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Tuesday, May 16, 2006


doing: eating ramen and currently listening to "On Skin" by DIVERJE (they're a techno-ish band from New Mexico, quite good)

Hey everyone...I'm not as pissed off as I was a few days ago...but yeah...

Yesterday I had jury duty...really boring and gross too. I got assinged to a panel for a case where this guy was accused of sexually molesting a child, who also happened to be his daughter...yeah, not very pleasant. Due to the fact that I hate rapists and because the whole thing disturbed me (I'd have thoughts of regret and hate no matter what the verdict was) I wasn't selected for the 12 person jury. As boring as it is...you kinda learn a bit about yourself...Also I got to read "The Count of Monte Cristo" during my down time, so it was all good. Sucks that I was really f**king tired though

Lately I got into talking to Ashley again Sunday night. She kinda insisted that I called and the thought I had was "May as well...i'm bored and it's been forever since we've talked" She knows that the me being in the mental ward was fake, but she's not mad about it. Well...I finally understand why we hardly talk anymore. I'm really not a person to just call someone becuase I always feel that i'm interrupting them and getting in their way, so I wait for them to call. Well...she just stopped calling me...and I thought she hated me or something...turned out that her mother told her to stop making long distance calls. and of course I was like "...why didn't you tell me?...all this time I thought you hated me..." and she kinda got surprised and said she was sorry and whatnot. We spent majority of the time talking about music and all that. Apparantly she was surprised when she found out that I liked Creed =/ and other bands like Fleetwood Mac and Heart...she thought I was pure JRock and Heavy Metal...>,> lol and I found out that Ashley played the flute in middle school...lmao Though she was a bit...I guess a combination of sad and upset when she found out that I'm not going to A-Kon. Jasmine is the same way...but I told Ashley "Don't worry, you'll get over it." and she kinda got a bit mad and talked about how she hardly ever sees me...perhaps I was a jerk...but that's really how I feel...people will easily get over my absence...it's no big deal, i'm used to it. Yeah well...that conversation lasted for about 2 hours.

Yeah well...I guess that's it for my post today

Ja ne...


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