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Thursday, November 27, 2003


I post from my grandparents very old, very slow comp with even slower dial-up connection (possibly slower than AT&T--*gasp*). Anyway, I don't know if I'm better. I feel like a bunch of separate people, like an actor with too many roles. But I just wanted to say, you guys really are all the greatest. Whenever I need help, you're always there with your pointer on the comment button.
And the new layout was done by Gerry, in case you're wondering. I wish I could see it properly, but as I said, this computer is not exactly what I would call efficient. Everyone together now: "THANK YOU, GERRY!" I'll post again later tonight probably, once I have a decent machine to work with.
(Thanksgiving dinner was fairly uneventful, as Thanksgiving dinners go. Good food, boring conversation, played GBA and listened to Gravi music until dinner because no one felt like talking on my level... Same old same old.)

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Wednesday, November 26, 2003


Fooled you all, didn't I? All happy and bouncy, and now I'm really depressed again. I found out staples work really well, I actually got a little blood this time.
If only Nick were here. Oh well, not his fault.

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Well, what happened today... I tried burning that article like I kept saying I would, but it makes a mess and smells nasty, so I decided to just throw it out. (Also, a surprise having to do with this site is nearing completion...) Then I went over to James's and played basketball with them for a while, lots of accidental beatings occurred. O_o Then we all trekked back to Ashley's to watch "How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days"--yes, even James. We had dinner over there and then I came back home.
To discover that my parents had bought for me at a crafts store a really nice set of paintbrushes (15-piece camel hair) and an 18-piece set of acrylic paints in all the "professional" colors (the colors you always see used on Joy of Painting and stuff). I've never really had both the supplies and the use for them before like this... Wow. I feel so inspired! I've decided to color my first ever yaoi picture with this new stuff. It's a weird dedication, but still... It's my way of saying, "I can draw! I can paint! Just give me the stuff to do it with and I'll be fine..."

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Tuesday, November 25, 2003


In a poetry-writing mood...
So, for your scrutiny, I present to you my latest poem. I'm not sure it'll work too well for lit. class, but I like the way it turned out in any case.

I wish for wings
with which to fly,
but not this stuffy,
earth-bound sky.

The space of mind
is all I see;
can't I make these thoughts
a reality?

Crying out in the rain,
fall to mud-stained knees,
memories of tomorrow--
just not what I need.

The slender shadows
of the setting sun
show me the present,
and what can be done.

They tell me, so solemn,
I can't fly away,
not until I've fixed
the broken today.

I like it more every time I read it. I started out with such a different emotion than what I finished with... But maybe you didn't notice. Oh well. Tell me what you honestly think, now. I might make you tell me one thing bad about it before you're allowed to compliment me. I can tell when you're being honest, too. Don't think I can't! -_O (Moody eye--HP reference, if you didn't get it, I can't explain...)

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The most interesting thing that's happened to me today is that there's air in our water pipes so I can't do laundry.
Other than that, we watched a movie in s.s. and took a high school placement pre-test. So easy. (MRS: That's why you got one wrong... Me: Oh, just shut up and go read some standard-pairing fanfics. MRS: *gasp* NO!) And in art today we finished our still-life pictures-o-ugliness. I wanted time to try drawing yaoi pictures for the first time in my non-hand-in sketchbook... Oh well.
That's it. Jaa.

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A Note on my Father
He's a little weird. He's acting all prejudiced against gay guys, like they shouldn't even exist, and then I ask him (and this is daring for me), "You're prejudiced, aren't you?" He says, "No. At least I hope not." I don't get him. Does he think it's right to act like a group of people shouldn't exist? I think he's one of those Catholics who goes by all the rules but doesn't act out his Catholicism, like being nice to other people... Or maybe I overreact to everything. That could be it.
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   WHOOOHOOOO!!
ALL my sn's are working now, thanks to none other than Peter, better known as exotahu4. EVERYONE CHEER! *runs around glomping everyone* WHEE!
I was pretty sure they'd been hacked because I couldn't log on because of an error and Lisa couldn't because the passwords I tried were incorrect. It could've just been a bunch of mistakes, now that I think about it. But exo did... something and now they're working again. ^_^ The best thing about that is that we both ended up being logged into my sn, and we could talk to each other and ourselves at the same time, and IM people at the same time. It was probably very scary. *evil laugh* Exo figures it's a lot like a yami/hikari type thing, and I agree... But in this case we're not sure who's who. I'm obviously fit to be the yami personality-wise (I'm pretty much only hikari to DES U^_^), but it doesn't quite go... My sn's the host, so am I the hikari? I dunno. Anyway, that's what happened last night. Jaa!
(Visit exo, he deserves nice things to be said to him. ^_^)

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Monday, November 24, 2003


   Now my new s/n isn't working either. I HATE YOU, AIM! I'm back to oroqueen, and no, it has nothing to do with oral sex. *sigh* I'm going to have to email AOL about this or something...
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More Dreams
Hmm, let's see, since Aleia posted her dream (even though hers is much more interesting than mine), here's what I dreamed last night and this morning (I slept in till 11).
Dream #1- I don't remember exactly what it was, but you see the "Insert" key on your keyboard? I have problems with that, and I dreamed it was right in the middle of the keyboard between to 'f' and the 'g', so I kept hitting it all the time.
Dream #2- Something to do with dying cows. It was not pleasant. Lots of blood and gore and I think it might have been set in space. Ech.
And just for the heck of it, I will confess the dream I had Saturday night. Mostly, it was me licking chocolate off Nick's face. O____< It was very very very weird. I think I'll just forget I had it now.

Anyway, no school today. Parent/teacher conferences (my parents don't have any, hahaha! ^_^ Weird, I feel like Hiro now...). I still have h/w to do, but sh! Don't tell! I'm not allowed to stay up late if I don't have my h/w done.
Can't wait till Lisa calls so I can go over. I'll have to walk... in the middle of the day... That always freaks me out. o.o Who knows what weirdos could be up and about in the daytime?! Aw darn, I'm out of Botan rice candy. Grr.

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Sunday, November 23, 2003


Just saying that I got bored and changed the picture again. A select few may recognize the significance of the character, most will not. Ah well. This just goes to show how easily my attention span runs out on occasion. Hope y'all like Yohji, he's my favorite WK bish. Enjoy! (btw, I edited the piccy myself so it was two pics in one... ingenious, ne?)
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