Monday, July 2, 2007

*sigh* v,v

Ok, so update goin' down. Ex-gf's been quite the bitch lately. Always stirring up drama and what not. But whatever, I'm done being patient with her. It's her fault that she can't learn to just get over it and quit being so emotionally self-destructive to herself. She wrote a pretty bad bulletin on MySpace towards my friend Ashley and I. She made sure to delete her and I off her friends list when she posted it, but she didn't bother to delete my BS music profile that I had. The message is as follows: "Where friends don't stab you in the back and bfs aren't complete assholes!!! <3 it's amazing. I have a friend who actually cares about me and not just herself and who doesnt talk shit about me to everyone and pass flyers around school with crap about me written on them. Which everyone laughed at anyways! >.< It was pretty funny. It's like one of those lame things people do in middle schools on tv or something. pretty sad. And my bf is hot and athletic. Unlike josh. lol. Sorry but only me and your mom could only ever truly love that face. lol. Unless it's a pic that totally masks the real you. Not to mention your gaining weight again. My bf cares about me and actually wants to talk to me. Imagine that. Wow almost a forgien concept huh? Oh yeah and my friends don't stoop so low as to go talk to crap about me to my ex step dad. thats really lame. the dude left town. hes not here anymore. its not worth it. Oh and Josh 13 yr olds and 20 old yr olds are not legal. Just a hint. Its pretty disgusting actually but I guess you cant do much better than some desperate kid. I feel sorry for anyone else that has to put up with your crap. Yeah you're probably not gonna read this but for everyone who is friends with ashley or josh I really hope you realise what kind of people they are. And for everyone who was worried about me I am much better. My leg is healing, nationals are soon, i have amazing friends, and and amazing bf. I also have an amazing job. And my family is great. =) it's getting bigger everyday. We're getting new dogs and my mom is marrying again. but hes not gonna be our father. just our friend. there are almost no rules. we can do what we want. jessica may be moving in with us as soon as her parents move away. That will be cool. Anyways off to make cookies. Oh yeah and I'm finally gonna announce who my new bf is. It's Tyshi <333 He's so cute." hmmm...let's see. Here's my viewpoint on this piece by piece: ***WARNING! I'm going to be a real big jerk here!*** 1) Perhaps if you didn't always consider yourself #1 and took other people in consideration for a change, then perhaps you wouldn't have enemies. 2) Since you state that your current bf is "hot and athletic" then that states you're very shallow. Congrats. 3)Hmm....only you or my mother could truly love this face eh? Well, I may not consider myself quite the looker, but I have declined many girls before you and JUST FOR YOU! So remember that. I'm sure that I could get find another girl..and a better one at that too. 4) Yes, it's true that I've been gaining a bit of weight back again...but hmm...I still weigh less than you o_O lol 5) I've cared about you and did talk to you. Unfortunately long distance is difficult and I have my own life here as well. Sorry that it didn't work out and that I couldn't devote EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY TIME TO YOU! 6) I'm not 20 yet and I'm not trying to get with a 13 year old. First off, I didn't know she was 13, I randomly met her off Gaia. Also, this is coming from the girl who flirts with every guy she encounters and then complains about almost getting raped...gee I wonder why? and this is the girl that considers even hugging as flirting. So yeah, whatever. I'm not hitting on her. I'm not like you. 7) I can't do much better than a desperate kid? I guess so far that's true since YOU ARE ONE! Also as I stated previously, I have turned down other girls. Better girls as well. 8) And so after complaining about how shitty your family life is, you're now saying that it's great and you get to do whatever you want? Well have fun with that. I'm sure your sister is going to keep leaving the house at night and messing around with other boys. Also I'm sure that you'll keep flirting with every guy around you convincing them that they like you and then cry about them trying to rape you again. >=( 9) I just hope that you don't give Tyshi the same crap you gave me the entire time we were dating. And you better not cheat on him like you did with me. Sorry, but no matter how many times you try to re-word it, going out with someone for a night just so that you don't have to pay for anything won't take away the fact that YOU CHEATED! *sigh* v,v sorry..had to remove some stress. I know it's very mean towards her, but I'm seriously sick of all of it and don't care anymore. My patience for her is gone. Well, in other news. Apparantly I'm "grounded" now because I was out at my friend Mike's house with Noel and we were there till like 3am. My mother gave me this stupid lecture that I've heard many times about how irresponsible and immature I am. I've always called her before letting her know that I may be out late, but those never count until I fuck up. She always counts my mistakes and never the times that I've followed her rules. I'm almost 20 and I'm sick of it! She can't keep controlling me. If I had my own vehicle, then I wouldn't have to worry about getting a ride home and I could just leave whenever I need to, but that's not how it is. So she says that I'm not allowed to go out unless I ask permission. Whatever. I think I'll just leave the apartment whenever I please to. Yet again, I apologize because I'm in a pretty bad mood right now and need to get rid of some anger and stress.

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