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myOtaku.com: Shiro Kageryu


Monday, June 19, 2006

bleeeh
So yeah...somewhat depressing post here.

/sigh I hate being so stupid and realizing something when it's too late. Ok, so ever since summer started I havn't talked to Jasmine in a long time...and I missed it and thought about her quite a bit. Then I couldn't go to A-Kon and that sucked because I couldn't spend time with her. So I felt stupid because I realized how stupid I was towards her. Becuase here's somebody that really cares for me and likes me. And instead of acknowledging it I treated her badly and told her that I "could never like her more than just a friend" I really wish I could take that back, becuase it was just wrong for me to say that. So I guess I started getting feelings for her...and didn't realize it until it was too late.

Well, while the time I'm not there at A-Kon she meets this guy...I won't say his name, but it's the one name that I hate the most. It's a three letter word, the first two letters are both vowels and the third in an "n" My hatred for this name started last year during the summer as well...man I hate summers. Weeeell...this guy likes her and she likes him...yeh...I guess you could say I got jealus...as much as I'd hate to admit it...and yeh...

Well anyways...I finally told her that I was a retarded jerk and that I may like her and I hated the fact that it was too late and I wanted to take back all the crap I did to her...WELL she said that I wasn't a "retarded jerk" and that she was glad I told her...but yeh it was kinda too late. She also said that she was upset with herself because she didn't wait and decided to go for the next guy that happened to like her. I told her that I really didn't blame her for doing that...and that I viewed it as punishment for me being a jerk.

Well...later on I pretty much asked a question similar to "if you had to choose, who would it be?" except it was more worded to what she would do if this guy asked her to be his girlfriend...well....she'd go to him...which is what I figured...

Yeh well...that's life I guess...

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