Yeh...have a crap day at work...so much sh!t happened...blegh...like...the scale to my register malfunctions, then the monitor freezes...so much crap...
I really realized that I hate my job, but I'm not going to leave becuase of the pay, and I need the money. But...I'm probably wrong, but I think one of the girls that work there may like me...but more than likely I am wrong. I dunno, 'cause she always jokes around with me and smiles a lot while talking to meh (then again...quite a bit of girls tend to do that anyways...) and will sometimes laugh and whatever I say...even if it's something stupid...Yeah, I'm probably wrong, but whatevers...just weird
The previous night was weird too...yeh...many of you will probably dislike the fact that I did this, but I see no point in hiding since I consider many of you my friends. Well...I was hanging around with Matt and Kevin, we stop by the store to get some drinks and while hanging around the parking lot...yeah, I smoked my first cig. It was weird 'cause I'd never really imagine myself doing that, plus smoke inside you...yeah weird. Gives yah this weird feeling in the back of your throat. Many of my friends (except Kevin, that's who I got the cig from) are telling me "You shouldn't smoke! It's a nasty habit! You'll die from it!" Well...I appreciate the concern...but I'm not gonna become crazy addicted like my old man...F that shit yo!
Jasmine kinda got quiet when I told her and she asked "Why?" very quietly. She really hates smoking and also she's allergic to the smoke, it really makes her sick. She just said to never do it around her, which I know I'll never do. She was really quiet the rest of the conversation...I'm pretty sure she's upset with me or something...but, this is how I see it: At least I told her rather than keep it secret and have her find out by someone else.
It's weird...I could drink and not many, if any, would care...but if I smoke: "OMG! You shouldn't do that! It's bad!" /sigh v,v
Yeah well...don't worry 'cause I won't become a crazy nicotine addicted bastard 'cuase I hardly ever will smoke again.
Ja ne
