Sunday, June 6, 2004

My sunburn is peeling. *gag* It hurts so terribly muchly so. It's also quite disturbing to be pulling your own skin off in large chunks. Like I'm a snake or a lizard, only it burns. A burning snake!
Went to a pool party two days ago. Cold. Wet. It rained. I was quite bored and my stupid sunburn made it uncomfortable to even wear a shirt. Damn sun. I think I've said that before on more than one occasion. Hmph.
I was going to go to another party today but I have't felt well and there's the little fact of my SHOULDER COMING OFF IN LITTLE PIECES UNTIL IT'S RAW AND PRACTICALLY BLEEDING! Okay, I'm sorry, but it really is painful.
On a happier note, I saw Van Helsing last night! Whee! Cute widdle wolf-men! Um, yeah. I still don't get the way the more involved in fighting women are, the less they wear to protect themselves. Especially their breasts. "I'm all nice and armored, on my wrists and ankles! You won't get me there, haha!" *gets stabbed through the heart* I mean, if you were going to bother wearing armor at all, at least cover areas of your vital organs, okeedokee? I'll forgive the brides, they were sort of harem-y characters and undead so it didn't bother me much. But please. PLEASE.
Dammit, I missed the end of Joey's duel with Malik. I saw it in Japanese back in February and it made me cry so hard. My poor bishounen! *sigh*
Wow, long post! But I'm all done blabbing now so I can end it. Jaa. ^_^
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Thursday, June 3, 2004

Well, I finally found a nice midi if you would like to listen to it. It's a really fun song, the ending theme from Greenwood, a really fun anime. ^_^
Oh yeah, I graduated last night! I was kinda scared I wouldn't get my diploma. o.o But I did, plus a Spanish award and an award for maintaining a B average since seventh grade. Spanish? How'd that happen? Oh well.
I got the funniest-looking sunburn from King's Dominion. I was wearing a halter-top two-piece swimsuit, so I've got red all over my shoulders and right in the middle of my collarbone. It hurts, but I'm used to it by now... *sigh* (I burn but don't tan. Ever.)
I got a present for graduation! My very own Synonym Finder. I'm so happy! I love these things! *strokes book*
Hee hee, I got Yugioh skins for the Sims. Will I ever be satisfied with what I've got? Nah. I'll just keep downloading till my ears pop off! (I got Duvet off the net, I'm super-happy about that. I'm ADDICTED to this song!)
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Saturday, May 29, 2004

Wowee. Yesterday were my last classes ever at St. John's! It almost makes me want to cry. Note the word, "almost."
So, class trip to King's Dominion on Tuesday (Monday is Memorial Day), Graduation on Wednesday, a pool party on Friday, possibly my birthday party on Saturday (it's comin' up, folks!), and another pool party on Sunday. I'm gonna get a lot of wear outta my new swimsuit.
Went to the mall yesterday with Greg. ^_^ It was pretty fun. Felt weird, but was still fun. He's one of the people I'll really, really miss. Hopefully we'll be able to keep in touch.
Got three new CD's, hurrah hurrah. Runner's High and Smile from our good old friends the pillows, and something by a person named Yoko Ishida. Thought we'd try something new. The label of Runner's Hgh is scary. o.o
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Thursday, May 27, 2004

Eep! *grows kitty ears and eats a jumprope*
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Oh, and in case you wanna know, today was one of the worst days of my life, if not the worst. I got two START forms, lost my water bottle even before lunch (and it was about 88 or so today, and our school has virtually no air conditioning), I felt like I hadn't slept at all last night for the whole day, and have had a stomach-ache since lunchtime. I almost threw up during social studies. Voila, my nasty suicide-inducing day.
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I don't know how I can go on like this. One little mistake can mess it all up. My whole life is in a fragile balance every moment of every day. A single misstep and it's all over.
Stopping my insanity is driving me insane itself. I was so scared today, because I forgot to take my pill last night and I was on the brink of self-destruction. Now I'm just angry, horribly, overwhelmingly angry. I feel really helpless, because I know that no one can stop it if I can't, and I don't know how to. See how just one little thing, forgetting to take one 20mg pill, can start destroying what little will-to-live I had built up? I just feel so lost. Unimportant things drive me crazy. Small problems seem like gigantic obstacles to overcome, huge and looming and invincible. I hate living like this, but I don't know what to do about it. I'm too afraid to leave behind what I know, even if I hate it.
I'm sorry to anyone I snapped at today. Blame whatever the hell made me like this. I've got enough of my own problems to deal with.
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Sunday, May 23, 2004

