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• ...still alive after all the suicidal moments and attempts...um...but I did place 3rd in my first Guilty Gear tourny o_O
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• When I was eight I used to watch Samurai Pizza Cats, Speed Racer, and one really kickass show that I can't remember the name to.
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myOtaku.com: Shiro Kageryu


Tuesday, September 5, 2006

hey again
hey everyone. Again I apologize for not updating as much.

Sunday I went to the mall with my friends to get some new clothes. I actually got some color this time. yay. if i get the chance i'll try to get pics.

Been busy a lot lately with school and work. Very tiring as well. As a matter of fact, I have a roughdraft of my first paper due on Wednesday and I havn't even started on it v,v

I finally got my phone working again. Had to pay a chunk of the bill though, but I guess it's better than no phone.

As for Jasmine and I. We don't get to talk that much anymore since her father won't let her talk past 10 on school nights and that's the time that I get off work. Also, it's been upsetting me that she won't tell me things that are troubling her. Everytime she's upset about something she never wants to talk about it and will just change the subject. It makes me mad because I feel that she doesn't trust me or anything. I know that if i'm in a relationship (whether friend or further) with someone I need communication. I can't be with someone that won't tell me anything, there's no point.

Also I have problems with forgiving myself. I can quite easily forgive someone else, but not myself. It always haunts me about how much pain I've done to Jasmine before...she keeps telling me that it's in the past and to not dwell on it...but it's difficult. I'm just really afraid of pushing her away. I always seem to do that to everyone that gets near me...and I hate it...I'm tired of it. But it happens.

/sigh yet another part that makes me "emo" i guess...oh wells...

Ja ne. Hope things are going better for everybody else.

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