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myOtaku.com: Shiro Kageryu
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
yet another depressing post
this post contains much self-bashing and hatred. And it's another "bleh" post...just giving you the heads up. You don't have to read if you don't want. I'll understand. So yeah...last I posted I mentioned relationship probs with Jasmine and how much of a jerk I am. Yeah well...I wanted to talk to her last night after I got off work, but she was really tired and asked if we could talk later. Well, her well-being is important to me so I understood and said yes...yeh well..."That Guy" decided to call her and she talked to him (btw, "That Guy" hates the fact that she and I have been talking everyday lately) And so I asked her to call me when she woke up and she did...that's when she told me all that and something else...yeah...they're now together as a couple *pukes at mention of word*...the whole fuckin' shit confuses me!! She says she "loves" me more than she'll ever love him...and yet...ugh... ...apparantly all her friends and family (at least her mother to my knowledge) is basically telling her (please note this is not word for word, but my rendition of it): "Screw that "Shiro" bastard!! Go with 'That Guy'!" AND WHY NOT?! "That Guy" is obviously better than me! He's the pretty boy, athletic super dude! WHAT'S NOT TO LIKE, RIGHT?! And then there's me...yeah...that should explain everything...I do know that I don't want to meet the guy...'cause most likely fists will fly. Though of course "That Guy" would be the favored winner since he's all athletic and shit...but fuck, I'd find a way...not saying I "want" to beat the shit out of him >,> Jasmine says that the fact that she has a boyfriend doesn't change anything between us...but of course it does...She's with "That Guy" and I'm not with her. THE WHOLE SHIT CONFUSES ME!! /sigh...perhaps in the words of Ky Kiske "...Heavenly Father, are you testing my willpower yet again?" I guess I have no choice but to wait. Ja ne (bleh, unfortunately I'm craving a cigarette right now) |
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