Saturday, November 8, 2003

   Bad timing...always bad timing...
My cousin Conner is finally coming over really soon, and Lisa has been wanting to meet him (ever since she broke up with her boyfriend... hmm...), but she's at horseback. So I don't know what to do. There's a chance he won't be coming over again until around Christmas, and I'd like Lisa to at least meet him, because I think they could be good friends...
I read my Zodiac P.I. last night. It wasn't even fluffy till right near the end! I DEMAND MORE FLUFF! It's practically the only reason I read it, besides the astrology stuff. Of course, it can't be too fluffy 'cuz it's rated Y. -_-* That's what my other shoujo's for, especially Gravitation, which I would be rereading if I hadn't lent it to Lisa and then told Lisa to lend it to Kelly, who might possibly find a way to get Ashley to read it without anyone getting in trouble with their parents (Ashley's mom is VERY strict and VERY religious). I may never see them again! O.O NO! *breaks down in tears*
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Friday, November 7, 2003

Welcoming more friends!
Well, now Ashley's signed up too. Dont know why, as she isn't exactly into anime or in the know of anime, and is already part of another community... But oh well, she's on, and I shouldn't be so negative! Her name is ChrisChic723 and she just joined today. And Lisa's back, just so you know, and has been posting fairly regularly. I think we'd both appreciate it if you visited and commented, because it feels sort of cold and barren there...
Also, I went out shopping and got several things. A new black shirt, some pens for school, the first GC CD (YES!!!), the 1st Lum*Urusei Yatsura movie, and Zodiac P.I. vol. 3. Wonderful stuff. I also whooped Kaiba in a duel on my precious GBA...muahaha. *smirk* He's such a sucker on that game.
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Walk-a-thon! Not a good day to wear uncomfortable shoes!
I was going to wear my goth boots, but no... Oh well. We walked for about 3 hours, probably 35 laps around the school. I hurt. T_T I'm glad I wore long sleeves though because the weather was just right for long sleeves with no jacket. Small talk! Must break away!
Umm...........v_v I stuck the url of that Yaoi/Yuri Support Site into my introduction cuz I don't know of any other way to put up a banner without direct-linking. Lack of webspace is killing me. *dead*
I've got a friend over again, Kelly this time. Hopefully she won't make a scene like Ashley did. -_-
Another thing about Ashley: Her mom now knows about Nick and thinks he's some perverted old stalker. Honestly, he's not. Geez. I'm mostly afraid that she'll tell my parents, making them punish me in ways that might possibly include deleting this very account.
Aaaaand Janime's down again. Grr.
If anyone knows how I can get webspace, I'll love you fowevew and evew! *chibi eyes*
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Thursday, November 6, 2003

Umm...Uhh...Huh?
I was going to post somethin. I just know I was. I can't remember what it was now... Y'know what? I need Nick. I'm falling apart here. If Lisa hadn't reminded me of his absence I would have been OK, but...
Well, I've got school news, will that do? Tomorrow is our annual walk-a-thon for St. Joseph's House, and it's a half-day, and we have Mass. So much stuff... And I've just discovered that on the 17th I go shadowing at Pallotti, on the 18th I go shadowing at Good Counsel, and on the 19th there's going to be a field trip. Practically no school for 3 days in a row, not to mention the weekend that starts it off. Can't wait till that week.
I really don't know what the teachers think of me. I'm not at all sure I care. I've perked up in lit. (I truly have no idea why) but I'm dying again in math. Then there's science, where I'm being all bleh, and P.E. where I'm being all grr. Basketball frustrates the heck outta me. The worst part was when we were just shooting around, and everyone had their own ball, and all the balls were sailing through the air... I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown from all these heavy objects falling around my head. I'm a very head-shy person, don't hit me there or threaten to, or I will flip out. *shiver* Probably has something to do with my ceiling fan inicident.
I managed to squeeze some slightly interesting stuff out of school news. Hmm. How interesting. Oh yes, and Greg and I have serious best-friend potential. I'm so happy, he's such a cool guy friend! ^_^ I hope we can talk more, 'cuz I find it very enjoyable. ...And no, I don't think I like him anymore. 1) I already have a wonderful boyfriend, and 2) I don't think we would mesh that way. We're much better off friends.
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   Whoo! Wait, oh no...
Conflicting emotions. Firstly, I'm happy because my site has officially reached 300 visits. Secondly, I'm sad, because we found this bird on the playground, all hurt and wet. We brought it in out of the rain and let it rest and dry off in a box in the music room. The boys named it Benji (possibly because the feathers on its head stuck up like Benji's liberty spikes), but it died during the course of the day. At least it was warm and dry.

I will now hand this post over to my good friend Ashley for a twist. I have no idea what she's going to say, if she doesn't cough herself to death.

Well to add on to what Toast said, "at least it was warm and dry.....UNDER A PIECE OF PAPER!!!!! *Still coughin mah head off* so...yea...ok bubye ppls!!

