Monday, June 12, 2006

Boredom and asshole-ness

Well, I still hate my job of course, aheh. I'm probably being a dick right now to everyone (especially Ashley and Jasmine right now) =( but I can be pretty pissed off when I wake up and yeah...Right now I'm just trying to listen to as much heavy music right now to help get the anger in control...ah...metal...my anger management...that and beating the crap outta stuff...>,> Yeah, my weekend was boring and semi-truamatic lol Well, everyone's back from A-Kon. So now I won't be as bored aheh, even though i'm kinda being a big jerk right now. Though I got through my weekend boredom by talking to Chris and Saru. SO that was good lol even though Chris can annoy me at times with his strange taste in music...omfg...lol Yeah well...I'm bored and don't want to go to work today as usual Ja ne

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

BOOORRREEED!!!

I'm bored off my ass right now. Right now just watching some Dir en grey vids on my little dvd player. Right now it's "Mr. NEWSMAN" Basically doing random crap in efforts to not be bored. Watched Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy earlier. It was funny. Also I played my guitar. I decided to learn the F major and A major scales, so far I'm doin' ok, just kinda confusing at first since they're different from the C and G scales. And also I'm practicing the third minor Penatonic scale pattern. That was REALLY confusing for me at first, especially linking it with patterns 1 and 2. Yeah, I know I suck at guitar lol. Then after that I of course messed around and played the "Fade to Black" intro (I can only play Hetfield's part though =/ ) and "Smoke on the Water" lol The get-together last night went pretty well. We played Tekken 5...which is a first...'cause usually we only either play Smash Melee or Naruto4. We also drank some whisky that my mother had. That stuff was really strong (taste wise). lol not many liked it and I have now confirmed that my mother has a strange taste in alcoholic drinks (she likes B&J wine coolers, eww) And we also made sure that Ryan hardly drank since he was driving lol But everything went good. Yeah well...can't really think of anything else to say... Ja ne

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Friday, June 9, 2006

So fukin' bored

Yeah, right now majority of everyone I knows is at Dallas for A-Kon 17. yeh, whatevers. Bleh, some shit happened to me last night while I was walking home after work late at night...I don't feel like talking about it...I'll just say...for once, I was afraid of death...I guess mainly becuase I wonder how everyone else would react if I died. Well, happy news: I'm hoping to have some get-together tonight since some of my other friends aren't going to A-Kon either. Also I talked to Saru-Miha a couple of nights ago. lol we had an interesting conversation. I have to say (if you're reading this) I've never had a good conversation about music with anyone before so feel special lol. Well, ja ne

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

HAPPY 666 DAY!!!

That's right meh friends, today is none other than 666! ^,^ Think of me as demented, I dun care. I'm not satanic, ok? It's all in good fun lol. Well, in celebration of this day I got myself 2 new piercings. My right lobe and a second one on my left. I still havn't gotten my lip pierced, but I will someday...I PLAN ON IT!! lol Most likely when I move out so that my mother won't get tortured by it everyday lol. And also, I finally finished writing that one poem that took me forever to finish becuase of difficulties and not enough time to work on it. Here's the link:http://shiro-kageryu.greatestjournal.com/ Ja ne!

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Monday, June 5, 2006

a bit happier

Yeh...I finally got my copy of Guilty Gear XX Slash, so I'm happy for once lol. I'm sure I've already shared some of my happiness with a few friends. What sucks though is that I can't play it yet since it's Japanese. I still need a Swap Magic disc and a flip-top PS2 for me to mod. yup...all I'd need is a screwdriver, a sheet of tissue, and duct tape. I hate the fact that I'm closing this entire week...that's like till 1 in the morning...eww I'm just glad my day off is on Wednesday and then Friday... No A-Kon for meh...oh well...everyone will get over it, heh Bored now, Ja ne

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Sunday, June 4, 2006

Still alive...good or bad?

Yeah, I've been feeling somewhat down. But that's the way I am. I see no big deal in it. Right now the only thing containing my sanity is my heavy music (Currently listening to: "Oblivion" by Secret Sphere). The other night I was spending some time talking to Noel. He's a good friend and I can probably trust the most with him out of all my other friends over here. Though, there are some things that I don't tell Noel. I hate having people know everything about me. Though earlier that night, I was with Noel as he was picking up Kevin from Daniel's house and Kevin was being pretty annoying so Noel was getting really annoyed. He kept yelling at Kevin to shut up but he wouldn't, so Noel (being as crazy as he is) starts driving at 80mph in his own neighborhood and then 60 and over on the main street. Then when Noel had to drop off Kevin at his house Noel started driving on the left lane...yeh that's right, the lane where on-coming traffic is. The whole time I'm really calm and don't care while Kevin is in the back seat freaking out while yelling (which annoyed Noel even more). After Kevin was dropped off Noel calmed down. Then he was wondering how I wasn't freaking out and how I was able to remain so calm. I pretty much told him "I don't fear death. If anything, I feel I have nothing to live for" sad, but somewhat how I feel. He just glanced at me and said something similar to "heh, that sucks." Yeah...kinda does lol. Then we started going into a discussion of death and what not. He said that he fears being forgotten more than dying. I responded that I usually hate being forgotten, but it's already happened and there's no stopping it. When I die, I don't wish to become a memory. That's why I wish to be cremated. I want no tombstone nor grave tying me to this world and I want my ashes carried by the wind (or something like that, y'know) Yeah, I'm "emo" who cares. I also realized that I can be a selfish person, as least when it comes to one thing. I hate seeing other people (mainly my friends) feeling down and depressed and what not. I just hate it, so I try to help comfort them or make them feel better. Yet...when I'm sad, I dislike it when people try to comfort me. I have this mind-set that only I should suffer. Is that bad? Well, I should wrap this up by now...I'm probably boring everyone by now. Though for those still reading: Thanks Ja ne

