Sunday, November 19, 2006

Remember, Remember, the 19th of November
Today is the 3rd year anniversary of DES's disappearance. When she first disappeared and didn't contact anyone, I thought something terrible had happened. Thankfully she was able to get word to SomeGuy and tell us that she was having computer-based problems. She said she would try to come back when she got into college. I'm still waiting for that day, so I can thank her for all her support in the toughest part of my life. I owe all of my friends a lot for what they've done for me, but DES I haven't been able to properly thank yet. I want her to know that I keep her encouraging emails on my computer and printed out and put in my box of memorable things (tickets, little souvenirs from cool trips, letters from people I love, etc.) so that if I ever feel so worthless again I can remind myself that even when I was being a totally hopeless depressee there were people willing to support me. Thank you, DES, and please come back as soon as you possibly can.

I hope she still likes yaoi as much I do. ^_^U
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I Am Far More Awesome Than You
...because my body wash has a picture of a naked gay man wearing sunglasses in the shower.
I know. I win.
My box came today with wonderful things in it. ^_^ Exo's presents, Yuki's present, and some little treats for me. I got the above body wash, and a yaoi manga spawned by the same goddess who created Antique Bakery, and some yaoi advertisements that I will use as posters, and an Ed plushie! I think I have all the Ed plushies currently available, but that's if there are only 4 (and one that's the same as another but a different size, I think). Those are the only ones I've seen, anyway. I'm veeeery happy.
So now I'm gonna go read, yum yum.
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Monday, November 13, 2006

Ride on Shooting Star
Plue died.
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Friday, November 10, 2006

Here Comes Another
I was sick there for a bit, but it's over with now. Yay.

I've been spending my spare time the past few days organizing my Sims downloads in preparation for moving them to my my mom's computer which I can use for Sims but can't have because my grades are utter crap. It's a pretty terrifying task, really. I have a ton of donloads. You might be thinking a few hundred, maybe even a few thousand. Ha. Ha ha. I WISH. Try 36,149, bitches. *sob* And I wonder why my game takes 45 minutes to load!

I'm addicted to a series of books called the Southern vampire series (but not A. Rice! I don't remember this author's name). There are a lot of them, so I've got plenty to read these days. Probably not that good a thing, really, since reading keeps me up until the small hours of the morning. Ah, well, at least it's good for my SAT scores, or so they say.

My mom got a free stress ball at work, and she gave it to me. I've been using it a lot lately. =_=
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

Introspection
For those who missed the memo (most of you, I suspect), 11/3 was National Cliche Day. So I did my emo act. Was it convincing? Probably not.
I find it pretty sad that at 16, I'm already starting to feel jaded. Maybe it's because nasty stuff that happens in the world just gets broadcast so much more than it did back in the days before radio and national newspapers. I like to try to be idealistic, too, though. I like to think that if people just cared enough to bother, we could all get along perfectly. I like to believe in miracles, and little bits of perfection scattered throughout life. I think this is because of my recovery from depression; when your own brain starts fighting you, and you still get through it, because of the love and compassion and understanding of loved ones, then you have to believe that there is good in the world.
It's just that people don't like to emphasize it anymore. Because being nice and caring and taking advantage of all your talents just isn't cool. *sigh*
At least this hot chocolate is freaking awesome.
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Friday, November 3, 2006

   so 2day suxd SO much der was sposed 2 b an aniem club meetin but i 4gots 2 announce it n der wuz nobudy 2 supervize us n operatoin anime nevah sent me da dvd we were gunna wach so i left erly and maid mike do da meetin
i tink mah mom HATES me cuz wen i got dinnre 2dai da rice wuz al crustie n she nose ah dun liek dat so im gunna go find sum muzik 2 play reel lowd 2 anoy her he he
n if u dont giv me hugzz i will take u off mah frendz list!!!!!111 im go cut mself now k bai
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