...Fascinating. *ahem* *cough* Great, now I'm getting it too. We're all just sick people, aren't we?
Ashley: WE'RE AAAALL SEMICOLON!!hence the al; typo ^_^ ok...ummm...i'm dyuing here.lol
Tory: Are you OK? And stop laughing at my typos... ;_;
Ashley: Myyy color... You do not steal myyy color...
Tory: Um, Ashley, what's with the Gullem voice? ...*sidesteps away* >_>
Ashley: I have to pee.
Tory: Thank you for that information, Ashley... Umm, yes. I think I will end the post now, before someone is injured...
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Wednesday, November 5, 2003

   Aaaand an announcement!
Hey everyone, just wanted to direct your attention to my contacts. I now have my email address up. I would like to ask that you not spam or send me chain letters (mostly the ones with cliched/idiotic content), because I have major issues with chains... Grr. Use this address just for conversation and information, no advertising. If you do happen to send me a chain, you've been warned. I will ask you politely to stop, and if this doesn't hit home, I will either take the address down AND get a new one (extreme measure) or ask you again, and again, and again... Eventually I'll send two requests per piece of spam, then three, vice versa. If you happen to annoyed by my way of dealing with chain letters, just remember how much I am annoyed by particularly idiotic chain letters. So there you have it, my major rule for emailing me. Other than that, the only other thing is flames, which are dealt with much less politely. So email me if you find need, and have a nice day! ...Or else! (I love saying that ^_^)
[PS- You may remember babypetsarekool, right? Big Jounouchi lover? Well, Miroku now appears to be her favorite bishie. Guess what that means... I am now the top Jounouchi lover! Oh yeah! *huggles tin Joey box lid* Poor Lisa's the one with competition now. And I'm stealing DES's pink, 'cuz I REALLY like the way it looks.]
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   Blah blah blah blah...
I talk too much, but it's just the way I am, so :P. Anyway, I'm going to be perfectly honest with you all and list all the bad quailities I perceive about myself. Yup, I'm bored, so here we go...

1) I think slowly, and sometimes don't come up with something I should have done until months later.
2) Because of this slow thinking, I tend to make a fool of myself when trying to do improv. I cannot be an actress.
3) When I find something I really like, I tend to latch onto it like road paint and obsess over it until I've leeched it dry, which usually doesn't happen for a loooong time.
4) The only things I can remember are quotes and first names.
5) I can keep other people's secrets, but not my own.
6) I don't feel I deserve praise friends give me, but I'm indifferent to the praise of authorities.
7) When I do something embarrassing, I can't forget it, and it comes back to haunt me often.
8) I can be impolite without realizing it.
9) I pick up things from the people around me very easily. Emotions, interests, views, they all sort of stick to my mind and influence what I do.
10) It's not that I enjoy being depressed, but I don't want to come out of it. It's almost as if I don't feel like I should even bother trying to be happy. v_v That's depressing in and of itself.

There, 10 sucky things about me. You can load on the motivational, comforting junk, or leave me forever, or whatever. Doesn't matter. Just wanted to let you all know.
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What a crappy day.
Well, it began in P.E. I hate basketball, but normally I still try to play it enthusiastically for grade purposes. But since last night, I had been in a teetery emotional state all day, and the stress of playing basketball was apparently too much. I don't really know the rules pertaining to when press starts being allowed again, and every time someone would be yelling at me, and I was trying to keep up with the person I was guarding, and it all just fell in on itself.
Oh yeah, and we just had a tornado warning (Montgomery County). It was just above Silver Spring, though, so we're all right.
Other than being crappy, today was quite... Greg-ful. He talked to me about the book orders (they have Yu Yu Hakusho manga vol. 1 now), he discussed some YGO GBA games with me, and then David asked me if I liked him. I told David (aka The Hated One) that I don't give out personal information to bakas. I eventually had to say about the same thing in regular English for him to shut up, but hey, it worked in the end. Now I'm wondering if David likes me... Well TOO BAD for him! I only like people if they're nice to me. Hmph.
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Tuesday, November 4, 2003

Hello again, depression
I was already a bit unstable before it happened. I had been trying to download this awesome full episode clip--actually, it was very sad, heartwrenching, in fact--of the episode (YGO) when Jou goes up against Marik and gets "killed", in Japanese, naturally. But then I discovered that it had to be cut for bandwidth reasons and since the original file was lost it couldn't be restored... So that made me pretty down. Then came the blow.
I really don't get to talk to Nick much because of such annoying things as time zones, bedtimes, and school. I have him on buddy alert, so I was all happy and dancing around when I got the little window, but I still had to do dishes. When I came back, my computer was doing it's little weird things, and I when it returned to normal I discovered Nick had signed off. He's still not back. I don't think he's coming back.
I've slipped into that little rut from before, where I feel so deprived because I can't talk to him, and I feel like nothing else can cheer me up. Would you say this is too dependent of me? Too obsessive? Or is it just the way things are? Then again it could have something to do with my very Gemini-like traits and major mood swings lately (damn puberty!). I really don't know. I'm not sure I care, but I need comments before my brain implodes...
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   Ups and downs, no kidding
I was half-asleep during S.S., then next period in lit. (lit., why LIT.?!) I was bouncing off the walls, knowing every answer... I felt great all through the afternoon. I was on top of the world. I noticed a spelling error in something on the board and Miss Smith gave me a lollipop. There were some new things (for me, since I miss so much stuff) on my afternoon TV, I got my homework finished at a decent hour, and then I came to my comp and responded to two new guestbook signings. Then I tried to go to Janime and it died. Apparently either my computer has some new problem with this site (like a social problem; my computer hates too much), or it disappeared off the face of the earth. I'm not sure which, but it spoiled my good mood. Why is it so easy to lose a good mood but so hard to get rid of a bad one?
Anyway, that's my day. Whee? I feel tired now, it's a symptom of bad moods for me. Oh look, my mom's finally home from work...
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