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Thursday, September 7, 2006


I always seem to ruin things...
Hey everyone...can't say I'm in a good mood.

I just tend to be stressed out lately. School, work, all that. Plus being in a relationship with a girl that I hardly have a chance to talk to anymore and hardly ever see...it's difficult.

I love her a lot and have been looking forward to this weekend because she's coming into town. Well...she told me that Ian (her ex-boyfriend that happens to live in the same city as me and hates me btw) wants to spend time with her...well me hating the guy, I say some remarks..and she gets upset saying that I should act my age. So much happened after that...I don't feel like explaining right now...

I felt as though we were about to break up...and I don't want that...Of course I apologize...but...I'm upset with myself...I always feel that I'm dissapointing her and just pushing her away. I don't want that...I always seem to push everybody that gets near me away and I hate it...I'm tired of it!!

..I just don't know what to do...


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