I like manga! I don't like Viz! Viz is mean! For one thing, they're inconsistent about flipping, and for another, they don't have a website nearly as helpful as Tokyopop's. Not to mention it seems like they forget to update a lot. They do translate some interesting stuff, granted. :P
Muahaha, I've got Ashley hooked on Furuba! Another of my friends falls beneath the great powers of anime!
My favorite dragon necklace from NYC broke last night. T_T Also, I lost a spike from the dragon bracelet I wanted to wear with it. Not to mention my silver leather choker's chain came undone a while ago. Misery befalls my jewelry a lot. Hmph.

On the bright side, my mom went crazy last night and bought a gajilliong things from Animenation. Some more Kino's Journey, a random J-pop CD, and two Pillows CD's (also the next Witch Hunter Robin, but I kinda lost interest somewhere along the way...). Unfortunately, Flame is very expensive online, so to get more I guess I'll have to get back to Book Off sometime soon. Wish it weren't in another state. Woe is me. *fake sob*
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Saturday, May 22, 2004

Blah... A little over a week till our trip to King's Dominion... and Graduation! I get to cantor and maybe do the farewell speech at the Mass. I hope I don't get too choked up.
I'm thinking of trying some self-employment over the summer. Maybe some commission drawing, except that last time I tried that nobody seemed interested... Oh well, we shall see. Que sera, sera.
Wow, I actualy know for sure what that phrase meant. Eep! I'm becoming Spanish-smart! Now I'll never have room for Japanese or Welsh or German or any of the other languages I want to learn!
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Ashley is going to Korea (south of course, silly) during the summer and since they're stopping for a while in Japan she says she'll get me my birthday present there. I just hope she can find something in the airport. Heck, pictures would be okay. I'm obsessed enough to be easily pleased.
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Monday, May 17, 2004

Wow, the cicadas are realy everywhere now. You can hear them wherever you go. I like the noise they make, it's like a sound I associate with summer peacefulness. They're kinda cute, too, in their own way. ^_^U I mean... As crawly things go. Better than tarantulas, anyway.
Today we went on a mini field trip with the pre-kidergartners. We visited a few ponds, one of which had four shopping carts in it. Another one had an old bicycle on the shoreline. A word of advice: If you can't be bothered to dispose of your day-to-day trash properly, at least don't dump whole stinkin' shopping carts in ponds, ok? They're scary-lookin'.
Crescent Moon's a pretty good manga. And that's all I have to say about that.

And to all a good night.
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

YEEEEEEEHAW!
MY LIFE IS SO COOL RIGHT NOW THAT I MUST TYPE WITH THE CAPS LOCK ON AND ANNOY YOU ALL TO DEATH! BWAHAHAHAHA! FALL BENEATH THE POWER OF THE BIG LETTERS, FAAAAAALL!!!

Phew, glad I got that outta my system. Okee okee okee, we had our concert on Friday night and it was SOOO MUCH FUN! And then I came home and slept in on Saturday and watched Yugioh and missed my chance to enter that contest and then played Sims for a loooong time! And then I played Save the Sheriff! AND THEN I GOT THROUGH THE LAST LEVEL OF SAVE THE SHERIFF!! This cause for much celebration! (I've been trying to win the game for over a month now... erk.)
And today was my dad's birthday so we had a nice lunch at Red Lobster and then my mom and i went shopping and I got the sandal version of my favorite boots, and a really neat Victorian gothic dress, and some bubble tea, and then I came back home and watched the last of Nightwalker! The last couple scenes were uber-sugoi! YEE! And then I watched some Gravi again, and then I read some fanfics, and then I came here! Oh, I forgot to mention...
I FINISHED MY LIT. HOMEWORK!!
Now where's my cool background music?
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