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Thursday, June 1, 2006

Shiro in Preppy Pink: the vid! omzg!!

Yeah, in yesterday's post I said that I dressed like a prep while at the mall, yeah well here it is in pure YouTube-ige lol (unforunately my real name is mentioned in it >,> grr though some of you may already know it anywayz so whatever) I know the vid is a bit big for the window, so here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjMZ6qm1504 And here are some links to the pics: http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a272/Shiro887/My%20life/100_1517.jpg http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a272/Shiro887/My%20life/100_1516.jpg

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

nah, I'm not dead

Yeah, I'm still alive. Sorry I havn't been on lately. Just been...lazy and busy at the same time lol. Though I've been talking to Ashley, Jasmine and Kaylea <3. So that's all cool. My cousin's party was pretty fun. Even though there were preps they were some pretty cool guys. I got 2nd place in their tourny, only becuase I played Halo2 in the final match rather than Melee (I beat everyone in smash melee though..so yeh...thought it wouldn't be fair for the final match) Right now I'm listening to a Lamb of God cd that I bought, lol no it's not christian music =P What's funny is that after I bought the cd and put it in my player...I found out it was a live cd lol I was surprised becuase the quality is really good for a live album...usually they suk lol Yesterday I hung out with some old friends of mine: Matt (different Matt) and Alex. Us three used to be in the newspaper staff at our old school. lol We were like the crazy Terrible Trio ^,^ We mainly hung out at the mall doin' stuff. lol Outta boredom I decided to dress like a prep at one of the clothing stores. I put on khaki shorts and a small pink polo shirt with the collar popped up lol There was this family outside the dressing rooms and while Matt was recording me I asked them how I looked and the mother said that I looked good in pink =P mmm me in pink, so sexy lmao yeah right. And today I finally got my college schedule put up. w00t! So basically all I gotta do now is pay my tuition bill. mwahahah ja ne

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Fun night

Seth's party last night was fun. Even though I can't dance to save my life, I went out there a few times so I'm happy lol. I didn't want to just spend the whole night standing around. lol What I think was really funny though was the "Yaoi chain" While standing around for a while I noticed that a bunch of guys were all just back to back dancing, so I just jumped in and yelled out "YAOI CHAIN!" and we started callin' in everyguy to join lol Many pics were takin' o_O; lol Even Noel and I were goofin' off with stuff like that lol Yeh it was all fun. What I hated the most though was that I had a headache that I got from work...but I tried not to let it get the better of meh. All in all, really fun. I kinda wish it didn't end lol FUN PARTY SETH!! Ja ne! (blegh, off to work)

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

/sigh...such a busy weekend

Yes, a busy weekend indeed. Yesterday was my cousin's graduation ceremony. We all went (except for my two uncles...my aunt is gonna be pissed about that) however we all found it really, extremly boring. My grandmother was randomly amusing herself in order to keep herself awake. I wondered if my graduation was that boring...my mother said no...so whatevers. Afterwards we had dinner at a mexican restaurant. Food was good, but yet again I was really bored. I pretty much just sat at my seat at stared at random shit...I also noticed that in my reflection of a window...I couldn't see my eyes...I could see everyone else's eyes in the reflection but not mine. They were just...black, as if I was wearing eyeshadow or something (which I wasn't). And today I must work and then head out to Seth's bday party. If you're reading this Seth, yes I'm going even though I can't dance for shit lol. And tomorrow I work yet again, but I have to go to some grad party that my cousin is having. It's some kind of video game tourny (a crappy one too, he and his friends don't know how to hold tournies). Now this is what pisses me off: He and all his little preppy friends only want me to go by myself. They don't want me to bring any of my friends over because "they'll win"...that is the most retarded bullshit ever. Who cares if my friends and I are good at video games (actually we suk 'cause we hardly rank in tournies..well except maybe Noel and Ryan in Smash) it's not our fault that they suck and complain about it! Oh well...I'll beat all their asses at Smash (and maybe Tekken5, Soul Cal3, and Guilty Gear X2 if I can get anyone to play them) so I guess that's allright >,> still a load of bs if you ask me. So yeh...busy weekend...Well... Ja ne

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