "That Guy" would be the favored winner since he's all athletic and shit...but fuck, I'd find a way...not saying I "want" to beat the shit out of him >,> Jasmine says that the fact that she has a boyfriend doesn't change anything between us...but of course it does...She's with "That Guy" and I'm not with her. THE WHOLE SHIT CONFUSES ME!! /sigh...perhaps in the words of Ky Kiske "...Heavenly Father, are you testing my willpower yet again?" I guess I have no choice but to wait. Ja ne (bleh, unfortunately I'm craving a cigarette right now)

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Monday, June 19, 2006

bleeeh

So yeah...somewhat depressing post here. /sigh I hate being so stupid and realizing something when it's too late. Ok, so ever since summer started I havn't talked to Jasmine in a long time...and I missed it and thought about her quite a bit. Then I couldn't go to A-Kon and that sucked because I couldn't spend time with her. So I felt stupid because I realized how stupid I was towards her. Becuase here's somebody that really cares for me and likes me. And instead of acknowledging it I treated her badly and told her that I "could never like her more than just a friend" I really wish I could take that back, becuase it was just wrong for me to say that. So I guess I started getting feelings for her...and didn't realize it until it was too late. Well, while the time I'm not there at A-Kon she meets this guy...I won't say his name, but it's the one name that I hate the most. It's a three letter word, the first two letters are both vowels and the third in an "n" My hatred for this name started last year during the summer as well...man I hate summers. Weeeell...this guy likes her and she likes him...yeh...I guess you could say I got jealus...as much as I'd hate to admit it...and yeh... Well anyways...I finally told her that I was a retarded jerk and that I may like her and I hated the fact that it was too late and I wanted to take back all the crap I did to her...WELL she said that I wasn't a "retarded jerk" and that she was glad I told her...but yeh it was kinda too late. She also said that she was upset with herself because she didn't wait and decided to go for the next guy that happened to like her. I told her that I really didn't blame her for doing that...and that I viewed it as punishment for me being a jerk. Well...later on I pretty much asked a question similar to "if you had to choose, who would it be?" except it was more worded to what she would do if this guy asked her to be his girlfriend...well....she'd go to him...which is what I figured... Yeh well...that's life I guess...

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Friday, June 16, 2006

Trapped in the prison known as

Yeh, not much happening lately. Well, ok a few stuff. Wednesday I went to the mall with Matt, Alex, Ashley (Matt's girlfriend...I know 3 too many Ashleys lol), and Maki. That was fun. I was doing some random crap...and it got recorded...not sure if it ever got put on YouTube yet. Then later that day I met up with this Naruto4 player on Gaia and we played at his friend's house. Those two were quite good. I was able to steal some Gaara combos though lol with my ghetto "sharingan" Then yesterday I went to Ryan's house and hung out for a while. Then I had to work...that sucked. Then went back to Ryan's house and everyone pretty much left when I got there...yeh that sucked. So I stayed the night at Ryan's and we were able to play some Guilty Gear, so that was fun. Apparantly my two best characters right now are Ky and Zappa...which surprised me lol. Though I think Ryan is better at GG then I am. And i'm quite happy becuase we finally found out how Testament's traps work....yeh... And yeh...really bored right now...and this is my frickin' day off...grr oh yeh, btw...I've been thinking recently and...I think i'm going to quit being perverted..there's just no point to it. So yeh, the "boob-ninja" may retire... Ja ne

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